BEHIND UR EYES *-* FT. GL0WRM (prod.neptune)

close to me is where you're supposed to be
a monster, i'm portrayed in the only dreams that i
can recollect, never, never, i'll never forget about it

never forget about it
about the things you shouted
when, i, left your life
when i pressed that knife
up against my skin  
break it let it cry

that's enough of you, i'm taking
one day at a time i'm faking
emotions, similar notions
between the mind we had together

nevernever [pekarot]

keys

Spotify

prod me:

im a prick and i admit it 
prolly shoud of see the signs
she was throwing subtle hints 
but i ignored em at the time 
but today i went back to the old texts 
just to see what it was like before she detest 
everything i did 
im a dumbass little kid 
man i shouldve payed attention to the things i never did 
what tf im even saying when im talking to you
im pointing out another flaw and i project it on you 

never understood how you could stay with me 
im a bitch i need help 
i need therapy
ive been struggling to love myself 
looking at the mirror i might off myself 
so 

tell me what im doing what im doing everyday 
i might pull the fucking trigger 
i might pull it any day 
and they tell me that they love me 
but i never really felt it 
every other day is an excuse to climb a mountain
lately ive been getting really better at this music
ever since we broke up
make a beat and then abuse it 
i dont even eat not getting sleep its not a problem
lately ive been focusing on things not at the bottom.

if i could go back

@kidarjuna @chriad

(kid arjuna)
I pray tonight
I do not sacrifice my dreams 
For alibis
That never happened 
Don’t apologize to me when I’m sleeping on
Mistakes that’s shouldn’t have happened 
All these thoughts, they’re feeling of tragedy
And is hard to understand it
6 feet under
Don’t wake slumber 
Rhinestone, thunder 
So let me die with material
You were getting high when I’m feeling low
You were passing by when I was alone
Rhinestone, thunder 
So let me die with material

(chriad)
Oh-ooh-woah
Nothing feels like home
I got your text leave me alone
And when you call I smash my phone
I feel so far away from my body
It's like there's a fucking demon inside me
And I don't even understand why I keep trying
When it is only disappointment I keep finding

(kid arjuna)
6 feet under
Don’t wake slumber 
Rhinestone, thunder 
So let me die with material
You were getting high when I’m feeling low
You were passing by when I was alone
Rhinestone, thunder 
So let me die with material

arjuna x chriad // RHINESTONE (kid arjuna)

sappy (shinju)

I just want to feel myself again / I feel like all my friends would wish me dead
and it’s so hard to get back out of bed
sometimes

and I could smash my head just to fight my thoughts / and I could write more songs tryna right my wrongs
but I don’t think that I belong
I’m fine.

cry through my speakers
yell til my knees hurt
blade on my dresser
blood on my t shirt

fairy houses {drpodd}

prod @user-238307669 + @northeastlights

mix + master - @kainebot

cover - @stainedgl4ss

lyrics: 

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

i blacked out and woke up in the maze in my mind
pacing in circles, tryna leave it all behind
a mask in disguise trying to mask my demise
pull back the curtain let me into the light

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful
begging the benzos to be careful with my heart
they whisper back “you know that we can’t be apart”
it’s so hard 
i been fucked up from the start
i close my eyes my world goes dark
this game of life i press restart x_x

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful

valium

valium (fendijayd + northeast lights)

Singles version. 2026 Version 2. Rusty Burns on guitars. Recorded at Soundmasters Studios, and engineered by the esteemed Lonnie Wright.

The Bells of St Mary (Single Version)

מילים: עמוס קינן
לחן ועיבוד: שמוליק קראוס

החלונות הגבוהים - אהבה ראשונה

ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ I wish i were a cat ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

(=^･ω･^=) ♡
im gonna shoot myself infront of the kids
≽^•⩊•^≼ im gonna send you pictures of my slits
(=ＴωＴ=) im a weirdo yea im a freak
ฅ(≖◞౪◟≖)ฅ gonna hang myself while you fucking sleep
(=✖ ω ✖=) im gonna blow my brains on your sheets
ฅ(•̀⩊•́)ฅ im gonna colour them red
(=xωx=) and make them bleak
≽^•⩊•^≼ shoot you dead and feed you to pigs
(=｀ω´=) ill hunt you down and cook you like ribs
♡ (=^･ω･^=) ♡

@justnopoint

(=ↀωↀ=)
when i close my eyes all i see is your face
ฅ(•̤̀⩊•̤́)ฅ i wanna leave this town wanna leave this place
(=◕ω◕=) i don’t know where to go but i got my ways
≽^•⩊•^≼ when i really wanna try feels like im stuck in a maze
(=ಠωಠ=) i can’t sleep at night so i stay awake
ฅ(✖⩊✖)ฅ add a slit to my wrist for every pill i take
(=；ω；=) i fucking hate this world everyone is so fake

nevernever [pekarot]

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