cover of @reserrvv - 5 thousand days

are you feeling okay
do we have an issue
im sorry that i missed you
im trying not to miss you
what can i do to make it up
maybe i should vanish
or should i just fuck up some more
i dont understand it
who do you make your art for
no one in particular
im movin fast like parkour
what do you need your heart for
i really wanna take it
maybe ill just take it
just another minute
i swear its gonna make it
i swear im gonna make it
i know im gonna hate this
i know youre gonna hate me
but i made you a playlist
it has abunch of midwest
it has abunch of shoegaze
i wish i didnt make this
i wish i didnt do things
i wanna be a doctor
i wanna fix your heartstrings
cmon and play em loud girl
play em til they all sing

i want her to call me
i want her to answer
i want her to tell me once again
how i even stand her

its 3:28am and im overthinking about her again

@pyu

down the street
is the love of my life
what am i talking about
oh have i never talked about her?
her name starts with 'C'
are you sensing the pattern
want her all stuck to me
well too bad i cant have her
wanna paint you on my canvas
pray to god i can manage
come stay down
but you steadily took advantage of me
lick my cuts as i bleed
reckon what will be
oh well
what can i say?
this girl could be a nightmare
or just my saving grace
come on stop saving face
dont leave me with a trace
dont want a sense of space
cant always have it your way

cant always have it your way
why does shit feel so mundane
are you feeling the same (x2) ?

cant always have it your way. (x4)

i fall apart for uu (meta)

@catchnshoot

why you gotta lie
to my face
she like what you mean
aint no way
fucked up in the crib
rolling pap'
been up on a binge
for the mistakes

yo bitch you not even like that
cannot chill with me
your my favorite thumbtack
thats why you cant leave
im a vampire bitch ill bite back
love it when she bleed
trust i feel you mili
its never what it seems

why you gotta lie
to my face
she like what you mean
aint no way
fucked up in the crib
rolling pap'
been up on a binge
for the mistakes.

i knowthat feeling mili (chaosysl)

@catchnshoot

cant be grateful
im too careful
im just a handful
like tell me who'd want to deal with that
bae lets stay on track
im dead up on your floormat
come waste all my time
come show me how its mine
ughhh
keep on stepping on my spine
yea your two face
yea its too late

let me keep it down for you
i wanna get a taste
my teeth sinking..
in your neck
dont...
runaway like the rest
can you tell me something babygirl?
do i get you off, til yo shit curls?

cant be grateful
im too careful
im just a handful
like tell me who'd want to deal with that
bae lets stay on track
im dead up on your floormat
come waste all my time
come show me whats mine
ughhh
keep on stepping on my spine
yea your two face
yea its too late.

udont loveme and thatsnotok (chaosysl)

thats on me
thats alright
huffing gas by the night
its the time of our life
it doesnt..
feel that way by the morning
grieving and sobbing
almost like im mourning..
something that im missing
cant make good decisions
told that im just trippin
dont like when im mentioned

can you tell me whats wrong?
only so much i can do from singing love songs
got a text on my phone, bae its been so long
aye bae can you slide tonight?
aye bae itll be alright
with you, i cant even tell myself whats wrong from right
thats true, engulfed in the darkness you got candle light

im walking on a tightline
she said fuck you hell no
bae its not the right time
vampire..

thats on me
thats alright
huffing gas by the night
its the time of our life
it doesnt..
feel that way by the morning
grieving and sobbing
almost like im mourning..
something that im missing
cant make good decisions
told that im just trippin
dont like when im mentioned.

bythemorning (keo)

@pyu

she dont kno wat she wants now
i pace around the room
my medicine tryna wash down
its acting new
im at your avenue
please tell me something boo
wassup wit da attitude
k. cool. :/

i was just tryna make sure your good
aye bae cool its on now, would if i could
wat i say?

what i tell you girl, tonight feels right
aye you cant make up your mind
too bad i lose easily
wont calm down why u leaving me

www.emofans.ru

hmu on emofans.ru @eversinceiLY sometime o_O (meta)

@catchnshoot

pull up to the party
drinks up on me
pull up to the party
so sober what you mean?
come pull up to the..
pull up to the.....

do you feel that feeling
bottles to the ceiling
woke up need penicillin
sorry i cant talk now
strep throat got me x_x
hey wheres the love now
feel it in my body

pull up to the party
drinks up on me
pull up to the party
so sober what you mean?
come pull up to the..
pull up to the.....

see u intheparty do u See me? (chaosysl)

@ihuhalo

i got pictures of you on..
my shelf.
hey...
im smoking dope its for..
my health.
she saying anybody could love her better than me
how could that be when your the only girl of my dreams

what i'd do
in exchange
for Uu...
na i dont think that we're through
all of those times i picked and choosed

bae i dont want a thing from u
and i dont want to split in two
you said its all my fault
and im so damn wrong
so ima cherish.. whats gone
through this song.

cherishwhatisgone + mili (halo)

@pyu

they dont know me like they think they do, its okay
ill go travel coast to coast
pardon me, been M.i.A
i cant even fucking cope
without pictures of your face
she said baby hey lets go
ay you know i love the chase

smoke dope when i write about you
what the fukk??
cmon baby, kiss me up & hop to
yeah

can you love me?
cant you trust me? u_u
dont you want me? x_x
thoughts so haunting --

gouging out, papers in my diary
love me bella, say it so much you get tired of me
its a story, man this shit dont need no titling
do you adore me?
chest so heavy i keep panicking

they dont know me like they think they do, its okay
ill go travel coast to coast
pardon me, been M.i.A
i cant even fucking cope
without pictures of your face
she said baby hey lets go
ay you know i love the chase.

toobad2sadd (meta)

@violetxx9

where would i be?
if i never met you
my plate aint clean
ay fuck around we're past due
do u wanna bleed?
cause we're not gonna split boo
go ahead and drop yourself off
still waiting on your call
damn..
girl your so wrong
left me on the corner
dying out for the coroner
girl tell me how we feel today
do we feel okay?
dont reciprocate
cant really say the same

cant really say the same
cant really say the same
cant really say the same

i got nail polish
smearing on my face
see my teeth bae ?
admiration trace
heart pounding..
through my chest
why are you running ?
like the rest..

where would i be?
if i never met you
my plate aint clean
ay fuck around we're past due
do u wanna bleed?
cause we're not gonna split boo
go ahead and drop yourself off
still waiting on your call
damn..
girl your so wrong
left me on the corner
dying out for the coroner
girl tell me how we feel today
do we feel okay?
dont reciprocate
cant really say the same

cant really say the same..

aphonecallaway (violet)

@cranessssss
@alyorra

(@evrsincee)
do i mean anything to you?
my clairvoyance haunting you
press the knife in my chest so we split in two
will you answer me?
while im holding you
lights flicker on
the intentions show
think i fucked up now
hey your on a roll
girl did it matter?
tell me the truth babe
so tattered
soul tattered..

momma told me dont put my hand near the fire
you could say the same thing about these liars
thats why i dont talk back
wont even start that
dont care what you say

wont turn around
girl why you turn me down?
i see you through the window bae
know i should be shameful
but what do you expect when you play me like a fool
thinking about shit that you would do
cigs in the ashtray
just another day..
just another night..

where i dont wakeup
fuck that shit
can you guess whos the one who gotta take the hit?
say it for me one time
yea its eversince
dont think that im coming back from it
well maybe i could be wrong
too bad paranoia feels so right
make my crib a mess when i hear this song
told you ill be right back so sit tight

(@alyorra)
i can feel your heartbeat, i know it drives you crazy
you know that i want you, dont gotta make me say it
baby let me love you
tell me what you wanna do
i can give you all the finer things in life
just allow yourself to put your heart by mine

give me peace of mind
what do you decide
is it really me that you want in your life
and i know sometimes
things dont seem alright
i swear ill make the pain go away inside
- i can make you feel something more

cantbeyoUwithoutMe +alyorra (cranes)

@pyu

upset cause you know you cant control me
its too bad know your stuck up on the old me
ask me what im doin
clear the text i aint ever see
dont hit my phone
wont hit you back
come on dont break apart
why wont you take my helping hand?
you dont need somebody like me
wont leave until you get my white tee

cant take no for an answer
drag us down to our grave you cant have her
put the razorblades all up on my banner
2012 baby so i dont understand her

past convos that im blurring out
tell me more as you fucking kick me down
headed to the floor yea
headed to the ground
bodies drop yea i know you heard that sound

upset cause you know you cant control me
its too bad know your stuck up on the old me
ask me what im doin
clear the text i aint ever see
dont hit my phone
wont hit you back
come on dont break apart
why wont you take my helping hand?
you dont need somebody like me
wont leave until you get my white tee

so you left again
(not surprised)
so you left again
(not surprised)
so you left again
(not surprised)
so you left again..

upset cause you know you cant control me
its too bad know your stuck up on the old me
ask me what im doin
clear the text i aint ever see
dont hit my phone
wont hit you back.

wellyouleftagain (meta)

@symelz
@diegointhedark

told you once what i mean
eversince the king
she dont want me to leave
boulevard of broken dreams
hey the pills make me keen
cut me down as i bleed
you dont know what ive seen
smoke the dope i cant breathe

but she wont
but she wont
but she wont let go
day n night
taking flights
just to see if your home
done made my bed
lay me to rest
come take me out
come kill me now

i cnt complete your wish 
she served me top n thn yall kissd xd
tell me whtt it is 
tht keeps you up @@ nite
so sick 
tell me wht uu meant
i cannot live ww dis suspense 
woke up n a castle
still i live inside her head 

never told u wht it mnt
4rm her grave she rose undeadd 
flowers blooming frm her head 
slit my wrists n bleed cement
fighting bck evry dream 
nails buried nn my spleen 
bloody vials n my jeans 
ivv been emo since a teen

told you once what i mean
eversince the king
she dont want me to leave
boulevard of broken dreams
hey the pills make me keen
cut me down as i bleed
you dont know what ive seen
smoke the dope i cant breathe

but she wont
but she wont
but she wont let go
day n night
taking flights
just to see if your home
done made my bed
lay me to rest
come take me out
come kill me now.

eversince

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