Three songs made in sickness.
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Purity testing net 001

Red Faux

original track: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQ4VR8hJLzk

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Queen (Girls Like Me) / 知声 (Chis-A) & LIEE 【plushyplasma Remix】[Extended Edit]

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Glow before

[LYRICS]

I saw an angel
pure in what you think
pure in what’s what
pure in how I need

I saw an angel
grinding her teeth
blood along her eyes
blood along the meat

I saw an angel
and I couldn’t look away
this is what I’m made for
this is what I’m meant to be

I saw an angel
and she looked back at me
pure in every way
purity baring teeth
baring teeth (I-)

just what I need
just what I need
just what I need (I-)
just what I need
baring teeth 

expathmia - Tell me a story

a song i made rather quickly after listening to Mao Sasagawa's "STRANGE POP" album on repeat while playing Need For Speed Heat

[LYRICS]

[INTRO]
rev up your engines, it's time to get loud
gather the people, and call your friends now
we'll speed through the city until we break sound
we'll make your head spin around and around

[VERSE 1]
0 to 60 in 2 seconds flat
blink and you'll miss me, can you handle that?
i drive around town like i own the whole joint
if i can't be speeding then WHAT'S THE DAMN POINT?

pushing the redline until i burn out
i got the skills that'll make the girls shout
they can't do it like me, it's really profound
cause BITCH I'M THE BEST GODDAMN DRIVER AROUND!

[CHORUS]
round and around and around in your head
driving in circles until you drop dead
i'll pick up the pace till i pass you i bet
and if i don't, i'll use nitrous instead

racin' around with these pigs on my tail
i got enough N2O, you know i'll never fail
drift through the turns, let the speeding prevail
i got enough N2O, you know i'll never fail
(you know i'll never fail)

[VERSE 2]
new noise complaint from the neighbors, my bad
they got no whimsy, it's honestly sad, like
"was that a gun or your car that we heard?"
bitch we're in NOVA, STOP ACTING ABSURD!

i'll rev my engine, and blow out your ears
deafening everybody who hears
i'm sorry, not sorry, as i'm shifting gears
cause bitch i'm the LOUDEST THAT YOU'VE HEARD IN YEARS!

[CHORUS]
round and around and around in your head
driving in circles until you drop dead
i'll pick up the pace till i pass you i bet
and if i don't, i'll use nitrous instead

racin' around with these pigs on my tail
i got enough N2O, you know i'll never fail
drift through the turns, let the speeding prevail
i got enough N2O, you know i'll never fail
(you know i'll never fail)

[FINAL CHORUS]
round and around and around, like we said
see for yourself, put the rumors to bed
we won't stop the racing, it's part of our code
if you don't like it then DON'T SHARE THE ROAD!

racin' around with these pigs on our tails
we got enough N2O, you know it never fails
drift through the turns, so the speeding prevails
we got enough N2O, you know it never fails!

fully produced & arranged, written & recorded, and mixed & mastered by jish!
album cover by fryology

-Music Video: https://youtu.be/pk0RB8BpZJ8?si=5OYKIRnigsrhFzEB

-Stream here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/deadadvent/vessel-in-the-halls/

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Written recorded and produced by: Dead Advent
Mixed and mastered by: Dead Advent + Salvati

Thank you for your patience.

Special thanks to: @ur-space

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-Lyrics:

Waiting at his apartment
With the holes in the walls
I'm praying on his catharsis
A vessel in the halls

She flickers back only when the winter comes
If I could get a hold of you
I'm dithering out on the truth
You know she doesn't save people like you

Facing what I can't forget about
Standing in front of you
I don't want to be enough
If I'm enough for you
If I'm enough for you
If I'm enough for you

Black out, and back down
Watch his head spin watch him crash out
Bite down, muzzle on the mouth
Hold your camera, crying with the flash on

Hold your camera, crying with the flash on
Black out, and back down
Hold your camera, crying with the flash on

If you could finish what you started
You'd be destined for us
Vail the hole where your heart sits
Shattered like a doll

Love what I can't see
Porcelain body
I just wanna see you happy again
But I couldn't be you

Vessel in the Halls

Original fadeoutz-full song 2024

Lyrics
The songs in my head are the ones that he likes
I think of his voice
And I changed the way I write
Called me a pioneer
But I don't think I've ever been that real to him
I just wanna get by
I been taking some shit now
Been a dirt road kinda life
I been nobody's bitch but some people's kryptonite
I'm just tryna write my life before they take mine
Just tryna right my life before they take mine
He bought me drinks
I wanna fly him out
I tell him where I'm from but I'm not so sure now
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a song
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a  song
Sleeper agent girls sweet nothing on his telephone 
I BEEN ON THIS DIRT ROAD ALL MY LIFE
The world is tryna take your pretty ass away from me
Take off your clothes take off your clothes take off your clothes
Take me on the ATV
Wanna wrestle in the dirt before I have to leave
I wanna feel our chains touch when I'm on top of you 
I wanna see your chain swing when you're on top of me
I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I watched the blood get drawn
Testing for a cure
I earned it
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I just wanna feel some love while I still can
He's the biggest hater still don't judge me
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
Feel some love while I still can
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
And he scared to say he love me
Sister tell me never put your trust in a man
They all gon find it disgusting
I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill

Dirt road anthem

made this today and thought it was too special to gatekeep on my computer forever


additional synth from @neciawake
more music soon

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
I never thought that it'd be perfect
but here you're coming back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
with no way of coming down

i always tend to chase the worst things
i always circle back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
because i'm never coming down

nevercomingdown

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God willing

Face down

Immaculate heart

i made this song for my girlfriend who was on vacation on a cruise and couldn't talk to cause no service

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

this is only for a short time
it's far and i know
i don't even wanna guess i- guess i-
didn't really think this one out
it's understandable 
but what am i supposed to do know
with out no stamina 
you fuel me more than anyone else 
you're so flammable
if you asked me i would swim there to help
cause i'm an animal
so when you get one bar
hope its me that you call 
again

cause i'm just tryin to get a signal
flash off your lights for me
waves crash on to me x2
i swear i can feel your touch engraved
its just the sound of your voice is so faint
it's just the sound of your voice is so faint
it's just the sound of your voice is so faint

there no way
i still tried even though i can't reach the bay
but i know i will reach you some day
do you even hear me at all?

at all 
at all 
at all
at all
(waves crash on to me x2)
at all 
at all 
(flash off your lights for me)
at all
at all
i'm just trying to get a signal
its just the sound of your voice is so faint x4

signal (sound of your voice)

god forbid 
that i say what i want 

god forbid
i have enough

god forbid 
that i start to get tired 

of chasing my own tail
confusing pleasure
with perfumes

(of pushing weight up on the boulder )

you said smile
you said get warm 

you said my face is not an enemy 
you said that war was not my form 

“i swear it’s easy
but i know
you get caught up”

“you can be angry at yourself 
but that will never be enough”

Captive

SCRATCH OUT MY EYES. NEW EP OUT NOW
email: expathmia@gmail.com

Face down

expathmia

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