nothing (instrumental)

october, red october...

just let me bleed out
dont wanna think now
tired of the way that i'm used and abused
tired of the way you gaslight and accuse
there's still no way outta this one
i'll blow my head off with a gun
each october gets a little worse, and
each october feeds the fuckin curse
i'm old enough to fall from grace
but i'm young enough to save some face
i'd disappear and leave no trace
i'll make it clear, i can't escape
so burn it all and jump into
the fires, that will you make you new
a bleeding corpse, a heart in two
a severed bond tween me and you

misery month: immortal misery (diedinoctober)

4 years on and off of playing bass and guitar and I'm still so off time... I still think this is bad but it should be better than last time I uploaded it



i used to be fine now i never will again
now i waste my future for more time in my bed
i know ill crash soon
but i refuse to get up to standard
my retarded mind keeps me trapped inside an endless loop of failure

hey im a retard and im gonna end your bloodline
tell everyone im not sorry for wasting your time
hey to all my friends online this isnt a joke
my stupid bwaaa-ka life has got me by the throat

(its all stupid its all stupid i fuckin hate it i fuckin hate it) 
(its all stupid its all stupid i fuckin hate it i fuckin hate it) 
(its all stupid its all stupiddd bwaaaaaa)

i cant rise to the task i crumble under the pressure
i cant harden up im as coal as ever
im just the rough with no diamonds to discover
completely fucked up by the indifference of nature

(humming)

(chorus 2x)

(fuck!!!)

My stupid bwaaa-ka life

lyrics:

autistic bitches, wifiskeleton
autistic bitches like jaydes
autistic bitches like mandy
and they are all so fake

you’re gonna be the reason 
i’m gonna shoot some people
in game and and not in real life
because ur a fuck ass punk bitch
and you are all autistic
one comment you go ballistic
call yourself communistic
i bet you got some dyed hair
i bet you…

autistic bitches, wifiskeleton
autistic bitches like jaydes
autistic bitches like mandy 
and u are all so fucking fake

autistic bitches they like wifiskeleton
autistic bitches like their men so feminine
autistic bitches they don’t take their medicine
autistic bitches

and you are all just retards
and you will never see why
i hate you fucking much
can’t you all just die (please die)

autistic bitches, wifiskeleton
autistic bitches like jaydes
autistic bitches like mandy

autistic bitches

lyrics:

chords and tabs on my phone
that i can't really learn at all
spending time making covers
just to keep them for my own
always wanted to make music
but damn i think that i sound fake
if you call me a fed or stupid
theres not much that i can say for myself

I don't really want a job, or a student loan
Always looking through the window at people alone
Sorry to my family, they will find me blown
Just me and my guitar, together for sure

(shout out to my soundcloud followers... yeah)

the fake drums on my music
are starting to get really loud
trying to make decent lyrics 
i write like im ten years old

I don't really want a job, or a student loan
Always looking through the window at people alone
Sorry to my family, they will find me blown
Just me and my guitar, together for sure

shitty music

lyrics:

i’m so fucking weak i hate myself
i’m a fucking creep i hate myself
i’m so fucking weak i hate myself
i’m a fucking creep i hate myself
i hate my girl and i hate her friends
it feels so wrong do i need to be cleansed
i hate everything, i hate everything
i hate everything, i can’t do anything

from the very moment that i met you
i already knew that i’d regret you
drinking all night just to forget you
drinking all night, wish i never met you

i’m so fucking weak i hate myself
i’m a fucking creep i hate myself
i’m so fucking weak i hate myself
i’m a fucking creep i hate myself
i hate my girl and i hate her friends
it feels so wrong do i need to be cleansed
i hate everything, i hate everything
i hate everything, i can’t do anything

i know you’re lying to me
you’re a fucking whore stop fucking with me
i hate you so fucking much
 if you only knew what i did to you

hate everything

с тобой

i hope you overdose (ft. wencel)

ash on my sleeve from a dream i burned
clicked on the past but the page won’t turn
the walls hum soft now they’re breathing again
i nod along with a crooked grin
truth tastes better if you drown me again x2

yeah i dont care if the sky caves in
because its all noise it's battery and sin
shes a ghost in my fridge
shes haunting me now
she wants me to live
i think ill let her down

(wallow x4)

battery and sin

I see you sitting by the windowsill
And you're so beautiful
Oh, oh!
I see your legs hang off the bay
And I'm enchanted by the way
You lay!
It's always raining never stops
Why not prevent the turgid rot
Oh, no!
Your eyes are pretty, I adore
My pain is love for evermore
How quaint!

hate everything

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