There’s nothing 
Left for me 



Opened
Eyes

Now I 
Can see 

What was
Right in 
Front of me 

Watching 
Time go by 

Asking
What is left
For me 

Carry on 

Our time 
Here 

Is nothing 
More than 

What you want
This life 
to mean 


The scars red 
Dishonest 

I ponder on 
Our purpose 

The sun sets
My heart rests 

If I could ask
For one breath 

When I am
Suffocating 

Or see you
Again 

Carry on 
Our way 


If I held
The silence 

In my head
Divided 

Would I have 
In my hands 

What was left for me 

If you could
Defy it 

Define it 
To fight it 

This would all
Make sense 

In the grander
Scheme of things 


All these 
Old 
Conversations 

Running
Through 
My head 

What can we
Say now 
That 
Hasn’t been 
Screamed
Instead 
Except
These
Guilty thoughts 

To hurt the 
Ones we love
Who love us 
All the same
Until one night
They’re gone 


Grander
Scheme

Grander scheme prod 52blu

Precipice prod anticon 

I’ve seen 
My better 
Days 

The suns still
Shining rays 
On me 

Just please 
don’t leave
Today 


Your voice has
Seemed to fade 

Silenced through
The rain 

All it takes 
Is one more stain
To numb the pain 
Away 

Swore
I seen you 
The other day 

The sun shone
On your face 

Now all you leave 
Is
Stone engrained 

With the day you
Found your peace 


What here is
Left for me 

Cobble
On my knees 

What here is
Left for me 

Scars still
On my feet 

I tried to run away
But the pain
It outran me 
Oh it outran me 

(Unintelligible outran me’s)

Precipice prod anticon

Come on 

Your hairs
Like whispers
In the wind 

Breathe in
Until

I’m drunk

In love 

I want to
Feel your
Body’s skin 

Unraveling 



So

You
Can
Show 
Me

What’s
In your head

When you
Had said 

That this 
Won’t end 

Well Never

Know 

Behold this

It’s not our end
When we begin 
I’ll ask again
Just one more time


I press my chest

Onto your chest

I feel the beat
Of hearts 

Synchronized 

And can’t be
Torn apart 


You’re all I have 
No I 
Can’t think about
If you were gone 
No I 
Can’t think about
You with someone 


Else 

So

You
Can
Show 
Me

What’s
In your head

When you
Had said 

That this 
Won’t end 

Well Never

Know 

Behold this

It’s not our end
When we begin 
I’ll ask again
Just one more time



Short of breath

My heart beats
Out my chest 

I see your
Burdened eyes

And wish that I

Could take it all away

Onto another place 

The sun shines
On your face 

I’d sacrifice
I’d give my life 
To know that you
Live safe 


Stay my love

Till the end

We can fly
Fly away

Show me prod deadyami

Apathy is
Tasteless 


Wrapped
In vices 
Why can
I still hear your
Voice in my head 

Can’t deny
That suicide 
Is likely 
To be my end 

If there’s a light
That shines 

Over our sorry eyes

Would we burn
Into ashes 

The darkness
Slowly descends down
On the weeping mass 

When’d we sacrifice
Our passion

Through the 
Looking glass 

I see that time
Has passed 

Separated 
To fractions 


When will
This garden
End 

On the
Edge of Eden 
I breathe in 
The pain

All the stars 
As my guide 
Now I can
See the light 

Inside


I opened 
Up my heart
You saw me bleed 

Onto your doorstep
For you to see 


Why is it so hard
To let me in x6

(You got to let me in)

On the
Edge of Eden 
I breathe in 
The pain

All the stars 
As my guide 
Now I can
See the light 

Inside


Open up to me 

I will let you in 

Till the end of time

Edge of Eden prod 52blu

Shameless
Oh
Whyd you share
Your heart
To the
Undeserved

Now it’s haunting you 

As the rain hits

Down on the 
Scaffold roof
Swaying
In the wind

There’s no 
Foundation 
Here 

I will 
Oh I will
fall with you 

Into 
Tartarus 

You will fall
With me too

And 
we will
Climb with
Our scars 

On both
hands
And 
Calloused
feet 


Onto 
Fragile
bones

It snows 

More than 
Rain on the sand

This shelter
Would never
Hold us down

We knew
That
The end would
Come 
For us 


the stars
Glisten
In darkness 

We’ve all been
Dishonest 

When I had 
prayed
Upon god 

I sat in 
The silence 


Why do I live
Why do I live 

Inside 

My head 
It’s all
A nightmare

So go 

Go on
And see if
I care 

This time 

I won’t be 
asking why

Tartarus prod 52blu

I would
carry the moon 

(Carry the moon) 

Midnight light
In your eyes 

Consuming me 

Look what you
Do to me 

One glance 

With your hand
In my hands 

We can dance 
Till it’s noon


seen you walking 
Round the ballroom

I got lost in your eyes
When I had talked to you 

Darkness 
That’s how you set
Up The mood 

Confusing me 

Now all I want is you 


I tried
But it’s not enough
No it’s not enough 
I need all your love 

It doesn’t make sense 
So
Give me all your love
I need all your love
But its not enough 

suffocate me

Oh it’s never enough
I don’t see you
Quite as much 
As id like to
I’m engulfed by your touch
Paralyzed by your scent
Do you believe we are meant
For better things 
I bide my time
By any means
I cry at night
To sequence emotions 
Carried up by devilish notions
Baptized in the fire 
Of your love 
I think I might not make it out
Can we fly away my dove
To see where we end up
Moving forward

Opera house massacre w/ them. prod kult

Come closer
To me 

When I hear
You breathe
It’s a 
Symphony 

Cold at the 
Feet

Lost in your eyes
Cherry lips
So sweet 


Oh
Your taste is 
Intoxicating 

Oh darling
Won’t you
Run with 
Me tonight 

Off the radar 

Nothing 
But the lights
I got your heart
Next to mine 
Alright 


Oh 
It’s been
Hard to break 
Free 

From this dirty
Spell 
You put 
over me

Harder to sleep 

Without you next
To me
Breathing
Symphonies 

Your taste is 
Intoxicating 

Oh darling
Will you
Run with 
Me tonight 

Off the radar 

Nothing 
But the lights
I got your heart
Next to mine 
Alright

intoxicated prod quitaii

Go 

I find solace 

In your gaze 

In your presence

Everything else fades 

And I was hoping

That you could stay

One night 

Your eyes

Got me stuck in place 


Lil Medusa 
Use me 
Then throw me away 

She’s a goddess 
I’m just 
A worshipper praying 

That you notice

Since your hips
Have been swaying 

I been lost in a daze
And I been wanting to say 

I 
want 
you
To 
embrace 
me
Tonight
It’s just
The two of us
Two of us


My arms
Always open 

When you need
Me 
I promise 
I’m there

Waiting for
You to come
Back home

UntitledSep24 prod Dutchrevs

This is 
More than
I can

Take now
Let me 
Catch my
Breath 

One step
One day
At a time

My eyes 
They won’t open

blinded
By the light 


If I’m patient 
Will my sight 
Adjust 
Or will my
Life turn
To dust 
In the wind


Im broken
To pieces 

I watch the
Changing
Seasons

Rain to snow
To flames and ash 

What’s the meaning 

Pointless in death 


Cycles have 
to start


So I have 
To blame
My

Self 


More than
Almost
Anyone 

Until 
I break this cage

Until 
I break
This cage

It was 
Always
Up to 
Me 


The cycle
Has to 
Start
Again
And 
Again 

Until we
Meet 
the end

Losing my mind prod 52blu

There’s no light 

If we’re blind 

Marching 
Straight
To our
Demise 

You try to tell me 

That I fucking
Lost my mind 


Chasing a haven
Embedded in lies 

There’s 
Venom
In our
system 

The fangs
Left incisions 
I live with
The scars 
All rotting 
The stars all


Calling 
For me 

Curiosity’s
A peculiar
Thing 

Once I’m off 
This leash
Am I finally 
Free


Is this the exodus 



It’s been harder 
to breathe 
Getting lost 
In these
Conversations 

Am I suffocating 

And through all
Of this
I can barely hear
Your voice
In the noise

Why Are you

Calling 
For me 

Curiosity’s
A peculiar
Thing 

Once I’m off this leash
Am I finally 
Free




If I had trust in
Myself
I would get out
Of this hell

Now my own
Limitations 
Are 
In my head




Where the fuck is
My redemption 

Why are you
Calling me 


And through all
Of this
I can barely hear
Your voice
Why
Are you


Calling 
For me 

Curiosity’s
A peculiar
Thing 

Once I’m off the leash
Am I finally 
Free


Is this the exodus 


Where the fuck
Is my
Redemption

Redemption prod goodjohn x sairox

Can I get 
into heaven 
Knowing what
I’ve done 

Shut out
And locked 
away 
A lowly 
heretic 

Shut up
You’ll never change
You’re just
Waste of space 


Will I ever 
Be forgiven 
For the lines
I crossed 

Shut out
And locked 
away 
A lowly 
heretic 

Shut up
You’ll never change
You’re just
Waste of space 

Worthless


No hope 

No one 
I can 
Speak my piece 
To 
Confused 
What the fuck
Am I doing here 

No air 
At the edge
Of the atmosphere 

my lungs 
Collapsing in 

Is this 

Art
Or the 
exodus 

The waves
Came crashing 

I stare at
The desolate
Wreckage left

But I’m still asking 

Can I get 
into heaven 
Knowing what
I’ve done 

Shut out
And locked 
away 
A lowly 
heretic 

Shut up
You’ll never change
You’re just
Waste of space 

Will I ever 
Be forgiven 
For the lines
I crossed 

Shut out
And locked 
away 
A lowly 
heretic 

Shut up
You’ll never change
You’re just
Waste of space 


Spread your 
Wings ascend 

It’s all that 
I ask of you

I

Wanna see the light 

That’s hiding
Behind the truth

Ascend prod 52blu

Lost in
Places
I know 

My labyrinth 


I’m so 
Fucking
Out of
Sync

There’s no
Fucking
Counter
Weight 

Poison 
In the 
Air we
Breathe

It’s all 
Fucking
Out of
Balance 

No salvation 

No resistance


Venomous
Mind
Left defiant
Of hope

I sacrificed
I’ve arrived
Here with
Nothing 
To show
For 
My 
Pain 

Just 
Eroding 
By the day 

Open your 
Blinded eyes 

This nightmare
Has come alive 


Tryna find
The balance

My knees 
On top
Of acid 

It’s burning
burning 

I Deserve it 
Fucking 
Worthless 


No

Stop your lies 


I could pray
Something
Would you 
save me 

But I’m not
No saint 
To an angel 

What
Can take it
All away 

(Can you save me)


Why did
I give 
a shit

Why did
I try 

Why did 
Our god 
Forget 
My life 

Why did
They take
Everything
That I loved

What do I do

Balance prod racmuf

What’s left
To break
Me down 

Its
Hard to see
The brighter 
Side
When the 
Light left
Me blind 
To it 

It only breaks
Me

Tried to live
As myself 

Prepare
For the 
Exodus

(Tried to live
As myself) 


Tired
And reddened
Eyes 

Why would
We cry
For this 

Breathe in
The smoke
They’re 
Feeding us
Lies 


Unsettled
And
I vomit 

Illusions 
That fed
Me by spoon 

Do I 
See clear 
now

Or is it
Another
Fair ruse 

That’s left
Me nauseous 


You see this 

Condition

We live in 

With no 
More questions

It is upon me

A new age
Of ignorance 



I have to blame
Myself for this

My voice had died
With the
Witnesses 

We all create
This hell

That’s fitting
For punishment 
Amidst 

The hopeless
Deceivers 

Our god isn’t
Done with
Me yet 

Until 
The blood 
From my
Mistaken
Reason

Will start
 a flood
To fill the 
Colosseum 



Illusions 
That fed
Me by spoon 

Do I 
See clear 
now

Or is it
Another
Fair ruse 

That’s left
Me nauseous 


You see this 

Condition

We live in 

With no 
More questions

It is upon me

A new age
Of ignorance 

Have we
Lost our 
Fucking minds 

What would 
We find
With it

Age of ignorance prod 52blu

Heavenless prod 52blu 

(Is this all I am
Just another 
Fucking blank
Face as I pass 

All the nameless 
Graves

This rain never
Washes the pain
Away
Flooded 
Running 
blood
The rivers
Flowing grey)

Coarse skin 

Water through 
My Hands 

Ice forms 
On my 
Fingertips 


Cursed with
This sight 
Of mine 

It’s a blessing 

So blessed 
am I 

Shores dried
And the 
Deserts 
drowned
In life 

It’s the 
exodus 

Out of these
Chains 
Well fly 

where
Forever is 

Or will i
Dream of 
the sky
Plagued
With only 
why’s 

Spread 
Your wings
And fly  
Or we 
Will taste
The ground 

Is this 
All I am 

Just another 
Fucking 
Blank face 
As I pass 

All the nameless
Graves 

This rain 
Never washes
The pain 
Away 
Flooded 
running
Blood 
The rivers
Flowing grey

Is this 
All I am 

Just another
Fucking 
Painful 
Memory 

That you
Wish
You changed 

But you 
Never did

Is that where
Heaven is


I can’t keep
On praying 

My angel
Comes to
Save me 

This halo
Is fading 

The light 
Is suffocating 


Is this 
All I am 

Just another 
Fucking 
Blank face 
As I pass 

All the nameless
Graves 

This rain 
Never washes
The pain 
Away 
Flooded 
running
Blood 
The rivers
Flowing grey

Is this 
All I am 

Just another
Fucking 
Painful 
Memory 

That you
Wish
You changed 

But you 
Never did

Is that where
Heaven is


Painting
The sky 

Watching
It all
Go red 

This is
How it 
ends 

While you were
Waiting for me 

At the cross ends
Of the road 

Reaching
Out to you 

I tell you one
Last time

Spread your 
wings
And fly

Heavenless prod 52 blu

Is this our
Paradise 

It’s too artificial



Self destructing 
From the inside out 

The toxins rising 
If we don’t stand 
Then we’ll all drown 

In uncertainty 
The serpent 
Resides in

Calloused eyes 
Of who’d defy
The leviathan



No one 

Can ever take
This from me 


And when
The fire 
Is dissipating 

In the ashes 
You can scavenge 
All that I had left 



I can hope
The pastures 
Are greener 
On the 
Other side

Of this
Abomination 
Were existing in 

All of our prayers 
Have fallen
Silent 
The night begins 

Is it art
Or the exodus 

It’s too artificial

No one 
Can ever take
This from me

No one
Can ever take
This from me 


Where the 
Light is 

It’s too far
Out of my reach 

If I believe
Will it change
Anything 

I’m breaking through 
The illusion 


I can hope
The pastures 
Are greener 
On the 
Other side

Of this
Abomination 
Were existing in 

All of our prayers 
Have fallen
Silent 
The night begins 

Is it art
Or the exodus

Artificial paradise prod 52blu

I can see the 
Sun has set 

The circuits
Up in flames 

A lowly 
architect 

Has my own
System failed me 

Glistening
Stars
In the distant
Horizons 

Begging to be seen 

Can’t deal 
with my own

Consequences 
Of my actions
Assuming 
Consciousness 
Is circulating 
Through me 

the
Hopelessness

Is nothing more
Than my construction 

Structures start
To slip 

In my own self 
destructive wake


(Blinded
By light
Is it darker than 
Heaven 

My heart 
Has been opened 
A home 
For the devil 


Crucify me
Till you’re satisfied 

And the hopelessness 
Goes up in fire)

Where’s the 
Reparation 
Who set the flames 

If I open my eyes 
Then it’s real 
This time 

Where’s the 
reparation
Who set the flame

If I open my eyes
Then it’s real
This time 



Who’s to say
That suffering

Is nothing
More than
The structure 

Destroying 
Everything 

A contradiction 
To some 
of us 

Ice forms
On fire 
Dissolves 

I always 
Knew 
It was all
Wrong

Darker than heaven prod 52blu

If the sun rose 
With our eyes
Adjusted to the darkness
Would it be
The tree 
With nobody to witness 

Would the light ever
have shown
It’s graceful nature
When there isn’t
An eye in the world
To appreciate
The radiance

Is that the art


Tortured
Memories x3

They Sink deep


Now when I sleep 

I feel you over me 

Does god make mistakes 

was it always out of reach 




From the start 

All the stars 

Through the 
darkness
Blinding 
Our sight 

burning these 
Holes 
At the seams 

while I’m happy
To know 
you’re no
Longer in pain 
I stay awake 
When the moon
Rises
And I recollect 


Im Swimming in
Eternal
Rain 

grateful
For the
Time 
we shared 


I Know well
Meet again soon

I’m consumed

Overwhelmed
With my own issues

Can’t breathe
Inside these clouds

What do you think of me
Looking down 


I would ask
Your forgiveness

But I know 
You know
What I’ve done 



I tried to sleep
But you kept
Floating
In my dreams

The birds have songs
I haven’t heard
The sky will cry
With every word
You spoke to me
I screamed
I begged you
Please Don’t leave

The sun will set 
On my wilted 
Skin 


I still remember
The morning 

He told me
There’s not 
Much time 

And to say 
My goodbyes

I rushed
I got 
everything 
Yet I left
With nothing 

The water
Is rising 

And that’s when I
I got the call 


Im Swimming in
Eternal
Rain 

grateful
For the
Time 
we shared 


I Know well
Meet again soon

I’m consumed

Overwhelmed
With my own issues

Can’t breathe
Inside these clouds

What do you think of me
Looking down

Eternal Rain prod 52blu

Siphon 

All that’s left 
Build it back 

Just to wear
me Down 
Like a habit 


Stone will crack 
When
Waves have crashed 

Over and
Over and  
Over again


I’ve sacrificed 
All my life

I 

Won’t fucking
Erase in space

Encapsulated
By timelines 

Destructive 
It’s in my
Natural state


Conversations 
Slowly fade
To static 

I’m a stain
I’m a waste 
It’s just a habit

bring you
So far down 
You can’t 
imagine

So embrace 
All the flames
Don’t dream
Of heaven 




What else
Could I give
But a prayer 

Opened arms
Wide
It’s my 
Fault im here 

My echo 
Only calls
To me then

Your shadow 
Whispers
Soft in my ear 

Don’t go 

Don’t go 



The mistakes
That I’ve made

Don’t know 
Where to begin 

What’s the price
I would pay

Just to start 
It again 

It’s priceless 
Your eyes
Like knives
In silence 



What else
Could I give
But a prayer 

Opened arms
Wide
It’s my 
Fault im here 

My echo 
Only calls
To me then

Your shadow 
Whispers
Soft in my ear 


I can’t 
Live in
The silence 

Just make a sound

Can you 
talk to me

Siphon prod 52blu

I’m sorry
For what I am

Is there solace
After I’m dead 

I 
Don’t Live 
I exist 

I 
Wish I
We’re different 


If you 
Can’t stop it

Don’t blame 
Yourself now 

Cause I 
Tried all
My life 

Don’t 
Follow me 
down

Can’t get my

Self back up 

I’m only
In 
your way 

Just please
Pack our
Memories 

Remember me
When you leave 



Exhausted 

I’ve kept 
You up 
All night 

I can’t forget
I wont pretend 

That there’s an
End with a light 

This tunnel
Gets darker
The further
I press 

Just please
Say you’ll 
Forgive me

And hold my hand 

My dropping
Essence
Is fading 

It all goes to black


If you 
Can’t stop it

Don’t blame 
Yourself now 

Cause I 
Tried all
My life 

Don’t 
Follow me 
down

Can’t get my

Self back up 

I’m only
In 
your way 

Just please
Pack our
Memories 

Remember me
When you leave 


You can sleep
Better off now 

Don’t look at me

Remember 
The way
You felt 

No
Don’t think of me
Not like this 
I’m still strong my dear
I tried
I gave everything 
I loved 
And now 
I give what’s left


Don’t hate me 
Or blame me 


If you 
Can’t stop it

Don’t blame 
Yourself now 

Cause I 
Tried all
My life 

Don’t 
Follow me 
down

Can’t get my

Self back up 

I’m only
In 
your way 

Just please
Pack our
Memories 

Remember me
When you leave

Memories prod jxsse

Guess I’ll
Stay for 
now 

You’re
Beside me 


Born in 
This cycle 

But I don’t
Know what
I’ve done 

To preserve
Denial 

I’m not the
One you 
should trust

So
Broken 
As I am

My record
Plays 
In silence 

As I have
And I was 

In time 
All our bones
Will have
Turned to dust 


You can’t see me

only see
The things
That I might 
Become 

You can’t free me 

Save yourself now 

This your last chance 



I feel you 
beside me 

can’t
Touch your 
hands

hear
Your voice
In the silence 

But I still
Pretend 

The sun sets

So quiet 

On flower
Fields
Of violet


I could lay till
Our time ends

I guess I’ll
Stay for now 


I can
Wait 
Till
Sun rise



Distorted 

Now what’s real 

It’s not these
Things that I feel

Ignore it 

All until

I breathe 

And time 
Has gone
Still 


In this
Passage
Of life 

There’s
No timeline 

One night 
You’re fine 
And now
I’m stuck 
Cursing 
The world 

In jealousy 

I sacrificed 
Enough 


If heavens
Floor
Is my ceiling 

Would you look
Down just
To see me 



I feel you 
beside me 

can’t
Touch your 
hands

hear
Your voice
In the silence 

But I still
Pretend 

The sun sets

So quiet 

On flower
Fields
Of violet


I could lay till
Our time ends

I guess I’ll
Stay for now

For now prod 52blu

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