Name: Beam by Payday in Sunset in my rear view 🌅
Duration: 1 min 43 s
Description: Produced by Sarcastic Sounds, 18YOMAN, Nick "Unknown Nick" Audino

I shot my dad. It went through him like a beam!

Sunset in my rear view 🌅

I Didn't Realize How Empty My Bed Was Until You Left

Anotei no espelho o que restou de mim,
frases curtas, em letra pequena.
“não sentir tudo de uma vez”,
“lembrar que o vazio também é cena”.

Tentei medir o peso da ausência,
mas ela muda toda vez que respiro.
Fiz da calma um exercício,
e da dor, um ritual silencioso e preciso.

Se o coração for tempestade,
que a mente seja abrigo.
Mas às vezes o abrigo
é o próprio perigo.

E eu sigo o manual que inventei —
passo um: não lembrar demais,
passo dois: fingir que tudo é fase,
passo três: respirar quando doer.
Ninguém me ensinou a sentir devagar,
então escrevi meu manual de sobrevivência
pra não desabar.

Tem dias em que o corpo vai sozinho,
a alma fica pra trás, observando.
Aprendi a sorrir no automático,
enquanto dentro tudo vai queimando.

Anoto promessas que não cumpro,
regras que não sigo,
mas escrever é o que resta
quando o amor vira castigo.

Se o coração for naufrágio,
que o peito seja cais.
Mas eu me perco
toda vez que volto atrás.

E eu sigo o manual que inventei —
passo um: não lembrar demais,
passo dois: fingir que tudo é fase,
passo três: respirar quando doer.
Ninguém me ensinou a sentir devagar,
então escrevi meu manual de sobrevivência
pra não desabar.

Talvez o segredo seja falhar bonito,
chorar sem plateia,
seguir sem saber pra onde,
mas seguir.

E eu sigo o manual que inventei —
passo um: lembrar que fui inteira,
passo dois: perdoar o que perdi,
passo três: deixar o vento guiar.
Porque viver não é vencer,
é reaprender a existir
sem manual nenhum.

Manual de Sobrevivência

Gorillaz- Feel Good Inc

Produced By Vincent Augustus
Artwork By: Gorge Alverez (Instagram: @falsegoth)
special thanks: Billy thaKid
Lyrics:
Dropkick, only fuck with raw shit,
I'm so High I could make you fucking nauseous,
Got your girl topless,
She knows who the boss is,
I am Micheal Scott bitch, step to my Office,
Never been a novice, Don't respect the process,
Yes I got the profit, Next to my glock in my pocket,
Toxic, I could fuck her better even if I had a soft dick,
Yes I think I'm hot shit, Bitch I am hot shit,
Check your bitch is drippin like a faucet,
Not Lit, I should call you Hopsin,
I should call you lost in the sauce could you pause it,
I am Tony Hawk with my cock when I drop in,
Got the game lockpicked,
I just hit the pussy like we fucking in a moshpit,
Then I make her leave through the door that she walked in,
I am so *WOMP**WOMP*,
I don't mean no offense,
E pills always got me rolling in my coffin,
Should be dead, that's how you know when I'm stopping,
but I see the devil like, every so often,
(Chorus)
Why'd you put that money on my ego
bounce but the shit won't let me go,
everytime I listen to my ego,
I think I'm tired, I like that
(Convolk Verse)
Hot shit, Very uncivilized,
I'm acting so obnoxious,
My girl said she want a new bag so I copped it,
When I say I copped it, I don't mean that I bought it,
I mean that I walked in the store and I robbed it,
So mischievous,
Put another pill in my mouth, bitch I'm eating it,
might take the world out from God like 'I needed this'
Stupid old man put me here just to suffer,
Sunflower seeds, think it's all that I need,
well that, and some beans,
but it's all just a dream motherfucker
(Chorus)
Why'd you put that money on my ego
bounce but the shit won't let me go,
everytime I listen to my ego,
I think I'm tired, I like that

I THINK I'M TIRED feat. convolk

Subaru Crosstrek XV

House On Wheels EP out now - http://smarturl.it/houseonwheels

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House On Wheels

Swimming

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the apathy song

THE OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO IS OUT, CHECK IT OUT HERE: https://youtu.be/h7deqfN_OIE

ft @collidingwithmars
Incredible cover art by https://www.instagram.com/adrelix/

Spotify:  https://open.spotify.com/artist/7AV66Eu1XevhHitr3MEama?si=D8qq04hiRfmBND4HW-O2Lw
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Lyrics:
Why would you want to burn your house down
when you built it on your own?
Why would you rip all of your maps up
if you don't know where to go?
Why would you isolate yourself now
when you're terrified of being alone?
Why would you try to hurt your lover
if you said you loved him so?

Why would you try to hurt your lover
if you said you loved him so?

Colliding with Mars:
With every push you send me in a spiral
I've been aching for your response for a while 
I just want you here to tell me when it's over
I just want you here, I need some fucking closure
And I want to love you
but you make it so difficult
I'm here and I want to care
And I want to love you
but you make it so difficult
I'm here and I want to care
Why would you try to hurt your lover

Neanderthal:
You've got pressurized emotions
you don't react 'til you explode
you seal off every path that leads to you heart
but wonder why you are alone
Why would you isolate yourself now
when you're terrified of being alone?
Why would you try to hurt your lover
if you said you loved him so?

Why would you try to hurt your lover
if you said you loved him so?

Why would you try to hurt your lover
if you said you loved him so?
if you said you loved me so?

Hurt Your Lover (feat. Colliding With Mars)

Mr. Sun (miss da sun)

I'M DOING IT

I WANNA BE HERE

Produced by Nick "Unknown Nick" Audino, Lucas Messore

Dino

Smiley Freestyle

MUSIC VIDEO out now https://youtu.be/LezSCWqVdec

now available on all platforms
https://www.bennettcoast.com/sunsick

mixed, produced, and arranged by Bennett Coast

lyrics:

i made a couple friends last night 
woke up to see the sun staring in my face
i won’t go back to bed this time
i been dreaming bout a day to go run away

my life gets pretty boring
i waste so many mornings

someone says drive there i’m ready to go
backseat ride get my head out the door
sunsick times on my mind, whoa-oh-oh

someone says drive there i’m ready to go
backseat ride get my head out the door
sunsick times on my mind, whoa-oh-oh

gotta get toe on the clutch when I’m whippin the rental
talk too much got a lot on my mental
stay for a month on the west of the central, ooh
 
i made a couple friends last night 
woke up to see the sun staring in my face
i wont go back to bed this time
i been dreaming bout a day to go run away

my life gets pretty boring
i waste so many mornings

someone says drive there I’m ready to go
backseat ride get my head out the door
sunsick times on my mind, whoa-oh-oh

someone says drive there I’m ready to go
backseat ride get my head out the door
sunsick times on my mind, whoa-oh-oh

Sunsick

Produced by Sarcastic Sounds, 18YOMAN, Nick "Unknown Nick" Audino

Beam

Payday

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