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LYRIC/////
I did what i did, nothings gonna change that
Change who i am go way back
Ive been me, changing gradually
Through life were evolving we have to be

Time and place, everything gon change
Think you got the best of me but nothings in my way
except myself, except my mind, except my stupid ways to waste my time
We all change, life moves on, we recover from pain, and move beyond
We all fuck up, we all do wrong, the question is how u gonna stay strong

Its unlikely, i fucked up and you know that
Overthink myself sleep, time move forward cant go back
You try your best to make amends
But i cant fix what doesnt bend 
I used to think you were my friend
Now i see it was it all pretend
I fucked up once you left the end.

everything gon change [prod. mndls1600]

ever the ghost - is this heaven? feat. tamagucci (prod. rizi beats)

you're an angel
and i'm your heathen 
and i know just why
you're leaving
i'm always drifting out
i'm always bleeding
baby i know looks are deceiving 
that's the lesson that i learned from you
slowly dying in the living room
not a soul knows what you've been through
nostalgic for a place i've not been to

why you always on the phone
would you rather be alone
that's a feeling that i know too well
if you want then i will go to hell
you say the devil's in the details
but the devil's in my head
now i can't sleep well
got these voices telling me that 
i should end it quick
can you tell me how it came to this

Is This Heaven? feat. Tamagucci

ever the ghost - lifeline (prod. thersx)

i was once your lifeline
now i'm just a pastime
walk out of my life
now i'm looking towards
a bright light
oh my-
i keep writing
i'm reminding you to keep a shield
now you know why
now you know how it feels
it's too much
not enough
a longing to be real
i just sacrifice myself
then my skin begins to peel
cursed to cherish memories
of spirits being torn
and from this distance i have kept
i've burrowed in this form

Lifeline

I wrote the first version of this song a few years ago at the same time of year and I came across the lyrics by pure coincidence yet of course the timing was not coincidental.. I will post the lyrics soon along with the original lyrics so you can see the contrast in retrospect. 

*****lyrics here soon*****

#ambient #rap #trap #storytelling #inmemoryof

in retrospect of: livehard, diefast pt2 liveonforever (prod-g1)

great song by https://soundcloud.com/breckenford/play-me-or-play-me-not-w-decks
talk to myself on the daily
Switch up my mood got me shaking

FøRD - play me, or play me not (silencedgrave flip)

i did not know @skeletonyuth 24hrs ago
i stay hauntin myself
think i really need help
and i try to be well
but i think im in hell

down in a rut
ive been down on my luck
i feel like i cant go without f*cking it all up
i feel like death i feel like everybodies looking at me wrong
i feel like everybody hates me so i wrote a f*cking song
i dont like you
i dont wanna write you back
i hate myself, i hate my face, i hate this pain
i wish id die
i feel like its alright if i drop off the face of the earth
oh all i ever do is f*ck it up
i hate this love i hate my f*cking heart
if i could die right now id do that sh*t in one heart beat
i just need

and theres a chance my mind wont ever recover
i waste my time online hiding under the covers
wake up and i wish that i was another
i look in the mirror thinkin that i dont really love her
i stay hauntin myself
think i really need help
and i try to be well
but i think im in hell

down in a rut
ive been down on my luck
i feel like i cant go without f*cking it all up
i feel like death i feel like everybodies looking at me wrong
i feel like everybody hates me so i wrote a f*cking song
i dont like you
i dont wanna write you back
i hate myself, i hate my face, i hate this pain
i wish id die
i feel like its alright if i drop off the face of the earth
oh all i ever do is f*ck it up

think i really need help
and i try to be well
but i think im in hell

out of luck (feat. skeletonyüth) (prod. king theta)

PRODUCED BY @jabarionthebeat
MIX BY FLORET
MASTERED BY FLORET


lyrics
yeah i been internet famous i got twitter ops been up 
talk that shit cock it up bummed dick and i talk it up
ex bitch told me suck it up she said i am talkative
 this is not an artist diss how you tell me what it is 
i just said i'm real as shit (huh) bad bitch told i can get it right up 
how you talking baby you’re just a klutz told me what you doing baby i am nuts 
told me what you doing i can get it right up 

i been talking all this nonsense scripted from my brain 
i just said baby i dont seek no fame
i been real as fuck you told me that im just a lame
how you talkin baby on my dick like im the wayne 
ima lowkey dark knight bad bitch she not a dyke
keep it a stack fortnite i dont talk i am right 
fuck my twin no lookalike doppelganger is such a dime 
i dont talk i am fine i just said you dumb alright
2 in the morning i been rolling keef up in my plant
double deck got me flyin goin like shazam 
i just said you love me baby i am just a man 

yeah i been internet famous i got twitter ops been up 
talk that shit cock it up bummed dick and i talk it up
ex bitch told me suck it up she said i am talkative
 this is not an artist diss how you tell me what it is 
i just said i'm real as shit (huh) bad bitch told i can get it right up 
how you talking baby you’re just a klutz told me what you doing baby i am nuts
told me what you doing i can get it right up

micro internet celebrity (jabarionthebeat)

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

Immy - That’s it

sherwi - money christmas 3 (prod. swaytricky)

Winter Nights

thank you for finding my music
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