DIE SLOWLY

My heart is broken
My soul burnt out
My limbs grown numb
And I'm pointless

Don't wanna feel a thing
Not deal with anything
No, I don't want your help
'Cause I despise you

Just die slowly
Just die slowly
Just die slowly
Just die

Lie down to waste away
See how long it takes
No will to stand up
No strength to end it

Drown the void in noise
Can't bear the silence
Until I sink into
Dreamless nonexistence

Just die slowly
Just die slowly
Just die slowly
Just die

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Die Slowly

FIRE OF A NEW KIND

Here is fire of a new kind
Let us take it to the tree
Spreading through the branches
Sizzling in the leaves

From the embers of a dead flame
Saving all that carries heat
Breathing life into a new blaze
Make it dance and scintillate

Do you feel it?

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Fire Of A New Kind

DEVOID / DEPOSED

Down in this hole
Devoid, deposed
So fucked up fucked
Like never before

Struck and raw
Transient light
Fleeting shadow
Void inside

Bled and shed
Worn and torn
Good for nothing
Nothing left...

Burnt out bulb
Flickering tube
Crawling bare
On broken glass

Pick up my limbs
And mend my heart
Got shit to get done
To rise is to shine

Down in this hole
Devoid, deposed
So fucked up fucked
Like never before

Down in this hole
Down in this hole
Devoid, deposed
Devoid, deposed

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Devoid / Deposed

LAST TIME

When was the last time you felt happy?
When was the last time that you cried?
When was the last time you felt free?
Without sorrows on your mind?

When did you last look at the sky?
Feel a warm rain on your skin?
See through fog before your eyes?
Had the darkness draw apart?

When did you not wish it was over?
And thanked God to be alive?

When was the last time not pretending?
Not shattering into million pieces?
Did not hear the tainted whispers?
Felt the shadows grip your heart?

When was the last time?

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Composition & Production: Therealhardtop86 ( @therealhardtop86 ) + EXCAELIS ( @excaelis )
Lyrics: EXCAELIS
Photo: Nathan DeFiesta ( https://unsplash.com/@natedefiesta )

Last Time

BETTER WITHOUT YOU

Fuck you, I hate you and I spit in your face
You're but an asshole violating my space
Are you just stupid or is it ill intention?
What made you and who is holding the strings?

The world be better without you
Can't wait for you to be dead and gone
I smile the day you go six feet under
And piss on your grave

Fuck you...

Now that they're figuring it all out
I hope your nights are restless hell
Looks like you're aging in time lapse
The fear of getting caught's been eating you up

The world be better without you
Can't wait for you to be dead and gone
I smile the day you go six feet under
And piss on your grave

The world be better without you
Better without you...

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Composition & Production: MAGNAVOLT ( @magnavolt-976835930 ) + EXCAELIS ( @excaelis )
Backing Vocals: Mira Kohli
Lyrics: EXCAELIS
Photo: EXCAELIS

Better Without You

Vocalizing thought-stuff while wringing synth-like sounds from 8 strings over electronic beats. Unedited live performances.

Music / photos © EXCAELIS

#cyberpunk #postpunk #industrial #darksynth #synthrock #synthwave

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