LITERALLY GOD TIER 💯🔥💯🔥💯🔥

can't stop listening ahhhh yall killed this

so , so clean dude , both of you did amazing

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

windflower

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art by https://x.com/_exaflares

windflower

shameless. & viznode - windflower

My upload schedule isn’t anywhere near consistent, but thank you for your continued support.

‎Watch this on youtube (the audio sounds better there I swear): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PX_qZ9CbZog
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CREDITS
patterns, shannon, riemann - original creators
suji - emotional support + keeping me sane
sapphi, suji, toavn, anthesis, linked winters, haru - feedback

you - for your support <3

Patterns - Breeze (ft. Shannon & Riemann) (Navinor Remix)

(Noah &) "The Whale"
28/10/23 - 05/03/24

The name comes from the band "Noah and the whale" which is a band me and my mother like

This song has taken the longest to figure out in terms of meaning, it's pretty weirdly structured, very chaotic, vague, but still wholely sincere
and then it hit me: this song is about my mother, alot of the characteristics of this song really come from her personality and I guess in a sense it's written about our relationship
I love my mother, she's one of the most chaotic, unapologetically "themself" people, and I owe a lot of things I like about myself to her, and I guess I underestimated how much influence she could have in my own art.
I struggled figuring out a name or identity for this track for so long, and I remember going to the shop with my mother and she made a random throwaway comment saying "I wonder if you sat here long enough if you would see everyone you'd have ever met?" and that just hit me really hard and I wrote it down as fast as I could.
In terms of lyrics it's less connected to parents and mothering, but a lot of that notion of sitting in one place and actually seeing everyone you've ever known, and that space inbetween reminiscing and when another person would come along, and how hard we try to avoid confronting ourselves and our own flaws, or even mortality in a sense? the latter half is more linked into parenthood and growing up in general, realising in the space between how your childhood has died, and that all the younger versions of you have died along with it, and you sort of "shed" yourself each and every day, leaving traces of past yous behind, but it doesn't get any lighter, and you still learn new things about yourself, like how much you love your parents, and realising that they were never "bad" parents, they were just trying their best; and there's nothing more you could ask of them than that.

LYRICS:

And they say "if you sit in one place long enough, you'll see everyone you've ever known"
Well I've seen everything and everyone I know

Are you scared of what's inbetween?
(Can I get what I want?)
And I'll move mountains from their place
(will you?)

And the sky is mourning
the death of your childhood
(reflection)

there's mould growing, on my walls again
there's mould growing on my walls again
am I supposed to be grateful?
am i supposed to be grateful

Little Faith

The Whale

you know its fire when i gotta post it on main

patch update 1.1 (1 jun 2024):
- re-recorded lead vox

PORTER ROBINSON - CHEERLEADER (DISPHING COVER)

DO YOU WANNA GO?

in honor of the forthcoming "lightyears" project, thank you soundcloud.com/jaronsteele for everything.
this song has kept me going forever. the least i could do is attempt to mimic a fraction of the electricity. 

this is the closest you'll get of second wave aephyn for a while. be patient but absolutely huge things are in the works.

jaron / nownever [aephyn's vision]

https://imgur.com/a/br3Y22s
https://soundcloud.com/rustie/peace-upzzz-feat-rustie

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i don’t sample cause i need to i just want to
spend my seconds with intention i intend to
be the greatest ever do it's what i’m meant to
itll be a photo finish like one two

got me feeling so scared ima lose you
so ima write a couple songs that'll move you
to paint a picture of my image when i hurt you

i dont wanna hurt you
i just wanna 

change my name
switching lanes
ima bout to change the game
save my seat til i compete
im a whole new energy

and it came so easily
i can run like this for miles
touch the sun that set me free
dissonant like harmony
my destiny's a mystery
unexpected latency 
it came together perfectly

the world is mine and yours for free  
my history may not repeat
but i cant wait for you to see

BREAKTHROUGH

Knock Yourself Out (Remix)

Soulmate is a track me and clayekea made last summer. It was originally going to be a part of Holy Spirit. Like Flowerfields, it's a song based around a webtoon clayekea introduced me to:

from clayekea: “soulmate” is a song based on a Chinese Webtoon with the same name about a girl getting a second chance at her youth, and her attempt to save the girl she loves before it’s too late. At the same time, however, her past self switches places with her current self, forcing her past self  to adjust to a brand new life, new responsibilities, and living with a girl she doesn’t know. The lyrics reflect the story, covering both the perspectives of the girls’ past and present selves, with both verses opening by showing their initial thoughts about their different surroundings.

produced by: makina & clayekea //
soundcloud.com/ex-makina
twitter.com/makmakmakina
open.spotify.com/artist/7sLsLUhs9QgM6lkOjGtk2G?si=SRPdZTmQRwGT2lnNgHdsyg

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soundcloud.com/clayekea
twitter.com/clayekea
open.spotify.com/artist/0ueOBT8FR3uXKLfNKhZRr2?si=beZ5SrguR9WiQZnA9HdoPw

lyrics by: clayekea //
she so goated

Who are you?
And where's my body?
I look at a familiar room inside this house
Look at you
With a brand new psyche
Maybe I can finally work this out
Can't let this opportunity just slip away
Can I save you from the future or is too late
I remember all the things that happened on the way
But somehow, it feels different
I think I’ve woke up as someone I've never known
With a person that feels distant but yet so close
I've traveled several years and I'm left on my own
My family's not together and I can't go home
All these years felt like days
But still have the same exact face
There's a truth, I can't say
But somehow I feel the same
Now I'm back here
And I feel so selfish
I wanna change the you I know
Save our fears
And grant your last wish
For once I'm finally filled with hope
Feels like I'm drowning deep under the ocean floor
I thought I loved you then but now I love you more
I remember all the memories we had before
But somehow it feels different
Can't let this opportunity just slip away
Can I save you from the future or is too late
I remember all the things that happened on the way
But somehow, it feels different

art by: formyths //
twitter.com/formyths
linktr.ee/formyths

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Makina & Clayekea - Soulmate

https://audius.co/linkedwinters/chroma-remix

paper skies & nasko - chroma (remix) [🥉]

WE'RE SPINNING ROUND THIS ROOM IT DOESN'T SEEM TO STOP!

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VOCAL FOR REMIXES AND EDITS GO CRAZY:
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Makina & Clayekea - Soulmate

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