Lyrics:

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Are we running again?
Oh my god
Are we really afraid of this part?
How would it end if we never start?
(Or is it in my head?)
There’s no remedy for my broken heart
You couldn’t put it back together if you tried
But right now I put it all to the side
(No, I don’t wanna wait)

What’s on your mind
Do I need to know?
Love me or hate me
You don’t let go
I’ve realized I don’t care anymore  

(Go ahead and waste my time)
I’m feeling alive
With you every night
Our stars align
(Go ahead and waste my time)
Just how we planned
Happy upset
Here in this bed
(Go ahead and waste my time)
Even if we don’t know
Where this is gonna go
That’s not what we’re looking for
(Go ahead and waste my time)

Pushing me away is
How you like to play
Then hit me back again
You wanna make me beg
You wanna have control
You wanna feel like for you
I would really risk it all
I’ve got something to prove
You’re reaching out, what is my move?
The mark that you left is permanent like a tattoo
We’re numbing the pain to the point
Of doubting the truth
But we knew the whole time what we’re doing

What’s on your mind
Do I need to know?
Love me or hate me
You don’t let go
I’ve realized I don’t care anymore  

(Go ahead and waste my time)
I’m feeling alive
With you every night
Our stars align
(Go ahead and waste my time)
Just how we planned
Happy upset
Here in this bed
(Go ahead and waste my time)
Even if we don’t know
Where this is gonna go
That’s not what we’re looking for
(Go ahead and waste my time)

W-W-W-W-Waste my time
W-W-W-W-Waste my time
W-W-W-W-Waste my time
(Go ahead and waste my time)

Are we running again?
Oh my god
Are we really afraid of this part?
How would it end if we never start?
Go ahead and waste my time

I’m feeling alive
With you every night
Our stars align
(Go ahead and waste my time)
Just how we planned
Happy upset
Here in this bed
(Go ahead and waste my time)
Even if we don’t know
Where this is gonna go
That’s not what we’re looking for
(Go ahead and w-w-w-w)

W-W-W-W-Waste my time
W-W-W-W-Waste my time
W-W-W-W-Waste my time
(Go ahead and waste my time)
W-W-W-W-Waste my time
W-W-W-W-Waste my time
W-W-W-W-Waste my time
(Go ahead and waste my time)

"Waste My Time"
Written by Veniamin Pak
Produced by Pablo Guzman, Juanes Pulido, Veniamin Pak, Ryunosuke Hayashi

Waste My Time

[Verse 1]
You came on strong, like a tidal wave
Drowning me in affection, no chance to behave
Thought you were the one, my heart's desire
But your love was a trap, set to conspire

[Pre-Chorus]
I was blinded by the attention, couldn't see the signs
Thought I found my soulmate, but I was lost in your lies

[Chorus]
Love bombing, that's what you do
Trying to control me, like a puppet on a string, it's true
I don't want your sugar-coated words, they're just a game
I want something real, not just a flame

[Verse 2]
You promised me the world, but it was just a front
A mask you wore, while you were on the hunt
I fell for your charm, thought it was real
But now I see the truth, and I'm ready to heal

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm breaking free from your spell, I won't be your pawn
I'm learning to love myself, before I'm gone

[Chorus]
Love bombing, that's what you do
Trying to control me, like a puppet on a string, it's true
I don't want your sugar-coated words, they're just a game
I want something real, not just a flame

[Bridge]
I'm turning the page, starting anew
Learning to love, in a way that's true
No more games, no more lies
I'm ready for a love that never dies

[Chorus]
Love bombing, that's in the past
I'm moving forward, making this love last
I don't need your empty words, I know my worth
I'm finding a love that's pure, for what it's worth

Love Bombing

Darling

Darling (feat. Libianca)

[Intro]  
Mmm, yeah, yeah...


[Verse 1]  
You used to keep me in the moment  
From day to night to morning  
But now it's like you're gone, no punches left to roll with  
Why didn't you say so?


[Chorus]  
Why didn't you say so?  
You let me go, you left me broken  
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so  
Why didn't you say so?  
You let me go, you left me open  
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so


[Verse 2]  
We used to dance all day around it  
Now you're just fronting, and I'm bouncing  
You used to love it, need it bad  
Now you're just playing, where's my man?


[Chorus]  
Why didn't you say so?  
You let me go, you left me broken  
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so  
Why didn't you say so?  
You let me go, you left me open  
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so


[Rap Verse]  
Late nights, used to vibe, now it's silence in the ride  
You were my muse, my pride, now it's like a part has died  
Conversations, we let 'em slide, now I’m left here asking why  
You had the chance, but you let it fly, now it's just a hollow goodbye


You said you needed space, but never gave a trace  
Of all the thoughts you faced, now it’s like a race  
To find a place where we can realign, but now I see the signs  
Why didn’t you say so? Now I’m just a memory confined


[Bridge]  
Why didn’t you, why didn’t you, yeah  
Say so, say so...


[Chorus]  
Why didn't you say so?  
You let me go, you left me broken  
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so  
Why didn't you say so?  
You let me go, you left me open  
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so


[Outro]  
Why didn’t you say so?  
You let me go, you left me open  
You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so

Why Didn't You Say So (N9 featuring Amy Ray remixed by Ebs)

Based on https://soundcloud.com/lewisjmfitzgerald/darling?si=d0a6560fdcb34ef3acf9628ba2935be6&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing


[Intro]
*Oh, oh*

[Verse 1]
You came into my life, brought some light to my grey  
I get nervous every time you look my way  
It's crazy what love can do  
Now I'm here speaking my truth  
In this world full of hustle and grind  
You bring some peace, you ease my mind  
You've got all my love  
I need you to know now

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, my love  
Am I falling?  
I can't find the words to say  
First my heart aches  
Then my voice shakes  
So I had to write it down today

[Chorus]
Oh, my darling (Oh, my darling)  
What you started (What you started)  
Feels like I've got it all to lose  
First the ground shakes  
Years of mistakes  
You've given me a new shot  
So I live it for you  
I got to do it right for you  
I got to do it right for you

[Verse 2]
You, you  
Wanted to be real with you, oh  
Wanna take my time with you, but  
Life never follows our plans  
Through all the mess and the fires  
It's not about perfection, it's about getting higher  
Promise to protect every part of you, oh  
'Cause you belong to me (Oh)  
No fights, you're right by me  
No matter where you go  
I got your back, oh  
Man a try you, I'll be your shadow

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, my love  
Am I falling?  
I can't find the words to say  
First my heart aches  
Then my voice shakes  
So I had to write it down today

[Chorus]
Oh, my darling (Oh, my darling)  
What you started (What you started)  
Feels like I've got it all to lose  
First the ground shakes  
Years of mistakes  
You've given me a new shot  
So I live it for you  
I got to do it right for you  
I got to do it right for you

[Rap Verse]
In Edmonton, where life's a daily grind  
You and me, babe, we got our own kind  
Forgot my birthday, but it's alright  
Life's tough, sometimes we lose sight  
Got a hustle, keep the lights on at night  
We're from different paths, but it feels so right  
You from council flats, me from a tree-lined street  
But here, together, our souls meet  
Love in the air, struggles in our way  
But I wouldn't trade this for any payday  
Sure, we got our flaws, who doesn't?  
But I'll stand by you, through the dozen  
Not perfect, but we got heart  
In this community, we play our part  
So let's be real, let's be true  
In this life, I choose you

[Chorus]
Oh, my darling (Oh, my darling)  
What you started (What you started)  
Feels like I've got it all to lose  
First the ground shakes  
Years of mistakes  
You've given me a new shot  
So I live it for you  
I got to do it right for you  
I got to do it right for you

[Outro]
*Oh, oh*  
I got to do it right for you  
*Oh, oh*  
I got to do it right for you

Edmonton Darling (based on Lewis Fitzgerald, Libianca - Darling)- N9 remixed by Ebs

[Verse 1]
In the hills of Jamaica, life was tough,
A young boy with dreams, but life was rough.
Milkin' the goat at dawn, school by the stream,
Too tired to learn, but oh, he'd dream.

[Chorus]
From the bush to the boat, left it all behind,
Sailing to England, freedom on his mind.
Faced the rain and the pain, but he stood tall,
In the heart of Wolverhampton, he gave it his all.

[Verse 2]
Found work in the city, nights full of light,
Met a tall beauty, his love at first sight.
Shotgun wedding, troubles came his way,
But he worked even harder, come what may.

[Chorus]
From the bush to the boat, left it all behind,
Sailing to England, freedom on his mind.
Faced the rain and the pain, but he stood tall,
In the heart of Wolverhampton, he gave it his all.

[Bridge]
Little by little, life turned around,
From the struggles of the past, love was found.
With his wife and kids, they built a home,
What a wonderful life, how far they've grown.

[Chorus]
From the bush to the boat, left it all behind,
Sailing to England, freedom on his mind.
Faced the rain and the pain, but he stood tall,
In the heart of Wolverhampton, he gave it his all.

[Outro]
Jamaica made in rum, curry goat, and fun,
Living life with love, beneath the English sun.
Mostly rain, but sometimes sun, 
Oh, what a journey, how far he's come.

Lovers Rock (N9 featuring Amy Ray and Elliott) - remixed by Ebs

[Verse 1]  
He's ghosting me on our dates, weekends alone  
No friends of his I know, always on my phone  
I love him, think I can change his ways  
Playing cool, being chill, caught in his gaze

[Pre-Chorus]  
But when I bring it up, I'm the crazy one  
Obsessed, selfish, and a nag, he’s the sun  
Friends tell me to leave, no specifics though  
Caught in his control, feeling so low

[Chorus]  
Why's his head turning 'round?  
Eyes on her, I feel the ground  
Craving a bigger, better deal  
Leaving me small, what's the appeal?

[Verse 2]  
In love, we're out, but his mind's adrift  
Undressing her with his eyes, our bond's a rift  
Is she doing this to me, or is he moving on?  
Physically here, mentally gone

[Pre-Chorus]  
But when I bring it up, I'm the crazy one  
Obsessed, selfish, and a nag, he’s the sun  
Friends tell me to leave, no specifics though  
Caught in his control, feeling so low

[Chorus]  
Why's his head turning 'round?  
Eyes on her, I feel the ground  
Craving a bigger, better deal  
Leaving me small, what's the appeal?

[Bridge]  
Then it hits, all the nights I missed  
Parties, friends, laughter, bliss  
Wasted on this loser, no more chances  
Time to dance, new romances

[Chorus]  
Why's his head turning 'round?  
Eyes on her, I feel the ground  
Craving a bigger, better deal  
Leaving me small, what's the appeal?

[Outro]  
So long, distracted boyfriend, I'm moving on

Distracted Boyfriend (N9 featuring Amy Ray remixed by Ebs)

Inspired by Ramz, Barking https://soundcloud.com/ramonerochester/barking?si=e7380ba535f64d4d861276ec924dd863&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing


[Verse 1]
Walking down Fore Street, sun on my skin
Girls in low tops, they invite me in
From Edmonton Green to Spurs, I stroll
Caught a girl’s eye, she made me lose control

Heading to see my beauty from Stokie
She’s been waiting, yeah, she wants to hold me
My ping ting from Edmonton Green, she's keen
Got a summer love, you know what I mean

[Chorus]
Summertime in the city, feeling so fine
Bright sun, blue sky, everything’s divine
Working all week, but the weekend’s mine
Party with my friends, let the good times shine

[Verse 2]
Working from home, chatting on the phone
Sitting in Pymmes Park, I'm in my zone
Coding on my MacBook, girls walking by
Their laughter like music under a clear blue sky

West Indian takeaway, lamb kebab on the side
Chillin' in the park, let the good vibes ride
The summer breeze, it whispers through the trees
Life feels so easy, got everything I need

[Pre-Chorus]
Ready for the weekend, can’t wait to unwind
Music, laughter, and a good time
Bright lights, late nights, we’ll be feeling so right
Dancing 'til the morning, under stars so bright

[Chorus]
Summertime in the city, feeling so fine
Bright sun, blue sky, everything’s divine
Working all week, but the weekend’s mine
Party with my friends, let the good times shine

[Bridge]
Sunset hues, colours in the sky
Evening falls, but we’re flying high
From Fore Street to the parties at night
Edmonton Green, everything’s alright

Girls in summer dresses, laughter in the air
Good food, good friends, nothing can compare
The rhythm of the city, the heartbeat of the night
Together we’re unstoppable, everything’s so bright

[Chorus]
Summertime in the city, feeling so fine
Bright sun, blue sky, everything’s divine
Working all week, but the weekend’s mine
Party with my friends, let the good times shine

[Outro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, oh, oh
Summertime vibes, living our dream
In Edmonton Green, life’s a beautiful scene

Summertime In The City(N9 featuring Elliott remixed by Ebs, features samples from Barking by Ramz)

[Intro]
"Dreams...dreams...dreams..."

Left my hometown, chasing stars
Crossed the sea to raise the bar
You seemed wise, tall, and strong
Thought I'd found where I belong

[Pre-Chorus]
Got the ring, the house, the man
Living out my picture-perfect plan
But something's missing, can't you see?
There's more to life, there's more to me

[Chorus]
Why'd you hurt me? (Why'd you hurt me?)
Can't you hear me? (Can't you hear me?)
I'm more than just your wife
I want my own life
Time to spread my wings and fly
Don't ask me why, don't make me cry
Hometown girl's dream won't die

[Post-Chorus]
Dreams won't die, dreams won't die
This hometown girl's dream won't die

[Verse 2]
At school, I was never the queen bee
Amazed that you fell for me
Loved the way you made me feel
Now I wonder, was it real?

[Pre-Chorus]
Got the baby, got it all
But these four walls feel like a prison hall
There's a fire you can't tame
I've got dreams I need to claim

[Chorus]
Why'd you hurt me? (Why'd you hurt me?)
Can't you hear me? (Can't you hear me?)
I'm more than just your wife
I want my own life
Time to spread my wings and fly
Don't ask me why, don't make me cry
Hometown girl's dream won't die

[Chorus]
Why'd you hurt me? (Why'd you hurt me?)
Can't you hear me? (Can't you hear me?)
I'm more than just your wife
I want my own life
Time to spread my wings and fly
Don't ask me why, don't make me cry
Hometown girl's dream won't die

[Bridge 1]
She came from far, thought I was her star
Gave her the world, but it wasn't enough
Now she's saying she needs more
Leaving me behind, walking out the door
What happened to our perfect plan?
Now I'm just a forgotten man

[Bridge 2]
In the quiet of the night
I remember why I fell
Your laugh, your touch, your smile
The stories we would tell

But dreams keep calling me
A fire I can't ignore
I'm torn between two worlds
The girl I was before

I never meant to hurt you
I hope you understand
I'm searching for the person
I was meant to be

Can we find a way?
To keep our love alive
While I chase my dreams
And still be by your side


[Chorus]
Why'd you hurt me? (Why'd you hurt me?)
Can't you hear me? (Can't you hear me?)
I'm more than just your wife
I want my own life
Time to spread my wings and fly
Don't ask me why, don't make me cry
Hometown girl's dream won't die

[Outro]
Hometown dreams...
Won't die...
This girl's gonna fly...

Why'd You Hurt Me (N9 with special guest Eva Unoyitzova remixed by Ebs)

[Verse 1]
Lights down low, heart beats fast
Society's rules? Let's break 'em, make it last
Hollywood's clean, but life's a mess
Time to confess what we suppress

[Pre-Chorus]
We're all hostages to our desires
Shame's the cage, but we're the liars
Break free, embrace what's inside
No more hiding, time to ride

[Chorus]
Fantasies unleashed, can you feel it?
(Feel it, feel it)
Four on the floor, bodies reveal it
(Reveal it, reveal it)
Dirty thoughts, pure sensation
No more shame, just celebration
Dance with your demons tonight

[Verse 2]
Red hair, blue eyes, what's your type?
Dominance or submission, wrong or right?
Quick and rushed or slow and sweet
Whatever you crave, don't retreat

[Pre-Chorus]
We're all prisoners of our flesh
Time to break out, start afresh
Embrace the heat, ignore the noise
Girls and boys, let's find our joys

[Chorus]
Fantasies unleashed, can you feel it?
(Feel it, feel it)
Four on the floor, bodies reveal it
(Reveal it, reveal it)
Dirty thoughts, pure sensation
No more shame, just celebration
Dance with your demons tonight

[Bridge]
On your knees or standing tall
Express yourself, give it your all
Vive la différence, that's what they say
Your body, your rules, don't throw it away

[Chorus]
Fantasies unleashed, can you feel it?
(Feel it, feel it)
Four on the floor, bodies reveal it
(Reveal it, reveal it)
Dirty thoughts, pure sensation
No more shame, just celebration
Dance with your demons tonight

Fantasy (Sped Up) - featuring Extinct - remixed by Ebs

Based on Ball de l'​à​liga
from Am​è​lia by Persicopi Invertit
https://periscopiinvertit.bandcamp.com/track/ball-de-l-liga
https://open.spotify.com/track/15kZVDBlB3OfoRI4hVesvl?si=b18f9f99d4d84d40

Special thanks to Mireia Carbonell (bass guitar)
This is a fair use interpolation for educational purposes


[Verse 1]
Can you see me?
I'm standing right here, in the shadows, hiding my fears
Can you hear me?
I'm whispering loud, but it’s lost in the crowd
Trying to reach out, hoping you'll understand
Can you feel me? Yeah
Deep in your soul
Can you feel me? (Oh)
The world's so cold, I'm feeling so small
God only knows how hard I try, mmm

[Chorus]
I am somebody, just like the rest
But you look right through me, even when I give my best
What more can I do, after I give my all to you?
I am somebody, trying to connect
But in this online world, I’m just a faceless speck

[Verse 2]
Do you know me? No
You never take the time, no
You don’t really know me, no, no
Do I matter to you?
Am I just another name you scroll by?
I wish you’d see the real me inside

[Chorus]
'Cause I am somebody, just like the rest
But you look right through me, even when I give my best
What more can I do, after I give my all to you?
I am somebody, trying to connect
But in this online world, I’m just a faceless speck

[Bridge]
(After I give my all to you) After I give my all to you
(Tell me what more can I do) Tell me what more, tell me can I do
(After I give my all to you) After I give my all to you
(What more can I do?) More can I do

[Verse 3]
Tell me, do you see me? (Do you see me?)
Do you feel me? (Do you feel me?)
Do you hear me? (Do you hear me?)
I'm reaching out to you (Reaching out to you)
Do you see me?
Do you feel me? (Do you feel me?)
Do you hear me?
I'm crying out to you

[Chorus]
I am somebody, just like the rest
But you look right through me, even when I give my best
What more can I do, after I give my all to you?
I am somebody, trying to connect
But in this online world, I’m just a faceless speck

[Outro]
Do you see me, see me, see me, see me
Can you see me?
Do you see me, I'm standing right here running freely
Do you see me?
Oh, can you feel me?
Said I'm crying out to you
Said I'm crying out to you

[Outro Spoken Word]
Find me at fake_invisible_me on Instagram, if you feel the same
In this digital age, we’re connected, yet alone, and it’s a shame

https://www.instagram.com/fake_invisible_me/

Can You See Me (N9 inspired by Persicopi Invertit) remixed by Ebs

Ezzy Elliott(ezzy.elliott@gmail.com) UK PSB TV and http://codingForJustice.org.uk. Passionate about justice, coding, autism, MUSIC & London N9. The views expressed in my songs are my own.

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