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i go back and forth just running laps
and the heat really got to me just fell flat on my back
the distance just too much try my best not to think into it
whats so hard bout speaking on the shit that i take issue with
i feel better but so much worse when im by myself
tried it, this n that, so much proof that nothin helps
dont know myself i always struggle with identity
lately i take pleasure in distorting my reality

people want my poison just squeeze every drop right out of me
im not gonna lie, think im the only one whos doubting me
what can i do i really dont wanna make connections
ive been robbed of friendships just from constant second guessing
face it, i jus ran out of patience
and weighing
this pressure on my chest
the constant hatred, i hate it
i'll say it
i wish i was dead every fuckin day
i dont wanna talk about it 
i dont know what to say

now im walkin through the ice 
know that you're watchin
hold my life over the lake, try not to toss it in
and i fall in
dodging rocks like dodging coffins
everything comes in at arms length through the darkness
yeah im breathing
i dont expect you to dip your feet in
the waters cold this time of year 
i dont want you to feel it
yeah im seething
all this anger man, i feel it
i want to feel happy but this life wont give a reason

poison (memoryrose)

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My real story’s here
Dead inside but somehow focused 
My life’s a musical

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