please leave me under the cabinet
lost abandoned and forgotten
i'll keep in mind your promise
i'll make an effort next time
i'm not the hero of the story
please don't give me all the glory
it belongs to someone that's worthy
and you know i'm far from perfect
we know that this isn't working
fight over things unimportant
i know that you're more important
i wish you just thought the same
i wish no one was to blame
it feels like everything changed
you lay your head down in shame
as i throw mine on the blade

but hey now it's fine
we'll just talk around in circles
ignore every obstacle that's in our way
pretend that it's alright
and just go our separate ways
cuz that's life
it's no myth
it's no secret of the world
but i'll miss you that's for sure
or at least what i thought you were
and hey now it's fine
i'll just keep it moving forward
and know better than before

i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie
i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie

a hero you could look up to (prod.pr37)

try again w/ saikyoz (surgeon & hxini)

a know it all prod. luvpurp & meta

SELF LOATHING UNTIL U NOTICE (soma & digipak)

(@violetxx9)

(@4maya)
i got cuts all down my sleeve
promise me that you wont leave
dont leave me
i love so much pls believe me
yours tears fall like rain drops from the sky
hate being sentimental
so im getting high
jus to leave the past behind
watching all our memories fade away
now i feel the pain reside
and i feel the light shine
from deep inside
when nothings going right
i always find myself
going deeper and deeper
and now everythings out of sight
feel my breath fade in the distance
now ur gone and i really miss ur presence
synthetic skin oh ur perfect like pearlescent
my pain makes me feel whole
try my hardest but whats the end goal
i stride for my purpose baby thats my goal
thats my goal

(@h3artch3rades)
hide my heart under my sleeve
so that you wouldn't see
i know it's hard to sleep
when someone's not by your side
you're giving your all to me
and putting your arms on me
and giving me what i want
can we make it through the night

you keep your eyes on me
your hearts pulled me to and fro
if i realize it's over
i just might never go
you just might never see this
you just might never know
you just might never notice
what it was you meant to me

need you to show love
can you show love
need you to show love

your love forever after
but we found it the hard way out
i saw it on you
yeah it's written all over your face
it was so surreal
it was so surreal
it didn't even feel real when you told me

synthetic skin w/ h3artch3rades (violet)

i've been Stuck but without #you im better (k1ro)

with @sennaiidesu
#swagclique @swagclique
yea i thought i had it all from the start
guess that i was wrong
knew that when you teared out my heart
it'd all be gone
walk up in the store with my bros
we get what we want
walk up in the function lookin clean they all know what im on
hoodie vetements
pants dont remember them
way too many ties on me think i need to sever them
shirt match the belt when i walk up in the residence
if i seen ur pretty face before then id remember it
btch im 2 swag dunno y u thought otherwise
japanese my denim btch my pants im rockin NUMBER (N)INE
heard that he was talkin on my guys well he get crucified
aint no ressurecting when we comin thru n take ur life

@sennaiidesu
dont even wanna knowww
heart stuck on the hard times, i had to let gooo
guess i shoulda known i'd be better off aloneee
cant believe you'd do this to me
your words felt like daggers, yeah, they cut me too deep
been up for like hours tryna understand the reason
surely you can reason that you got me tweakin
yeah, im still breathin, but my heart is barely beatin
atleast we made it this far
but it came with change, i dont know what we are
forgave your mistakes, dont wanna be apart
tired of this heartache, can we just restart?

start over ft sennai (lati)

ch2rms - did U wrongg [prod. heroz & soma]

prod @pyu

https://youtu.be/Fwjm2MZyiLE?si=CUawJfZRfG6QZAws

https://open.spotify.com/track/4D8yDa7yUp7ldymOf0jYDc?si=54333e69903c4f51

baby i still see you
tell me do you see me ? 
suicide pact love
i’ll watch you from my grave love
dancing in the rain
hold me dearly until my body drops
i know you want to
be there when my time’s due
i could be your doll
you put your needles through me
sew my skin up like yarn
i wouldn’t even bleed
let you pick me apart
change me for your preference 
make me your work of art
get rid of imperfections 

whatever you want i’m on it
girl it’s not a problem 
treat me like a decoy
trap me in my coffin
i need to get out
i need to get out
just want you around 
that’s without a doubt

just me and her
that’s what i would prefer 
i be crying on my own
until my whole room hurts
she knows i’m a loser
and that i don’t want her to go
if you die i’ll be waiting 
waiting for my turn

spotifyyyy

until my body drops (meta) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC*

Produced and mixed by me 

We all know I'm not perfect
Running through these loops, yeah im hurtin
I can't even.. it's not worth it
I can't even.. it's not worth it
And you know damn well you don't deserve it
And you know damn well you don't deserve it
Yeah I changed the game, yeah I curved it
You been tellin lies, I'm not stupid I done heard it
Yuh
I can tell you're nervous
Like a sleeping dragon need my rest, don't disturb it
She took 1 look at me, she said I'm perfect
And no I'm not Chief Keef but I earned it
I put the key in and I turn it
I got taught lots of lessons yea I learned it
Feel like my fates already determined
It's the end, It's the end, gotta close the curtain
Don't come in, Don't come in, unless you are certain
Like honestly, I know you been lurkin
Don't lie to me, That's what i'm asserting
Say you don't want me, but you keep on flirtin
I don't really get it, I don't wanna listen
You won't accept it, look at what you missing
Needa find a new world that I can exist in
Feel like I'm bleeding, Like i did my wrist in
I don't really get why you're so persistent
In doing everything wrong, I need some distance
I can feel your energy and theres lots of resistance
Sometimes i feel like theres no place for my existence
Yeah, I blame myself too much
They tryna get down like they knew us
Needa find a place, need a new one
But I don't got no where to run

Huh?

prod @1luvpurp & @friendly

https://open.spotify.com/track/3saB6JiQAhTlPmISzHoJ96?si=a0be6f4b2f454be5

Lyrics :

trynna keep my head down
i just wanna keep my eyes closed
my life like a shit show
I'll see you at the front row

baby i just want you here
chalice filled with bloody tears
just drink it up girl don't be scared
you're not going anywhere

promise that you care about it
i hope you know i care about it
i don't wanna say goodbye to you
you're not just anybody
baby put your love on me
i can feel my flesh rotting
tomorrow I'll be dead prolly
she'll be laying with my dead body

i don't wanna wake up 
i don't wanna wake-
for you i don't wanna wait
there's blood splattered on my face
let me bite through you
tell me how you feel
cuz I'm feeling you
if you go i don't want to wait
for you I'll do anything

Spotify

Die with me (friendly & luvpurp)

discord: f0rw3rd
@sakura-no-uta
@isolat3d

i've been Stuck but without #you im better (k1ro)

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