written, recorded and mastered by me
produced by @oldyungtoadsage <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

A month that passes like a second with no comment

Living in the present,
its a box that lost its contents...

I wake up to their world,
where observations are nonsense

I wake up to their world,
where the truth is just too honest.

I wake up to a world
where everyone i know has lost it all

I wake up with the knowledge
That everyone i like is lost...

Im really okay with the pain and the costs,
and they think im not sane
its okay cuz im not

i said babe
im a pain to you
see that im draining you

said im engrained in you
get me away from you

im really okay
   as i say 
       while im crossed
then u stare at my eyes,
and u can tell im exhausted.

you don't wanna be chained to me
im probably a stain to you
i cant contain, asking,
how is it plain to you?
its not to me.

grew up having bad rep
look around me
everybody chasing checks
i have no crew
because the cliques just chase
adrenaline and neck

bitch im numb just like a sedative at best

and im pathetic cuz i leave the ones that love me
for some rest

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me scared of getting left

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me check my fucking back
like every second

and imma cherish every laceration
gratefully like someone who was made
to take a lesson

cuz im a masochist
and maybe im addicted
to the people who can send a fucking message

i think i left a bad impression
till the end, from the start,
im the source of my depression
build it up and tear it apart
spill everything in the session

 [ switch up ]

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

-

its probably cause
     the light that was
inside of me
       has given up...
                well im not sure if it can be revived
                                 (be revived)

im mourning youth
       this shit is tough
             no innocence
                   no giving up
       my heart ran dry so you cant be mine
                        (cant be mine)

Its kinda clear that you dont need me,
Its pretty clear that i dont need you...
Its kinda clear that you dont want me,
Its pretty clear that i dont know what i want...
         kno-kno-know what i want
                        anymore

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

bad impressions

B4 its gone featuring yung krypto (lino & lusi)

neiru: https://soundcloud.com/neiru6

roxa: https://soundcloud.com/prod-roxa

nightclub20xx:https://soundcloud.com/nightclub

0:00 w neiru
1:10 solo
2:10 w roxa
2:51 w neiru
4:00 w neiru
4:55 w roxa
6:19 solo
7:13 w neiru
8:05 w nightclub
8:52 w neiru

summer clips 2022 w/ neiru, roxa, nightclub20xx

prod kaadota

are you my friend
i’m locked away
oh suddenly 
i’m scared to speak 
i’m alone baby
i’m scared to be myself
failing mental health 
baby

why’d you leave
are you my friend
i’m locked away
oh suddenly  
oh i’m changing 
i can’t do this
without you here
cant live like this
baby so clear
yeah

i saw you there
you took me away
faraway from here

put it behindme

prod. @star415

lyrics:
(verse1)
and a lot of these pills aint hittin
idk if i even feel different
i dont think ur ever really listening
i dont think ill ever take the distance

pardon my existence
i know that u dont want my assistance
stop taking the path of least resistance
girl ur breaking my heart into snippets

(interlude)
i fuck things up, i do... and things just like; i dont even think i realize im doing it sometimes... and then i realize...

(verse2)
and i dont like when things change around me
sometimes i just can't explain my surroundings
sometimes i feel like im wanted with a bounty
and im not making any difference when im pouting about it
drowning i can't swim
frowning i can grin
there's no angels around me when i sin

empty gutz
in my blunt
tell me twice n it's 2 much
cuz babe u turn me 2 an animal

tell me that u like the castle

suckin blood no artery
how tf u get ahold of me ??
i was hoping we cld get sleeep
but the stars r alwayz outa reach

life is digital sink into the rabbit hole
ur so beautiful let's see how far it go
m magical we're see thru
if we fuck it up it'd b time 4 a redo

was it jus another time in the moonlight ?
rly c it in ur eyez n u saw it in mine 
ik it prolly get cold when ur alone right .  ..
but r u alright ?

go !

when u said u like the song i wrote ab u 
that's when i knew i cld not fail u
i was bumping nos i put 1k on my value :3
blowing up n now i swear im never gona tell u

biichftt - castle (@pearlblade + @_biichftt)

nodding off the drugs
pull off all the stunts 
kissing and a hug 
rolling up a blunt 
rolling, off the mud 
im rolling off your love .

something ft b07gem prod. b07gem Dead@18

feat. @fxrella (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡ @mdmuk
lyrics (cloudlobby):
another day,
another ache 
i jus wna fly away
angel wings 

i heard how the angel sings
she sings to me 
i need loss so i can see victory 

i know that u picture me, 
empty frame
straight into the bin with me 
i don’t want you thinking you can ever sit with me 
you can see us on the screen you know it’s the winning team 

so silent 
yet violent 
i don’t know where the time went 
that i spent 
feel lifeless 
nothing u said was righteous 

i could not feel a stranger touch 
a stranger’s touch 
a stranger’s love 
all i knew was that it’s dangerous to break it up whilst still in love ...
(farella):
I Cannot face it, this feeling inside of me
no... no, i'm fine
i wld walk through hell jus 2 make u minee
like nothing else ur on my mindd
take my angel wings up 2 the skyyyyy
nobody else, ur on my mind

angel wings....
we touch the ground ˚ ༘ ⋆｡ ˚ ✧ ˚ ༘ ⋆｡ ˚

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