All writing, recording, and production done by Evan Solomon
Lyrics:
Throw me out the window 
We’ll work it out later 
When the whirl is lighter 
Just gimme a lighter 
You’ll never hear from me 
And Ignore my feelings 
Now a ghost that’s haunting 
A ghost that haunts me 

Now I feel so euphoric 
Looking back on the horror 
Never really understood it 
always letting down others 
I never really saw it 
Until I sat back it 
I saw what’s haunting 
Maybe Im the monster
Always fucking everything up 
Always good at doing that 
Always feels like a duty 
To let down others 
It’s always in my head 
Reciting in my head 
Always feel like a loner 
Gonna do that alone now 
I’m gonna always be a loner

euphoric horror

all production, writing, and instruments done by Evan Solomon
Lyrics:
Light it in my face 
Cant take the talk anymore 
Been a rough few days 
Got  all I need 
But I’m wishing for more 

They all found their love 
I’m still here trying to find myself 
Been a rough few months 
Validated by all sorts of lust 

been a rough few months

mdma.

Dear god I’m off 
It’s happened to me 
 too latched onto things 
Dear god, I’m a flood 
Cant take the loss of everything 
Dear god, Don’t wake me up 
flowers drowning, profound with losing 
It’s too hard for me to accept where I’m at 
Waking up your in some one’s bed 
Does it feel good? Or are you too scared? 
I’ve always been impatiently waiting 
I know I’m not much, Depressed and shook up 
But I’ll always be in love with your blank stares 
With only small talk, and a couple wake ups 
I’ll always care 
Why do I care?

dear god - (Rough Demo)

Your codeine 
But you still divide me 
They Don’t wanna be your friend 
Just wanna be inside your bed 

And I just feel like I’m falling 
Giving up, I’m always calling 
 I always want some certainty 
When you say my name some certain way 
Then Pass me by, like a graceless fuck 
I wanted you to give him up, come out and see me 
But you’ll never see, how much you meant to me 

Still cloaked in codeine 
Im still cloaked in codeine

codeine

Picking flowers in the back lawn 
You're in college in 4 months 
Up in New York 
Will he make you happier? 
Chase the feeling of those pictures 
That you can’t get rid of 
That you can’t get rid of 
And when you fucked me in my bed 
I had thought 
finally I am something to someone 
Just pull the covers over my head 
And strangle me,
 just confuse me until I’m nothing
I’m not your toy or shoulder to cry on 
I’m not your toy or should to cry on 
I really wonder do I matter? 
A distraction to your fucked up loneliness 
While he’s off with someone better 
Or at least that’s what you'd think 
I don’t think there’s someone better 
I don’t think there’s someone better 
I don’t think there’s someone better 
I don’t think there’s someone better 
And I hope the summer kills us 
And I hope the summer kills us 
And I hope the summer kills us 
And I hope the summer kills us

strangle me

Lyrics: 
I am stupid 
If I let you cut my legs 
I am worthless 
your like-mind will always say 
What I’m missing 
God just tell me what 
If you can’t love me 
Pls just tell me why 

I’m stumbling confusedly
You swore you’d never lie to me
Cant even walk in a straight
Yer still lodged deep in my psyche
wondering pathetically
maybe he really loves me 
to think i broke my sober streak 
its all blurriness to me 

Leave me waiting 
your flaws just follow me 
Youre Anticipating 
A fucking dream 
I’m always waiting 
Your nightmare follows me 
It’s all for nothing 
Cause you won’t follow me, 
just use me 
Just use me 
Just use me 
Just use me 

And I can’t make it outside 
A million thoughts come back to me 
I won’t make it on the outside 
With all the million enemies 

You told me that you loved me
What happened to that mentality
You promised that you loved me 
Now everybody lies to meI am stupid 
If I let you cut my legs 
I am worthless 
The like-minds will always say 
What I’m missing 
God just tell me what 
If you can’t love me 
Pls just tell me what 

I’m stumblin confusedly
You swore you’d never lie to me
Cant even walk in a straight
Yer still lodged inside my psyche

Leave me waiting 
your flaws just follow me 
Your Anticipating 
A painless fucking dream 
I’m always waiting 
Your nightmare follows me 
It’s all for nothing 
Cause you won’t follow me, 
just use me 
Just use me 
Just use me 
Just use me 

And I can’t make it outside 
A million thoughts come back to me 
I won’t make it on the outside 
With all the million enemies 

You told me that you loved me
What happened to that mentality
You promised that you loved me 
Now everybody lies to me

Credits: 
| Evan Solomon: Lyrics, vocals, guitar, bass, drums, mixing | 
| Alex woodaman:  lyrics, vocals, mixing, album art | 
| Special thanks to Yusuf Goulmamine and Poor Moose Records for mastering |

lie to me (feat. morning breath)

lyrics:
Maybe I just care too much 
Or maybe I’m a crazy fuck
The waters calmer when I’m feeling alone 

Maybe ur just too caught up 
And maybe I’m just too in love 
It’s weird how love can payoff to a stare 

And I’d rlly love to know 
Do u regret that now ur alone?
I know you've got a plan to fill the hole 

You rlly just killed the hue 
Make me dirt and make me blue 
A second chance or a second curse 

I don't understand 
I'm sorry I can't 
I don't understand 
I'm sorry I can't 
I don't understand 
I'm sorry I can't 
I wanna understand 
I'm sorry I can't

Make Me Dirt

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Make Me Dirt

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