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I sat cross legged below the sheer cliffs misted in lilac, and as I looked up, the clouds coated in thin fragile glass grew larger and larger. As the mist rose upon me, I saw that the lilacs had faded, all I could hear were the waves collapsing against the soaring cliffs of the promised land.

I felt my chest growing light, as if somehow I knew the tranquility of the moment was fading.

...the mist spread itself further, in loops, all encompassing;
my breathe leaves me, indistinguishable from its surroundings in all the quantum.

I almost forgot to put my makeup on, “nevermind that now” I thought,
the gods rarely turned down offerings on the basis of appearance, much less on nights of the harvest.

brrrrrpt! Fireflies were colliding in the dusk light, the buzz of cicadas grew louder and it was time for, for uuuuhm …

Noise fades I sit down again hmmm the roots of the fire tree strangle me I blacked out. I found myself fading into the same darkness i called sleep, as the cicadas sang my requiem in hypnagogia, while the bugs buzzed around me.

Thoughts flowing. All my life I thought I was living, but now, as I am falling deeper into this relentless state devoid of connection to my past self... I just realised - I am barely even existing.

The thing i was scared of the most, turned out to be already me.

Paralyzed, i asked myself...

https://soundcloud.com/mollywendolin

molly wendolin ~ cast

art direction by mimics gate

original song: https://youtu.be/IxpMBm058zM

nemu yumemi cosmic melon soda magic love rmx by me (yve)

instrumental by: https://soundcloud.com/shandongmafia
  ‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧  ‿̩͙‿       ‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧  ‿̩͙‿    

keep me at a distance
maybe i can fix this
your secrets are safe
as long as you hide them

wish i could sew my eyelids
cause i don't wanna see this
put me back in my place
so i'll be quiet 

one step closer
two steps back
when i'm older
will it still be this bad?

god damnnit, i'm tired
why am i like this?
why do you like her more than me?
can't you see that i am trying...

even before, you won't admit
why you're lockin' the door 
so i can't get in
keep your voice low 
so the conversations quiet

keep me at a distance
maybe i can fix this
never share your secrets
never share, never

wish i could sew my eyelids
cause i don't wanna see this
i'll be quiet

one step closer
two steps back
when i'm older
will it still be this bad?

‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧ ‿̩͙‿  ‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧ ‿̩͙‿

one step closer ☆ w/ miriamdola

MyRealitySong.
https://soundcloud.com/saliclaire

Thank You For.That;🤍☕️📩 [prod.saliclaire]

dedicated 2 woody, kayla, sammy, and sully <3

composed, produced, and programmed by Anna Lily
field recordings, photography, and cover art by me as well

anglo concertina by Tanya Haden (recorded by John Spiker in Los Angeles, CA)

additional sounds by eightiesheadachetape

mixed and mastered by Sam Diyya

rec. 4/14/23-4/20/23

Rosilla Place

.
loveliescrushing - babysbreath
otro - dance of the young (augurs of spring)
alison's halo - always april
slowdive - when the sun hits
d'eon - variation II
cap'n jazz - basil's kite
kepler - can you steer by mars?

sˢpring◌ᷢ◌ᷢ◌ᷢ◌ᷢ— &the Ｍusike "specialforsomeone" [sOngzs] (1....

https://instagram.com/my.nettle
this song is about exploring a dark cave with a lantern
sounds from @chekimeshi ty

small world

its final glistening rotation
@arawra
@vidrio12
@mynettle

ps(h)y (arawra˚vidrio˚my˚nettle˚gos)

Backstabber 𓇻 ☘

Download & cd
https://teklintowe.bandcamp.com

Stream
music.apple.com/us/album/the-world/1546645721
open.spotify.com/album/5aBxAvhMr5…quTxmt7eFR6vfIxg

Mastered by sienna sleep @sienna-sleep
All pictures by tek 800

twitter.com/teklintowe
www.instagram.com/tek.lintowe

one step closer ☆ w/ miriamdola

⌨ exxie ‹𝟹

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