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Rite Of Passage

Life And Death

LYRICS:

there’s something wrong inside
there’s something changing
heartbreak made you hollow
made pain easy to swallow
i can see it in your eyes
a storm is coming
thunder in the distance
ignored at your insistence

i thought that i could save you
but you locked me out
i fell so far away
but that’s on you now

put on a pretty face
that smile so out of place
maybe this time you’ll erase
every last part of them
just burn it to the ground
why swim when you can drown?
if you want me i’ll be here
right where i’ve always been

you shut everything out
you built your fortress
nothing fells the castle
it stands as you unravel
but the hammer will come down
and all the walls you
made will be your prison
each day your hell to live in

i thought that i could save you
but you locked me out
i fell so far away
but that’s on you now

put on a pretty face
that smile so out of place
maybe this time you’ll erase
every last part of them
just burn it to the ground
why swim when you can drown?
if you want me i’ll be here
right where i’ve always been

it’s scary what a smile can hide
each lie brings you closer to the edge
and i can see the smoke in your eyes
as you burn it down and start again

put on a pretty face
that smile so out of place
maybe this time you’ll erase
every last part of them
just burn it to the ground
why swim when you can drown?
if you want me i’ll be here
right where i’ve always been

just burn it to the ground
why swim when you can drown?
if you want me i’ll be here
right where i’ve always been

Metamorphosis

Pretty Face

LYRICS:

i thought that i could
move on
but i’ve been here for
too long

i don’t know when you
became part of me
i don’t know how i
missed the signs
but since i still can’t
quit the misery
there’s only one way out

this time i’ll burn the past
let it fall away
and beneath the ash
hope there’s someone left to save
inside the smoke
will i taste your name?
will you let me go
if i destroy the parts of me you made?

i swear i tried to
keep this
but you’re my greatest
weakness

i don’t know when you
became part of me
i don’t know how i
missed the signs
but since i still can’t
quit the misery
there’s only one way out

this time i’ll burn the past
let it fall away
and beneath the ash
hope there’s someone left to save
inside the smoke
will i taste your name?
will you let me go
if i destroy the parts of me you made?

i’m letting go
i’m letting go

or am i lying to myself?
is it too late to make a change?
will i become somebody else
without you here?
and what if i’m not ready yet?
has all of this been done in vain?
am i worse off if i forget
and disappear?
 
i have to leave
god it hurts like hell
will this set me free?
i still don’t know how to tell
there’s no way back
but that’s just as well
so i’ll strike a match
and then finally burn

just burn

i’m letting go
i’m letting go

Burn The Past

LYRICS:

i’m sorry for the things i’ve said
i’ve made mistakes but
know that i regret
everything i’ve done to you
i’d take it all back if i could
erase the past and
make things like they should be
i’m sorry i let you down

just carry me home 
i know we’ll make it if we
leave this all behind
there’s nowhere to go but forward
life’s too short for
acting like it’s fine

just carry me home
i’ve got nothing left to lose
just carry me home
i don’t want this without you

i’ve tried to be okay
to tell myself that
we’re just better off this way
but i’ve been bleeding out
so let’s just start again
we’ve come too far for
this to be the way it ends
why won’t you turn around?

just carry me home 
i know we’ll make it if we
leave this all behind
there’s nowhere to go but forward
life’s too short for
acting like it’s fine

just carry me home 
i’ve got nothing left to lose
just carry me home
i don’t want this without you

while we’re still young
can we still change?
is there time left to
dress the wounds we’ve made?
i’m everything i wanted not to be
and killing you’s been slowly killing me

just carry me home 
i know we’ll make it if we
leave this all behind
there’s nowhere to go but forward
life’s too short for
acting like it’s fine

just carry me home
just carry me home

Carry Me Home

LYRICS:

i’m haunted by a vision
calling out to me
i should have done something
i had a chance to save you
but i just watched you bleed
i knew and let it be

it’s tearing me to pieces
i’m the reason
that you’re not coming back
if god is really out there
when you meet em
tell em sorry

i should have
seen the warning signs
but i missed the
shadows in your eyes
now you’re just a memory
i let you bleed away
i saw your smile and
knew it was too late

i don’t know how to move on
i don’t know where to turn
in silence i can’t speak
you set the world on fire
and now i’m left to burn
i’m struggling to breathe

it’s tearing me to pieces
i’m the reason
that you’re not coming back
if god is really out there
when you meet em
tell em sorry

i should have
seen the warning signs
but i missed the
shadows in your eyes
now you’re just a memory
i let you bleed away
i saw your smile and
knew it was too late

you could’ve met me here
as you fell apart
i swear i wasn’t far
you always had my heart
and when you lost your place
watched all your world erased
i would’ve kept you safe

you could’ve met me here
as you fell apart
i swear i wasn’t far
you always had my heart
and when you lost your place
watched all your world erased
i would’ve kept you safe

i should have
seen the warning signs
but i missed the
shadows in your eyes
now you’re just a memory
i let you bleed away
i saw your smile and
knew it was too late

Warning Signs

LYRICS:

not every sinner is punished
with simple sticks and stones
so if you’re given the option
just take the broken bones

i’m not the same
so shouldn’t i be different?
is there something i’m doing wrong?
still on my mind
there has to be a limit
i swear i’m trying to move on

memory
memory
are you all i’ll ever be?
i can’t go back i can’t go on
and don’t know how to change
dear memory
memory
part of every part of me
i have to learn to let you go
but can’t seem to escape the memory

not every sinner is punished
with simple sticks and stones

it’s all a blur
the days are out of focus
the weeks are turning into months
still not okay
i think i might be broken
or maybe i just think too much

memory
memory
are you all i’ll ever be?
i can’t go back i can’t go on
and don’t know how to change
dear memory
memory
living in this melody
i have to learn to let you go
will you let me go?

it hurts me less though all the time
and i think that maybe hurts me more
some part of me doesn’t want to be okay
because if i’m okay
and it’s all just the same
what the hell was all of this for?
i’m scared letting go will
mean letting you fade
but if i don’t i’ll hold on till i break

and so you’re gone now
and so it’s over
and so i miss you
and so it still hurts
there’s not a way out
but for what it’s worth
i guess that it gets easier

and so you’re gone now
and so it’s over
and so i miss you
and so it still hurts
there’s not a way out
but for what it’s worth
i guess that it gets easier
maybe it does get easier

Memory

LYRICS:

There is
something
dark,
deep inside of you,
          preying
on your
heart, there's
nothing you can do;
          all the
demons you thought you killed
          were
waiting just the same,
          and the
walls that we watched you build
          left
no one else to blame.

You're too far away
          from me,
          and I
   can't save you now;—
time filling the space
          between,
          I'm wa-
   tching you burn out.

   Still waiting for a sign,
   you're running out of time,
   take back your peace of mind,
   we're broken by design;
   it's never black and white,
   read in between the lines,
   until you come to find:
   we're broken by design.

          We build
          our walls
          to see
   who has the strength
   to knock them down, we build
          our walls
          to see
   who goes and see
   who sticks around.

You're too far away
          from me,
          and I
   can't save you now;—
time filling the space
          between,
          I'm wa-
   tching you burn out.

   Still waiting for a sign,
   you're running out of time,
   take back your peace of mind,
   we're broken by design;
   it's never black and white,
   read in between the lines,
   until you come to find:
   we're broken by design.

   Still waiting for a sign,
   you're running out of time,
   take back your peace of mind,
   we're broken by design;
   it's never black and white,
   read in between the lines,
   until you come to find:
   we're broken by design.

By Design (Vol. 1)

By Design (feat. Tori Nightingale)

By Design (Vol. 2)

By Design [Instrumental]

LYRICS:

I'm
really truly so-
rry, but I'm
fading again— I tried
playing pretend— and
this time when the dar-
kness came, I opened my arms,
turned off all the alarms.

Give me something
to believe in,
save me from this
self-destruction,
I don't know what
I've become but
all I have is
self-destruction.

Give me something
to believe in,
save me from this
self-destruction,
I don't know what
I've become but
all I have is
self-destruction.

The
fire's too much and it's
getting hotter, we
burn what we touch inclu-
ding each other,
save me from this
self-destruction; and
I didn't ask the stars
to be like this, we're
scared of the dark and ha-
voc burns brightest,
all I have is
self-destruction.

Give me something
to believe in,
save me from this
self-destruction,
I don't know what
I've become but
all I have is
self-destruction.

Self Destruction (with Megan Roche)

Self Destruction [Instrumental]

LYRICS:
there's something wrong inside
there's something changing
heartbreak made you hollow
made pain easy to swallow
i can see it in your eyes
a storm is coming
thunder in the distance
ignored at your insistence

i thought that i could save you
but you locked me out
i fell so far away
but that's on you now

put on a pretty face
that smile so out of place
maybe this time you'll erase
every last part of them
just burn it to the ground
why swim when you can drown?
if you want me i'll be here
right where i've always been

you shut everything out
you built your fortress
nothing fells the castle
it stands as you unravel
but the hammer will come down
and all the walls you made
will be your prison
each day your hell to live in

i thought that i could save you
but you locked me out
i fell so far away
but that's on you now

put on a pretty face
that smile so out of place
maybe this time you'll erase
every last part of them
just burn it to the ground
why swim when you can drown?
if you want me i'll be here
right where i've always been

it's scary what a smile can hide
each lie brings you closer to the edge
and i can see the smoke in your eyes
as you burn it down and start again

put on a pretty face
that smile so out of place
maybe this time you'll erase
every last part of them
just burn it to the ground
why swim when you can drown?
if you want me i'll be here
right where i've always been

(just burn it to the ground
why swim when you can drown?
if you want me i'll be here
right where i've always been)

Pretty Face (2019)

Wasted Faith [Instrumental]

Wasted Faith (2019) [Instrumental]

LYRICS:
it's always hardest in the in between
when everything's okay
i wanna lie but if you're asking me
honestly?
i think i miss the pain
there's something sweet about the misery
something i can't explain
i'm tryna fight it but eventually
can't you see?
this only ends one way

it's the same as it's always been
same as it's always been
same as it's always been
always been

it's always been hell for me
but i like to bleed
no matter how much it hurts
i can't change a thing
it's more than just empty words
or an apathy
some part of me wants to burn
and will always always

it's really not that i don't wanna change
i've just seen how this ends
and yea maybe this time i'll break away
who's to say?
but why should we pretend?

it's the same as it's always been
same as it's always been
same as it's always been
always been

it's always been hell for me
but i like to bleed
no matter how much it hurts
i can't change a thing
it's more than just empty words
or an apathy
some part of me wants to burn
and will always always always always

Always (with Jamie Rago)

Always [Instrumental]

METAMORPHOSIS IS OUT NOW!

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4PGxeTYZfVP58FlkbA85Bb?si=p8nvlaH4Tcqm5ZCmS5RKbQ
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/metamorphosis-ep/1658934595

That is how he died, without a word, in front of everyone.

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