Haven‘t been honest

—-raw recording

I knew since the beginning
That I might feel what I feel now
But I let myself go anyway
    
And I have no good example
of what love’s supposed to be like
Anyway
    
I guess I was afraid of feeling like this
Through all the dancing nights that end with a kiss
We took over my room and it felt like a bar
And I pretend I first met you for the thousand time
    
But I guess my best self is too much for the world
And I beg not to lose all the love that I earned
    
Here is me being vulnerable
Here is me being sad
    
I wish I could give you all the time in the world
But a human like me just cant help but feel hurt
And I’m doing my best to give you all that I got
But every touch is a punch for you and I 
hold on

the bar

Love that is lost

Lyrics:

Nobody showed you how to cry.
A man with no sense of time.
I gave my all,
a man with no feelings at all.
__________
I don't really get why,
I don't really know you anymore.
__________
I don't believe in god 
but I pray that you don't ever feel this.
'Cause words have the power
to make someone feel f*cking numb.

I had to watch the person I love
change back to a stranger.
And all my old traumas
keep visiting me every night.
__________
But,
I forgive you.
__________
Nobody showed you how to cry.
A man with no sense of time.
I gave my all,
a man with no feelings at all.

A man with no feelings at all.

Nobody showed you how to cry.

Όταν θα Μεγαλώσεις.

Covering one of my favorite songs, by Birdy.

Nobody Knows Me Like You Do --- Cover - Birdy

Draft recording✨
Writing this song made a difficult evening, less difficult .

Lyrics (gr)

Έρχονται κάποιες βραδιές που βαλτώνω
Όλα θολώνουν και βλέπω τον πόνο
Έρχονται εκείνες οι στιγμές που παγώνω
Και τι δε θα ‘δινα για μια αγκαλιά.

Αφήνω τα πάντα και τρέχω στο δρόμο
Ρίχνω κατάρες σε όλο τον κόσμο
Όμως δε θέλω να σπείρω τον τρόμο
Και τι δε θα ‘δινα μια αγκαλιά!

——

Και δεν μπορώ παρά να σκεφτώ
Τόσα ταξίδια που θέλω να κάνω
Και τόσους ανθρώπους που θα ‘θελα να’ναι κάτι παραπάνω.


Μα έτσι είμαι εγώ , πάντα τολμώ.
0 ή 100 όλα στα άκρα τα νιώθω.
Κατάρα ή ευχή, μα είμαι ευγνώμων,
Που είμαι εδώ.

Για μια αγκαλιά

✨written on a summer evening ✨🌸 lyrics:

It’s a new feeling
An ecstatic remix
A sapphic poem
Praising our kiss

Oh and we’re laying on the bed
Loads of people around
You and I kissing on a pedestal

Like a sculpture of Cupid and Soul
In my head I’m repeating
In my head I’m repeating
——
I am gonna reinvent myself
Forget about the words I never shared
In greek we say ‘Im falling on my face’ 
I might as well land on yours instead

—-
Oh I want to hold onto that feeling
I don’t want to let it go
I might as well die from broken heart
Or numbness
    
Let‘s go for Aperol
At Camionera by the courtyard
With the sunset bathing us from above
Watching the queers in slow motion
Like an ancient greek retreat at a mansion with an Atrium
    
Pythia‘s oracles will guide me to you.
——
I am gonna reinvent myself
Forget about the words I never shared
In greek we say ‘Im falling on my face’ 
I might as well land on yours instead
—-

Falling On My Face

Καποιες φορες σου ειναι δυσκολο
Να σηκωθεις απ το κρεβατι,
Απο εσενα εχω μαθει,
Στις στραβες, στη ζωη κλεισε το ματι

—-
Γιατι
Ανθρωποι σαν κι εμας
Στο ασχημο βλεπουν μονο ομορφια

Στο Αγνωστο να κοιτας,
Και μη φοβασαι με τα ρουχα που φορας.
—-

Στο λεω πως θα ‘μαστε ενταξει
Εχω καπνο και για τους δυο
Το ξερω πως σ εχει κουρασει
Λιγο η ζωη
Αλλα απο σενα εμαθα πως..
——
Ανθρωποι σαν κι εμας
Στο ασχημο βλεπουν μονο ομορφια
Στο Αγνωστο να κοιτας
Και τα ρουχα περηφανα να τα φορας

Ανθρωποι σαν κι εμας
Στο χαμογελο τους πνιγουν μοναξια
Ανθρωποι σαν και σενα,
Τους ρωτας ποιον εχουν αναγκη,
Σου λενε ΚΑΝΕΝΑΝ.

Άνθρωποι σαν κι εμάς.

greek girl living in London, exposing my personal life through music ✨
I hope that there are people out there that synchronize their feelings with mine when listening to my songs 🌸

evgenina_

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