easier without you ft nosgov

prod @rubbishrubbish

dont wake in the night
just dont leave ill show you im alright
gotta change my whole entire life
tired, i dont care, do this or you'll die
i dont wanna die

all i have is life
nobody can save me
distant, out of sight
fix it by my lonely
wake up called in bed
so i get up
dont know what comes next
it never let up

woah, woah
got a poem on my wall, yeah it let me know
got some friends, told me what i need to know
got some friends, they like ketamine i know
only hang with junkies, yeah i know
i think deep down it was getting old
i think deep down i already know
gotta hold on, stop letting go

stop, i cant think wrong
recognize think i hear the same song
paranoid think i hear something wrong
reminisce how didnt i see wrong
hear some kid tapping at the windows
see nothing when i turn my head tho
hear a noise coming from the kitchen
no ones downstairs in the kitchen

so i listen
lock my doors, curl up and i listen
i dont whats real and whats figments
used to be the one who could listen
used to be someone you could live with

now im stuck, lonely, cuz i give in
wake up sick sorry im just like this
wake up sick sorry gotta take this
didnt relapse yet im still winning
i can still feel im still living
feel my heart make sure its still beating
how can i show that im better
have some blind trust even if its fleeting

so depressed when i saw you leaving
pull apart, stessed, start seeing things
i talk way too fast i dont listen
i want you to know why it hurts now
show you why im at my worst now
i need eyes on all my worst hours
took away the pain it hurts now
watch me crash and burn i cry out

fleeting/leaving prod. rubbish

toy w nosgov

prod @corpse-disposal
w/ @xxcrush & @inssekt

[mckel]
and i swear-
and i swear that if i fuck up i won’t come back 
if you hate me then thats it man 
i promise i can be better man 
you wont look at me like awful man 
i promise ill make it different 
i cant change anything dead on the pavement
bad days are coming i feel it i feel it
i cant do anything cant make a difference 
fuck it all fuck it all don’t wanna feel it 
cover my mouth i can’t scream i can’t hear this 
i cannot handle this
i cannot handle this
fuck up my life leave me dead on the pavement 
dead on the pavement
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement 
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement
dead on the-
dead on the pavement 

[xxcrush]
promise that this real life
I don’t feel alive 
But this alright
Promise it’ll be okay
Sorry if it so backwards
Wanna be a actor 
U could prolly guess my password
Stuck in my head like my favourite song
Like my favourite obsession
Im pretty sure this could b heaven 
I’m so fucking high that I can see heaven
Heaven heaven heaven
I already said these rhymess 
let me practice these lines For the thousanth time

[inssekt]
Drop a pill and forget
Remember what u said u again
I can’t get back that feeling
But I swear this time I feel it
I take one more n I up the dose
I take 2 more cus I hold I close
I never wanna let u go (too much)

Look into my eyes
Telling I’m just fine
Tell I’m not dying
Dying
Dying

messed it up w/ xxcrush inssekt

prod @pico-13910899

okay
bby kill me quick
i just blew 10 bands
i feel sick
she was on molly
on my dik
didnt hear u calling
u don't buy it
maybe this is it
will we keep falling 
in the pit
will u keep stalling
such a bitch
n we can go all in
ill win it
[x2]

n she just like money
its funny
n i thought u love me
ima dummy
n her nose was runny
we were crushing
n shes a snowbunny
n i was hunting
up the pace im running
on the percs im loving
lose it all its nothing
u the one thats blushing
u thee one im trusting
maybe this is it
bby kill me quick 
do it like this

okay
bby kill me quick
i just blew 10 bands
i feel sick
she was on molly
on my dik
didnt hear u calling
u don't buy it

this is it (pico)

fivemoreminuteswouldntsolveanyofyourproblems [sif x mikeal0ne]

I kill whatever it is 
it doesn't happen at all 
I kill whatever it is 
it doesn't happen at all 
I held it all in my hand 
it just so happen to fall
its not whatever it is 
it doesn't happen at all

it doesn't happen at all

insta @iseelights & email - 📧 
seeinglights1@gmail.com

where its @ (prod. s2000)

Ig @itzplanett one my old song in the vault

toy w nosgov

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