ever 2018

runnin' through the city with my eyes closed
inspired by oliver francis’s “polo socks”

eyes closed

ever - eyes closed (prod. ever)

friends

ever x his mom - friends (prod. ever)

ever - her eyes were black (prod. Zeeky Beats)

ever - heart for sale (prod. camrin)

ever - i love you more than i love tea (prod. louflow)

don't take it personal, but i've fallen out of love with you
and i'm so sorry, but we've been running from an untold-truth

now i'm faded in the high school hallways
and i saw you on the campus that day
weird how we both act like we don't care 'bout each other
but we both know what's happened underneath the covers

goodbye <3333


IG: prodemian

ever - it’s not me, it’s you (prod. iluvtakumi)

ever - this is different (prod. false ego/triv)

ever - what happened to us? (prod. iluvtakumi)

i wonder about the thoughts you have about him that i cant see

IG: prodemian

ever - i understand why you left (prod. beatroot)

michate's soundcloud: @michate
michate's IG: @michate_00

my IG: @prodemian

ever x michate - star-crossed lovers (prod. j roes)

IG: @prodemian

guess youve fallen out of love

ever - will you get out of my head if i ask nicely? (prod. iluvtakumi/secret stash)

IG: prodemian

LYRICS: 
i cant think straight
because of you
you know im blue
because of you

ive been tripping and stumbling, running a muck again
how is the life with him? i hope it's everything that i was 'maginin'
i keep my head up high, 'cause i dont wanna die, starting to live a lie
smiles are fake
laughing is faker
i wanna die, 'least ill please all my haters
dropping the tears, ducts are looking like glaciers
gun to my skull, guessin' ill see you later

you dont understand the pain youve caused
imma leave right now before i pause
my breath

ever - rip my sanity (prod. 8rokeboy)

im sad, shout out michate for making this song with me though

michate's ig: michate_00
soundcloud: michate

ever's ig: prodemian

ever x michate - my blood’s colder than antarctica (prod. biv)

IG: prodemian

LYRICS:
think youve been slipping the novacane
we know that things will not be the same
i need a break from the people i hate
so you can come with me, and we'll run away

look at the stars and youll see my face
look in my brain and know im just a waste
of the space on this earth
ive been meaning to change
but what if you change and shoot back to the
place that you once were at before?
is there any meaning anymore?
all i really know is im a whore
when cpmes to weed, money
honey, you think im cute, but i know im so bummy
teen suicide with my head on your tummy
 equals paradise, i think that its funny
that we never stop loving those wed been loving
that is irony at its finest
i got stars glued to my eyelids
raise your hands up if youre dying
oh wait, im all alone on this island

ever - throwaway (prod. sun god)

IG: prodemian
today was the last day of school, but it didn't really feel like it was. im pretty sad about it.

LYRICS:
i just ran away last week
stirred some shit up that i cant speak about
thinking 'bout the secrets i keep
damn, they can stir some shit up, but i cant speak about
them and the memories we used to have
been a couple since i had seen you last
damn, a couple months? guess times been flying past
catch me on a stage, that's where you'll see me last
thought you knew me?
well, girl, i thought i knew you
i don't like me
and i don't like your new dude
call me on the phone, ill pick it up and say,"hello?" 
but if i hear the wrong word then you can bet i'll
*beep* *beep* *booop*

ever - you’re on my blocked list (prod. 8rokeboy)

ever - i made her sad and now i can’t sleep (prod. android noise)

ever - wonder why you walked away (prod. 8rokeboy)

ig: prodemian

lyrics within this track are similar to lilwaterbed's "FLY AWAY", but i promise you that it's strictly a coincidence - shoutout to waterbed tho, mad respect to his music and success <3

LYRICS:
do you wanna fly away
looking like you cried today
i dont wanna fade away
do you wanna fly away

i dont wanna tell you that i love you yet
you dont wanna tell me that im in your head
but we both know that that is what's going on
and we both know that none of this shit feels wrong

i aint had a sober breath in the last two weeks
moms upset cause i just got my motherfuckin hair bleached
when you in my sight its like nirvana is in arms reach

ever - untitled (prod. 8rokeboy)

IG: prodemian

dump's IG: @lil.duump
dump's soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/lil_dump/dumpuppy-restwell-prod-n09th

ever x lil dump - rest easy (prod. 8rokeboy)

IG: prodemian

LYRICS:
it's a catastrophe
you don't see no you and me
but i can see us happily
not married, with a family
but chillin' under shades of tree
and huffin' on some shades of green
and you were the wolf to my haley
and i can't believe that
you don't love me back
think i'm telling lies
but girl, i'm strictly telling facts
see it in your eyes
you're thinking that i'm hella wack
but i think you're the coolest
and i think it's kinda sad
that
you don't want me to be your number one
you don't want me to be the one you want
you don't want me to be the one you love
you don't want me to be the one you trust

ever - you don’t love me back (prod. hidden oasis)

“…A river cuts through a rock - not because of it’s power, but because of it’s persistence.”

“You wanna know how to change the world, son? 
One random act of kindness after another.”

“The evidence of God exists 
in our connections to one another.” 

“We’d be at the peace table 
right now if war wasn’t so profitable.”

“Courage is food for the wiseman, and liquor for the fool.”

“All men die, but not all men die complaining.”