i feel ashamed of my sins
i feel ashamed, wash me, please
i feel ashamed in my skin
i feel ashamed, wash me, please 

heard you wanna save face, wanna restart
is it possible? need a little hand, it’s okay, hon, it’s a bumpy road
no one’s ever gone through this life unscathed, don’t fool yourself

angel with a singed wing,
tell me how you found me,
i don’t wanna hear your music play, 
i don’t wanna hear the words you say
i don’t wanna hear your music

i’ve been runnin ‘round the city,
tryna get my money up,
my brother plotting on a semi,
if you want it, test your luck,
i’ve got a hundred thousand issues, 
but a bitch is never one,
you steady talking to the devil,
that boy following you home,
you wanna talk about your problems,
honey, i ain’t one of them,
i’m steady focused on them commas, 
and my family and kin,
i wanna show you something new,
but you won’t even look my way 
i wanna tell you something secret,
but you’re scared of what i’ll say
feeling alone, gotta reup
come ride with me

EVER just question EVERything

THE DEVIL IS R3AL* ☨ [anx + lucca]

“PLEASE DON'T KILL ME!” (PROD. STXRMIIX)

Dry Rot (prod. wraithontheporch)

“1,000 AN HOUR” (PROD. PLANTCHAM)

“ASHAMED” (PROD. MAXIMAALG)

“WALKING ‘ROUND THE WATER” (PROD. PLANTCHAM)

have my heart w/ kid benzo

Currently out of town and got high as fuck last night, resulting in me missing my upload. Here’s one of my favorite beats that I’ve made this year, enjoy.

“WHERE’S MY CROWN?” (PROD. EVER)

Lyrics:

[Foreign Forest: Hook]
Not a single cloud in the sky
Could rain on me when you're by my side
And all the plants and leaves come alive
Feel the tickle in my stomach
Baby yeah you give me butterflies

[Foreign Forest: Verse]
Later on you'll figure out
What's wrong and what I'm all about
Wait for the day you fly away
Leave me with this pain in my head
Later on I'll figure out
I was wrong I shouldn't shut you out
Sorry that I made you wait
It's 'cause I carry all this weight
We're in love and now it's great
Still I'm scared
Somehow that I'll mess it up
And you'll want me out your hair
But at this point I don't really care

[Foreign Forest: Hook]
Not a single cloud in the sky
Could rain on me when you're by my side
And all the plants and leaves come alive
Feel the tickle in my stomach
Baby yeah you give me butterflies

[Plxntkid: Verse]
Baby when you kiss me
Baby when you lift me
I can feel it all up in my body, oh
I can not resist it
I can feel the bliss when you look in my eyes it’s magic
I don’t wanna let you down
But I know I will
At some point and I'm sorry
Baby if you give me time
Wanna make you mine 
So bad it hurts me
I’m so sick off myself
But when you look at me
I get such butterflies

butterflies ft. plxntkid (prod. grayskies)

Everything is never everlasting 
Let that pussy sing while she gag me
I was so ashamed when you met me 
I sit alone while they @ me 

Ball boy you a ball boy 
Get me a Gatorade 
Sad stuff on my Samsung 
Pills in minute made 
Bad bitch I’m with a bad bitch 
You know we sleep in late 
Madness life is madness but I’m getting paid 

Masking off pain when you let me 
I said bitch you’re my caffeine 
I was so worried that you stabbed me 
Life is all worries till we’re buried 

Guido boi bumping lil soda boi
If I make this money then would you call me?
remember Halloween party it still haunts me 
Remember boys would mock me but now they jock me 
Yeah yeah yeah 

Everything is never everlasting 
Let that pussy sing while  she gag me
I was so ashamed when you met me 
I sit alone while they @ me 

Oh I’ll figure it out 
Oh I’ll figure it out 
Oh I’ll figure it out 
Yeah I’ll figure it out 
Oh I’ll figure it out 
Oh I’ll figure it out 
Let me figure it out 

I was in pain when you met me 
Waterworks drained to the backseat 
If I leave now would you stab me?
Your kiss tastes like morphine 
like morphine 
like morphine 
Morphine 
Morphine

guido boy bumpin lil soda boi (prod.Inkivi)

“MOMENTARY BLISS” (PROD. PLANTCHAM)

“ONE BIG SEQUEL” (PROD. MICHAEL HARRISON)

i just wanna drown inside your love
wanna feel your everlasting touch
id give you it all 
know its not much
just to let you know that youre the one
i just wanna drown inside your love
be here when you feel like things get rough
never leave your side no matter what
i just wanna drown inside your love
i just wanna drown inside your

cold lips 
sweet mint
wont forget the taste
long trips
heart aches
wont forget the pain
over and over
play inside your brain
dont care what people say 
i wanna change the way
you think
love means never ending things
no distancing could ever come between
bandaging up every pretty piece 
of what they left right here for me
i wish that i could make you see
flaws are just like flowers growing leaves
they say perfect cant exist it does to me
want this forever and i mean it
first time in my life not keeping secrets
i could be just who i want
its what i needed

drown inside your love (6astard)

toomanyweeks (smazze)

everything by me

thank you for being here.
take care; as well as you can, as you are

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you liar

cups rest beside the bed that keeps the body tied
a slow end, he'll try again yet something isn't right
it's pouring, as water runs the lungs of flooded eyes
the morning has led the wren to question it's own life

doesn't mean it don't exist if you don't feel it
the bat got me taking flight purging all villians
my whole life all i've known is a cold feeling
gripping vices alike, become the known illest
soul-stealing homes appeal him most
taken of his own and made a host
supplement contrived of what he knows
jeopardized, but it don't seem to show

cycling roads end, dividing unknown land
i'd rather be scarred than left deep in the heartless
those cursed of sight find contentment in low strides
somehow he's been alright, yeah right, what a bold lie

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you liar

halving days, another broken ballad
dissonance within of what is valid
turn your back against it when you hear it,
cowardice convincing you it's fearless
staring down the mirror will suck you in
i do it just to feel it all again
sensitized of strife yet still indifferent
reconnaissance of his creating distance

(4x)
i know it's gonna hurt but i let it,
i know it's gonna hurt, but i let it as i've been, yeah

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you lia-

thornmade

Dust and Bone

“…A river cuts through a rock - not because of it’s power, but because of it’s persistence.”

“You wanna know how to change the world, son? 
One random act of kindness after another.”

“The evidence of God exists 
in our connections to one another.” 

“We’d be at the peace table 
right now if war wasn’t so profitable.”

“Courage is food for the wiseman, and liquor for the fool.”

“All men die, but not all men die complaining.”

“ASHAMED” (PROD. MAXIMAALG)

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