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dying in a hot tub //palaye royale

𝐼𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑛𝑧𝑎 - 𝑊𝑎𝑟 𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝑁𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑)

Love You Better

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐷𝑟𝑢𝑚𝑠 - 𝑀𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑦 (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 + 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑏)

𝑊𝑒’𝑟𝑒 𝑇ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ - 𝑁𝑒𝑣𝑎𝑒ℎ (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 + 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑏)

𝐶𝑜𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑠𝑒 - 𝑇𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑒𝑚 (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 + 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑏 + 𝑒𝑥𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑)

𝐽𝑝𝑛 - 𝐴𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑑 (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 + 𝑒𝑥𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑)

𝐸𝑧𝑒𝑘𝑖𝑒𝑙 - 𝐻𝑒𝑙𝑝_𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 + 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑝)

David Kushner - Mr. Forgettable

dandelion hands - her sinking sun (coma cinema cover)

You're All I Need

Talk In Your Sleep (Acoustic)

chase atlantic - into it // slowed

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

𝔞𝔫𝔞𝔠𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔦𝔰𝔪 (𝖘𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖉)

𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚢 - 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚛𝚞𝚖𝚜 ( 𝚜𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚍 + 𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚋 )

𝐿𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑐 𝑊𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑠 - 𝐿𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦 (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 + 𝑝𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑑)

𝐹𝑟𝑒𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑑𝑑 - 𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝐴𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒 (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 + 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑏)

𝐾𝑢𝑐̌𝑘𝑎 - 𝐻𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑦 (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 + 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑏) 𝑀𝑒𝑑𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑛 𝑅𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑥

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑇𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 - 𝐺𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑖 (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 + 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑝)

𝑆𝑜𝑑𝑖𝑢𝑚 - 𝐵𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠 (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 + 𝑏𝑎𝑠𝑠)

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