it's been a year since the last time ive listened to this song, felt so good to come back

this is the most relatable thing ever for me

lyrics-
Nothin but the funny guy comin home from school, made the people laugh thats just what i like to do, tell the family Hi yeah im feelin pretty cool, but when I get home theres nothin left to do
Throw down the backpack got homework due, fuck it though got my head hurtin cause im feelin blue, heart beatin slowly lonely friday nights, i remember your arms cozy it always felt right
Sit down and I talk to all my friends, try to be happy but the thoughts just never end, put the mask down no longer need to pretend hurt to easily its my feelins that I defend
No productivity throw myself on my bed, cant help it just lost in what we call our head yeah, yeah like my father always said life is what you make of it, take the shot or youll be dead
Its for the people that I care most about thoughts so loud that i cant hear all they do is shout, it was never for the clout or the fame just tired of havin feelings played like their just a game
Cant no longer take the pain, see my friends goin insane, takin long walks in the rain thinkin if i go on what else is there to gain
Bottles found around the room across the floor a party of feelings ya boy couldnt ignore, seems like selfcare had turned itself into a chore, locked away in the madness behind the iron door
Its about 2 in the mornin, my homeworks still waitin but I find it so borin, schools in 3 hours my ass should be snorin, fuck it take a walk fuck it lets go explorin
leave the house family is unaware, heart broken I know that it needs to be repaired, open the door whats goin on out there, fuck life is a bitch and I know its unfair,
hear a noise up in the distance, start to walk away fuck this im dippin, hear it get closer hands are steady clinchin, run away has turned into the mission
But stop, look around, can anybody hear me now, take me away, from all the pain, I dont care than it hit me like a train, knocked down to the ground, next up to the lost and never found, dont even put up a fight, all I see is the starry night
Jumped out of bed, in a cold sweat, of fuck hope school hasnt started yet, God damn hope my parents arent upset(oh man) Get dressed, ready for school, just another day got ready for you, put the mask on everyday, try to act happy cause people think that were okay

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