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I FEEL LIKE I'M DREAMING

It Only Gets Worse

BE NICE 2 ME (bladee cover)

HHUUUUAAAAGGHHHH

original
www.youtube.com/watch?v=UoyIMUkYg…_channel=SEMATARY

more coming soon ily all <333

NEVADA (SEMATARY & GHOST MOUNTAIN COVER)

shout out to my cat + new ep on the 28th <3 :)

Undercover Martyn (Two Door Cinema Club cover)

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lyrics:

i left u so wrong
hoped that you'd stay strong
i just played along
never thought it'd be this long
it's so gone

gone

i know
that i'm at fault
it's all my fault
it's all my fault

and i know
i said too much
and now i feel so
now i feel so

I KNOW 
I KNOW
NOW I FEEL SO
x2

gone

GONE

DON'T PRETEND (feat. Love Jai)

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lyrics:

you're so bright
lost my sight

there was a weight on my chest and a hole in heart
then reason to care but u tore it apart
left me down on the floor
all this weight i cant bare
all alone from the start 
thought the end would be fair

it hurts me
im scared to death
just gore me
take out my breath
just tell me
how you feel too
i know i
cant make it through

i always feel
like i will die
my brain is broken
my lungs are fried
i fucked it up
and took my time
i lost my life
cant fix my lies

there was a weight on my chest and a hole in heart
then reason to care but u tore it apart
left me down on the floor
all this weight i cant bare
all alone from the start 
thought the end would be fair

it hurts me
im scared to death
just gore me
take out my breath
just tell me
how you feel too
i know i
cant make it through
it hurts me
im scared to death
just gore me
take out my breath
just tell me
how you feel too
i know i
cant make it through

CAN'T MAKE IT THROUGH

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lyrics:

every single moment i've been thinkin is a waste of time
every single day i live with everything not worth a dime
conscious of my passing clock i know that all these years are prime
look at all my peers they're speeding past me maybe i'll just mime

you wanna fight like all the time
find a new reason 2 whine
thoughts rushing into my mind
my hearts always hard 2 find

you know
i know
it's all
too slow
take these
frames down
fake friends
fake crowns

i'll go on by myself
i hope that you find help
i'll go on by myself
i'll go on by myself

you wanna fight like all the time
find a new reason 2 whine
thoughts rushing into my mind
my hearts always hard 2 find

you know
i know
it's all
too slow
take these
frames down
fake friends
fake crowns

FAKE CROWNS

16 Lines (Lil Peep Cover)

<333!!! 

mv 4 abhorrent on sunday :DDD

lyrics:

it takes a lotta time 2 make my brain right
it takes even longer when ur not by my side
every hour im with you it heals my mind
so why the fuck does my brain still choose suicide

HOURS SPENT WITH YOU
STILL FROZEN IN APATHY
I DISSASOCIATE AND SCARE YOU OFF
I SHOW THE WORST IN ME

YOU STUCK BY ME
STOOD THERE RIGHT BESIDE OF ME
THATS WHY I STILL CAN'T LOSE
TO THE CRUSHING WEIGHT OF EVERYTHING

AFTER EVRYTHING I'VE DONE YEAH 
YOU STILL  TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME
I STILL WANNA GRAB A GUN BUT BABY 
YOU PUT SENSE INTO ME
MY BRAINS BEEN FRIED THESE FEW MONTHS BUT BABY 
YOU STILL PUT UP WITH ME
EVERYTIME IM LOST YOU BRING ME BACK 
YOU'RE EVERYTHING TO ME <3

HOURS SPENT WITH YOU
STILL FROZEN IN APATHY
I DISSASOCIATE AND SCARE YOU OFF
I SHOW THE WORST IN ME

AFTER EVRYTHING I'VE DONE YEAH 
YOU STILL  TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME
I STILL WANNA GRAB A GUN BUT BABY 
YOU PUT SENSE INTO ME
MY BRAINS BEEN FRIED THESE FEW MONTHS BUT BABY 
YOU STILL PUT UP WITH ME
EVERYTIME IM LOST YOU BRING ME BACK 
YOU'RE EVERYTHING TO ME <3
x2

THE CRUSHING WEIGHT OF EVERYTHING

i knw im the prblm
im lost inside cnt solve em

open up 2 my delusions
lost myself cant find solutions

evry day i try n try
2 stop my wasting end the cry
but the hurt runs down my back
the fear freezes my soul in track

every day i waste away
i jus wanna cryyyyy

lost 2 dopamine i just wanna feel high
i try to dodge the worries but i hate when i lie
every time i think about it i just wanna go cry
i know i just cant fuck this up for your sake n mayb mine

and now it all feels so wrong
my childhood is all gone
lost sight of where im from
it fades away a song i sung

a song i sung
cant hear its echoes im done
a song i sung
can hear its echoes all wrong

maybe its really 4 the best if it remains unsung

angels surround me
this light astounds me
i can feel my heart skippin
put your arms around

evry day i try n try
2 stop my wasting end the cry
but the hurt runs down my back
the fear freezes my soul in track

mayb its rly 4 the best if it remains unsung

if i die
promise we'll meet me in due time
i'll be fine
wry bout urself yeah youre divine

it takes time
but i know youll get stronger every day
and its ok
i'll b there right beside u wont need to pray

u wont need 2 pray
ill b right beside u evry single day

evry day i try n try
2 stop my wasting end the cry
but the hurts runs down my back
the fear freezes my soul in track

and now it feels so wrong

UNSUNG

lite brite (shinigami cover)

i watch the days go by
and i just waste my time
fulfilling my own lies 
for ppl i despise
its fucked up i cant think
about to hit the brink
its all so suffocating
tired of this  waiting  

im lost cant lie
wont go past 25
every day i wake up
i know that ill just die
it takes a lot of strength
to let these dead dogs lie
but i wont be free
till i end my life 

these thoughts rage thru every day of the week
i cant get through know my brain is 2 meek
ill just lie down cut off my hands and my feet
ill just lie here and accept that i'm just meat

die die
im just meat
die die
im just meat
die die
just lie here
accept that im just meat
x2

end my lifeeeeeeeeee

i'm lost cant lie
wont go past 25
every day i wake up
i know that ill just die
it takes a lot of strength
to let these dead dogs lie
but i wont be free
till i end my life 

these thoughts rage thru every day of the week
i cant get through know my brain is 2 meek
ill just lie down cut off my hands and my feet
ill just lie here and accept that i'm just meat


die die
im just meat
die die 
im just meat
die die
i'll just lie here
accept that im just meat

lost cant lie
x16

I'M JUST MEAT

LIFE SUCKS! [prod. yungspoiler]

dissolve in time

eyes roll back (feat. kxtamine)

its never enough
my heads fucked
why does my brain feel so corrupt
tear me apart and reconstruct
im nevr enough

i wanna fade like evry day
y cant nothing stay the same
i fucked off my own soul n now i dont know how 2 pray

i fucked it up i lost ur trust
the end is coming tear my guts
ill cover my body in cuts
ill end my life return 2 dust
 
its over i know it
im one step from falling apart
im dying cant slow it
everything tears my soul restart

i fucked it up i lost ur trust
the end is coming tear my guts
ill cover my body in cuts
ill end my life return 2 dust

Return 2 Dust

the distance
tears me apart
it breaks my heart
decay restart
im sorry
ive lost so much
used like a crutch
i need ur touch

why do i trust these parasites
i shouldve listened when you cried
of course im rly fucking hurt
i lost 30 pounds rot in dirt
i gave you all i had 2 give
you drained me dry
im fucking pissed
ill nevr trust a soul again
its me and her until the end

your everything i have 2 lose till dust 2 dust its me n u <3

tear me apart i deserve hell
i lost my soul wishing you well
stomp on my face show me the truth
u hate my guts i hate urs 2

ive been crying all night long
i pray to god its my last song
2 weeks already feels so wrong
how can my heart beat when ur gone

ur everything i have 2 lose till dust 2 dust its me n u <3

NEED UR TOUCH

Better Off (Dying) [Lil Peep Cover]

it got so hard 2 breathe when i gave them security
i tried to think that they weren't just abusing me
this year i learned to never trust a soul besides myself
my friends tore me apart and left me as a fucking shell

no more hiding
times raced by me
i can't fight the 
walls are closing in

8 months no luck
i know we're fucked
no help i'm stuck
i wish i always knew they sucked

they crushed me i'll admit it
can't take on the weight i'm finished
it was never meant to be like this
i'll dive head first to the abyss

I'M LOST
DEEP IN THE GROUND
6 FEET
CAN'T HEAR A SOUND
SO LONG
FOREVER BOUND
IT'S OVER I'LL NEVER BE FOUND

you act like it's never your fault
you walked away and watched me crawl

no more hiding
times raced by me
i can't fight the 
walls are closing in

I'M LOST
DEEP IN THE GROUND
6 FEET
CAN'T HEAR A SOUND
SO LONG
FOREVER BOUND
IT'S OVER I'LL NEVER BE FOUND

CRAWLLLLLLL
I'LL NEVER BE FOUND

I'LL NEVER BE FOUND

i do this shit like everyday
but it all stays the same im
not tryna b dramatic
but this world is getting lame
poured my heart and soul 
and put in a fucking frame
but nobody ever saw it
nevr got the fucking stage

i cant feel my body
everything is falling
visions getting foggy
my fate has been calling
theres no way to stop me
everything is falling down
into the abyss

im falling
way too deep
the sunlight fades around me
its too dark 
i cant see
stuck in an aimless fading sea
its been years i can hardly breathe
i'll never know what's left of me
i gave up inches from the key
but truly id never be free

im like a dog stuck in a chain
this world will never feel the same

i cant feel my body
everything is falling
visions getting foggy
my fate has been calling
theres no way to stop me
everything is falling down
into the abyss

i cant take this fate 2night i
left my heart with you entwined
every morning i cant fight
the weight of all i left behind

Into The Abyss

Dive Head First To The Abyss
This World Will Never Feel The Same

ABYSS

@crowlyyy

They always 
Lied 2 me
Crushed my heart right beneath me
There's nothing
Left 2 see
This shell's lost value 2 me
I like my life
But not these loathsome bones and
Flesh unholy rots inside me

Clip my wings

Point Blank now aim it steady
All this weights just way too heavy
This world won't ever let me
Go now even though I'm ready

Point blank now aim it steadyyyyyyy



Point Blank (feat. Crowlyyy)

every day spent right beside you
Forged my soul in spirals round you
Went through hell so we weren't cut through
No matter how hard I tried I knew

All right
I'm sorry
I always change my story
All right
Just trust me
This world was never for me


1 2 3 4 
I keep knocking on deaths door like
5 6 7 8
Watch my skin disintegrate 
1 2 3 4 
I keep knocking on deaths door like
5 6 7 8
I think that I could do this again

I always knew this day would come
I'll taste the metal on my tongue
I never thought I'd feel this numb
I'll return back 2 where I'm from

alright 
I'll stop myself from bleeding out
1 last time
I just hope the world hears me out

Every days worse than the last
Oh my God so much time passed
Wasted every single laugh on people
Who don't love me back

Where I'm From

My hearts a suicide vest and I think im running out of time
I know I'll fall again no matter how high I'm able 2 climb
Everything fades given its time
Dust 2 dust we'll fall behind
My time is ending here just know I pray that I don't end your life

This weight is crushing though my chest
I fell apart who could've guessed
When will I learn it's all a test
My ego sent me 2 my death
Everything fades and turns to gray
I lost my will I'll just decay
Everything fades and turns 2 grayyyyyyy 

Suicide Vest

It's over never could've guessed
That blood would seep right through my chest
I gave it all tried my best
But in the end there's only rest
Lost all my worth
Trapped inside dirt
It fucking hurt
Woah I'm fucking hurt

No matter what I'll have regret
The only blessing I have left
You filled the void left in my chest
Thank God you never left

Can't take the weight I know I caved
Inside my coffin long decayed
Can't ever return though I've prayed
You still left flowers on my grave

I never wanted this 2 end
It's over but can't we pretend
Sit by my grave act like a friend
Grab a oujia board and a pen
Call my voice mail talk on the phone
You'll hear my voice inside the tone
There's always more than what is shown
I'll be with you when you're alone

Flowers On My Grave

Can't stop falling
Years spent crawling
My fates calling
But I already walked off the edge

It's night and day
Nothing will chang
Its over I'll never be sane
It's night and Day nothing will change
It always tears apart my brain
I've spent years inside these chain
There's always fear inside my veins
I know I'll never escape pain
So please take care of my remains

I'm sorry It's over now
I lost my will and dont know 
I'm sorry I broke my vow 
I wish my heart could just be proud
I burned that bridge and hid my steps
I fell apart straight off the edge
I always wondered what comes next
I just hope I can get some rest

Remains

useless w/ 666yrold prod. plac3k!d

WHY DO I
WALK BACKWARDS
DO NOTHING
FOR HOURS
NO MORE TIME
IT'S OVER
I FUCKED IT UP NO CLOSURE

WATCH ME DISSOLVE AS I GIVE UP
EVERYTHING DEGRADES TURNED TO RUST
I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO TRUST
I HOPE I LEARN BEFORE I'M DUST

I STILL DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM
EVERYTHING'S CHANGED DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW FAR I'VE COME DON'T MEAN A DAMN
EVERYTHING FADES INTO THE SAND

I'LL ROT SLOWLY
PRAYING SOMEONE CHOKES ME
PLEASE JUST HOLD ME
I ALWAYS FELT SO LONELY

*midi trumpet solo lol*

I STILL DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM
EVERYTHING'S CHANGED DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW FAR I'VE COME DON'T MEAN A DAMN
EVERYTHING FADES INTO THE SAND

I'LL GO ON 
I'LL KEEP ON LIVING
EVEN IF MY HEARTS NOT WILLING
EVERYTHING I DO KEEPS FAILING
DEAR GOD MY SOUL WON'T STOP WAILING

I STILL DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM
EVERYTHING'S CHANGED DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW FAR I'VE COME DON'T MEAN A DAMN
EVERYTHING FADES INTO THE SAND

I STILL DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM

KNOW I'LL HAVE 2 FACE THE DAY
NOTHING SAVES U FROM DECAY
THERE'S NOTHING LEFT 2 DO 
NO THERE'S NOTHING LEFT 2 DO BUT PRAY

I CAN'T EVER FEEL A THING MY BODIES ROTTED LOST MY WINGS
NEVER THOUGHT I'D TRY 2 CLING 2 WHAT I HAVE LEFT YET 2 SING

I'D RATHER LEAVE DEATH UNSEEN I STILL NEED 2 DO EVERYTHING
WHY CAN;T I HAVE 1 MORE CHANCE IT'S NEVER FAIR TRAPPED IN A TRANCE

I CAN'T FIX THIS SORROW
I WON'T BE HERE 2MORROW HELL NO

ROT SLOWLY WITH ME BABY
HOLD MY HAND AS I DECAY PLEASE
I'M SO SCARED IT'S ALL 2 CRAZY
I DON'T WANT DEATH 2 REPLACE ME

chorus sample :3 https://youtube.com/watch?v=7-rYAzNEA9A

yet 2 sing

I KNOW THAT IT WON'T GET BETTER

CONCUSSION

@swagpiggy123
@swagpiggy123
@swagpiggy123


JUST DESTROY ME I'M ATOMIZED
RETURN 2 DUST WHERE NO 1 CRIES
EVISCERATE TORE OUT MY EYES
CAN'T STAND THE SIGHT I'M TERRIFIED

I KNOW U DON'T WANT ME 2 SPEAK
SO STOMP MY SKULL LET UR BOOT SINK
RIP ME 2 SHREDS AND RIDMY GRIEF
MY BODY'S HORROR MAKE IT BRIEF

MY SKIN WILL GREY B4 THE DAWN
I'M TERRIFIED I CAN'T BE STRONG
I TRIED MY BEST 2 JUST HOLD ON 
BUT I DON'T THINK I'LL B HERE LONG

BODY HORROR (FEAT. KETA)

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@swagpiggy123
@swagpiggy123

I WASTE ALL MY TIME CRYING (FEAT. KETA)

co prod by the goat @lavaproduce

lyrics :/

I haven't washed my clothes in weeks and there's mold everywhere
instead of doing dirty dishes i find something new 2 wear
there's dogshit on the floor and i'm 2 sad 2 fucking care
i dragged my friends down in2 my own manic depressed affairs

but it's over i can't go back
still haven't gotten back on track
if I once had the will I lacked
maybe my heart would'nt be black

I FUCKED UP I KNEW I WAS WRONG
PUT ALL MY EGO INTO SONG
I SAID THAT SHIT AND MEANT IT 2
BUT I STILL FEEL LOST WITHOUT YOU

FUCKKKKKK
WHY CAN'T I BE MYSELF
I LOST ALL WILL DESPITE YOUR HELP
FUCKKKKKK
WHY CAN'T I HELP MYSELF
I HOPE THAT 1 DAY I CAN TELL
YOU
I'M SO FUCKING SORRY
I HOPE THAT 1 DAY I CAN TELL
YOU
I'M SO FUCKING SORRY
FUCK
I'M SO FUCKING SORRY

I'LL ROT ALONE I MADE LIFE HELL
I LET MYSELF BECOME A SHELL
MY HEART IS VOID MY SOUL IS NULL
I NEED A BULLET 2 THE SKULL

WHY CAN'T I BE MYSELFFFFFFF

god knows
i nevr rly tried
nevr did what i needed 2 survive
pain came in waves 
till there was nothing but my shame

i fucked uppppppp

i fucked up i knew i was wrong
put all my ego into song
i said that shit and meant it 2 
but i still feel losttttttt

everybody i knew is gone
nothing will ever stay the same
why won't it evr stay the same why can't it evr stay the same :((((

FUCKKKKKK
WHY CAN'T I BE MYSELF
I LOST ALL WILL DESPITE YOUR HELP
FUCKKKKKK
WHY CAN'T I HELP MYSELF
I HOPE THAT 1 DAY I CAN TELL
YOU
I'M SO FUCKING SORRY
I HOPE THAT 1 DAY I CAN TELL
YOU
I'M SO FUCKING SORRY
FUCK
I'M SO FUCKING SORRY

SORRY (co prod. lava)

Originally by Stufy <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-o4AcWe7uQ

A Dragon's Hymn (Stufy Cover)

Original song:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtL5oMyBHPs

little dark age (MGMT cover)

A cover of one of my favorite songs.

Original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dFES-Knec3A


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         He said he couldn't take his life and he couldn't find himself

                                            and I got scared

McCafferty - Drop From Our Windows (Cover)

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