aye yo

ch1p skyl4rk (prod. nadir & trapphones)

Lil Lotus - Left Alone (prod. Zack Jones and KJ)

lil tracy - bacteria (prod. skress)

TRACK 3/3
L.S.D : LESS SUNNY DAYS 2.21.2020

Days ft. osquinn (prod. pitfall)

produced by @kiryano & @kudzmgmt
featuring @whitetraaaaaash & @whereisnomu

Drained

welcome to the backrooms 
have fun !!
notes:// first song i've ever been proud of :) its prolly gone flop but i love it :3
prod me <3

life is pain

bloody nose think i messed up
im the hero u look like an extra
u took an L when u were next up
i took a dub onto the next one

my signals lagging out i think i lost connection
w all my bros i rly miss them
i wrung my heart they didnt listen
they rly only wanted me for all the chicken

starin at my shoes like dam thats tuff
guess wasnt i made for this stuff
breakin in was gettin fuckin rough
now i run away from what ive become

i gotta pull her in by my side
im staring into ur crytal eyes
ur lookin at me like i might die
but im jus lookin onto being alive\

like go go go i lost sense of direction
i blow blow off every bitch in my mentions
its low low low at the ground where we steppin
dont know know know where fuck that im chasin next

i lose my body im just a neck and a head
so you better show me some respect
and all these chasers are on my jock for the day
when i just wanna rly wanna get in bed

go white boy go (prod. 4am)

prod by 
@fortuneswan
@thefthproject
notes:// (＾• ω •＾)
i don have much to say 
im vv nervous
big thank to every1 for da support <3
lyrics:
yeah u look so pretty in dat dress 
but i'd look better 
gave u everything i ever had
even my sweater 
mood is always shitty 
like north carolina weather
u say dat u better than my ex
but have you met her?

so

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

tell me "do u reminisce about me or the past"
i was stuck inside my head
should b stuck inside my bag
n u saying all this shit abt
call me this n that
n everything that works for me 
never seems to last

oh
my 
goodness gracious
i've never been good at 
all the cheap flirtations
i feel like a puppet 
controlled animations
i've never been good at
holding conversations

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

cypress grove

astrid

spotify

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEenwFT8JJs&feature=youtu.be
here is da vid
notes:// ୧(⇀‸↼‶)૭
i was actually not even angry i was just upset lol
i have no clue what to make the cover art
so i made it my fav orangutan
thx for 10k on spotify n almost 4k on here love love :)

pissed

produced by bossman @whethan
performed by yours truly 
lyrics:

i dont wanna be here 
i want to hide away
n im not even nervous 
i could die today
or like i could dissapear 
wont happen either way
n theres this girl named astrid 
with a time n date :(

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

theres this rich, white girl
that works inside a department store
i guess that she aint rich no more
her mom and dad got a divorce
she say thats shes fine
she sits alone and cries to paramore
and if im being honest with the process 
i dont care no more

n the trees dont grow
where the sun low
let me tell u a lil story
abt where we dont go

n theres this forest on the east side
where all the evil beasts lie
n i dont cannot deny
that my brain buzzing like a beehive
to move out to the sea side
omg it must be nice
n i met this girl named persephone 
i think shell be mine

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

arsenic

stream

cursed

touché

prod & performed by me:p
mixed by me & my brother^_^(@nathan_dagum)

lyrics:

lay
in bed
it's been three
past ten
i've been faking death
when there's no one around

jeez
i've been staring at my phone for
years
i can't man up n face my
fears
i've been holding back half of my tears i'm so lost

okay, i'm fine, girl i'm solid
she say, she like my nail polish
black paint, i dropped out of college searching for the person i wanna be

i feel so stupid for letting go
hindsight i swear that i didn't know
if i could i'd quit the chemicals sooner than you'd evr know

i've been browsing seeing similar faces
looking at past messages to find all the traces
of every little instance where u said that u hate me
i don't blame u i've been missing u lately

broken mistreated
believed all ur reasons
and i've been so beaten
i'm trying again i've been

okay, jeez

prod me 
i hope u likey

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

(verse)
and its hard 2 hide
so i hardly try
yes i wonder why
that i try 2 lie
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i 

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

INSTRUMENTAL BREAK !!!!!!! OMG GUITARS!!!!!!!

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

pessimist

Codeine Dreams (feat. Angelus) (Prod. 4am)

security

eyesore

2009

hey hi hyd

Your first taste #R 
Produced by Vision4k & Leon English

Maybe when the creeps come out at night
 I’ll feel alright, and we could meet again
all the patience that I had for you, it’s running out
I know that you’d never go escape and leave this place, I made for me and you 
but what else am I supposed to do 
cause we’re going down to

my own underworld, into my own lucid dreams
where you can walk on the walls like it was make believe 
don’t be so scared don’t be so sad, cause there’s no going back
and maybe things won’t be so bad I hope you’ll see

you’re stuck under water, it’s getting cold
and now the worlds getting larger while you’re alone
but don’t forget you’re the martyr and I’m the Holy Ghost
you feel the most, you lose control in here 

oh my child, you’ve lost yourself
as the clock, hits the twelve x2

you can walk ten thousand miles away and you’d still find me
you can go into the outer space and you’d still find me

I caress your skin, I’m creeping up
I’ll take you there where you want to be
a piece of me, I’m giving up
I’ll give you all my extremities

aye yo

michelle