yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I sat cross legged below the sheer cliffs misted in lilac, and as I looked up, the clouds coated in thin fragile glass grew larger and larger. As the mist rose upon me, I saw that the lilacs had faded, all I could hear were the waves collapsing against the soaring cliffs of the promised land.

I felt my chest growing light, as if somehow I knew the tranquility of the moment was fading.

...the mist spread itself further, in loops, all encompassing;
my breathe leaves me, indistinguishable from its surroundings in all the quantum.

I almost forgot to put my makeup on, “nevermind that now” I thought,
the gods rarely turned down offerings on the basis of appearance, much less on nights of the harvest.

brrrrrpt! Fireflies were colliding in the dusk light, the buzz of cicadas grew louder and it was time for, for uuuuhm …

Noise fades I sit down again hmmm the roots of the fire tree strangle me I blacked out. I found myself fading into the same darkness i called sleep, as the cicadas sang my requiem in hypnagogia, while the bugs buzzed around me.

Thoughts flowing. All my life I thought I was living, but now, as I am falling deeper into this relentless state devoid of connection to my past self... I just realised - I am barely even existing.

The thing i was scared of the most, turned out to be already me.

Paralyzed, i asked myself...

https://soundcloud.com/mollywendolin

molly wendolin ~ cast

art direction by mimics gate

original song: https://youtu.be/IxpMBm058zM

nemu yumemi cosmic melon soda magic love rmx by me (yve)

MyRealitySong.
https://soundcloud.com/saliclaire

Thank You For.That;🤍☕️📩 [prod.saliclaire]

instrumental by: @shandongmafia
 ‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧ ‿̩͙‿  ‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧ ‿̩͙‿

your fingers in my body
make me feel so empty
i lie awake and still
until the morning comes

your kisses taste like ashes
your tongue is heavy sadness
lets fill up our glasses
and drink till we're numb

i'm paralyzed 
my limbs are tied
my limbs are tied

i wanna drown my senses 
put on my blackout lenses 
i'll swim with all the fishes
untouching the light

i hate the sky
i hate my thighs
i hate to try

‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧ ‿̩͙‿  ‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧ ‿̩͙‿

blackout lenses☆ w/ miriamdola

Anything

dedicated 2 woody, kayla, sammy, and sully <3

composed, produced, and programmed by Anna Lily
field recordings, photography, and cover art by me as well

anglo concertina by Tanya Haden (recorded by John Spiker in Los Angeles, CA)

additional sounds by eightiesheadachetape

mixed and mastered by Sam Diyya

rec. 4/14/23-4/20/23

Rosilla Place

https://instagram.com/my.nettle
this song is about exploring a dark cave with a lantern
sounds from @chekimeshi ty

small world

its final glistening rotation
@arawra
@vidrio12
@mynettle

ps(h)y (arawra˚vidrio˚my˚nettle˚gos)

Backstabber 𓇻 ☘

Download & cd
https://teklintowe.bandcamp.com

Stream
music.apple.com/us/album/the-world/1546645721
open.spotify.com/album/5aBxAvhMr5…quTxmt7eFR6vfIxg

Mastered by sienna sleep @sienna-sleep
All pictures by tek 800

twitter.com/teklintowe
www.instagram.com/tek.lintowe

blackout lenses☆ w/ miriamdola

⌨ exxie ‹𝟹

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