Lyrics:
Better is one day in your Courts 
than a thousand elsewhere.
Better is the valley of the shadow of death with you.
Better are my days, 
weather healing or pain, 
better are my days with You. 

When my soul is downcast, 
I just speak Jesus. 
I dont need to relapse,
but lean into Jesus. 
Oh better to be lost, 
and found by the cross, 
than happily wasting away. 

(Chorus repeats.)

Better are my days. (voice memo)

Sorry for the errors in this one, I dont have the chords and honestly prefer it this way because the emotion is more honest :)

LYRICS:
I’m in need  
Im in lack 
There’s no changing 
What’s in the past 
I need your hand 
I need your voice
I need your comfort 
I need your whisper 

I said I want your way 
And then I disobeyed 
And now I get a taste of
Resistance and pain 
Now im turning my head back 
And you- your  leading me forward 
Im six feet under your mercy 
You say daughter 
“I’ll show you what your worth.”  

I’m so lost 
Im so alone 
I have regrets 
And unfulfilled hopes 
I need your peace 
I need your grace 
I need your wisdom 
A grain of faith 

(Chorus repeats)

You 
You dont ask for much 
Mustard seed faith 
That is enough 
So I 
I’m giving it up 
And im giving in 
Youre the one that I love 
The one that I trust 
The one that I want 
Would you change me 
and heal me with your touch 
Moments make me look back 
Cause they’re broken but buried 
There are seeds within the soil 
Of my past 
So I will let it go and grow  

(Chorus repeats again)

your worth. (voice memo)

LYRICS:
Time has passed and 
seasons changed.
Back to calling you 
by your name 
No longer ‘mine’
Its no longer a shame,
But there’s still pain.

Stars and cars make me think of you,
Especially that shade of blue. 
Its no longer a shame,
But there’s still pain.

PC
Now I lay in bed and 
Stare at the ceiling
Tears are good at brewing 
but Never at leaving  
How do I escape this 
Funny feeling? 
Its all so strange. 

CHORUS
To think that we said I love you 
To think of the plans that didn’t falll through 
To think that I still think of you 
Im having problems adjusting 
Suddenly the wind is gusting
In my face, seasons change
Seasons change 

OUTRO
You were October now its April 
I miss the orange leaves, 
From the maple
Trees. 
I know I should like the sun, 
But 
Its hard to adjust 
So now I wear sweaters in April 
Pretend things didn’t change 
To keep me stable. 
Imagine redder leaves 
Feel the autumn breeze 
I like to make belief. 

seasons change.

You’re one hell of a guy 
Two seconds in and I feel like I could fly 
Why are there stars in your eyes 
Would you look the other way 
Look the other way…
Now you’re some water under bridge 
Who and where and how’d we get like this 
There’s comfort in Trusting the plan 
But it hurts a bit

Love crashes into lust 
And you opened up but I don’t
You’re bone to leave it all on the table 
No shame in your sin 
And its drawing me in 
Caus I
I mess up on Fridays nights, 
You’d scream if you saw my mind 
Im not fit to love 
For so long my minds been sexualized but
I wanna be purified 


{Purified.} (voice memo)

LYRICS;
Hello, Mr. Almost 
You’re bringing me to tears 
Its been almost half a year.
Well ive been on my cycle 
So it doesn’t count 
Thats how I figure it o-o-out 

I replay alll out moments 
They’re spinning in my head 
And it isn’t for the best 
Im learning to uneed you 
But you were just the best 
And I was just a hot mess

What a damn shame 
You’ll never hear this song
And there’s more where it came from 
Do the walk of shame 
And look right past your face 
Like you’re just another name 
Stranger danger 
How have you been?
Your lookin more ordinary 
But there’s still a tinge


stranger danger (voice memo)

these are pre recorded voice memos of songs I've written about Jesus and life. Most of them ar unpolished, have voice cracks, re-do's, guitars errors, etc. But I like it that way :)

Evanka Simran