breathe, bruh

(lil interlude that I just released because I have so much unreleased but I’m not ready to put it out yet)
***** i wanted to be dead for so long, and when death finally faced me me, i wanted to kill him

repost dis song if u like jesus



lyrical cotnentntnt:

lately ive been feeling like im dead
i got this feeling in my head
that i cant shake for the life of me
i try to breathe i cant
i cant back out from all my thoughts
maybe i am but maybe im not
i cant calm down for the life of me
i try to breathe i

i think about then dont know why
she said shes not afraid to die
im not either but i am
afraid to lose my only friend
please dont look into the water
i cany bear to see another
jump in when they see themselves
reflected from the olden well

lately ive been feeling like im dead
i got this feeling in my head
that i cant shake for the life of me
i try to breathe i cant
back down im sleeping with a pistol
ready for all that i wished for
how could i be scared of what i wanted
death is hiding in my closet

breathe

breathe

breathe (@unifishisback)

the first single off my EP botanical//electrical
prod soju


im 16 going on dead
and i dont wanna talk cuz im hanging off a ledge now
too young so i dont wanna die yet
(ooooo)
im 16 im going straight to hell
but ur going to heaven, so im wishing u well
(ooo no, fuck)

i know im only 16
but idgaf
i want u right here with me
cuz im scared of growing up
i want out this house
i wanna be with u all of my waking hours
i know im only 16
but i know ur the one

i fell face first in a bed of roses
petals in my hair but the thorns go unnoticed
my stems all on high key, and im pulling high notes best
but im just tryna show emotions
i put my foot on the throttle
i put a cork in a bottle
my bottles full of perfume
assume the best when i goggle
ur eyes astound me to this day
a ray of green over golden bay
i feel ok when ur holding me
i need u here to keep me safe

i know im only 16
but idgaf
i want u right here with me
cuz im scared of growing up
i want out this house
i wanna be with u all of my waking hours
i know im only 16
but i know ur the one

16 (soju)

LUV U DUCKU UR LIKE MY BESTIE OR SMTH LIKE THAT IDK

jaded w/ morganscreek (yukiro)

SHOUTOUT TO DYLAN I LOVE U, U PULLED THRU SO HARD FOR THIS

mattress w/ dylan longworth (9anyal)

THROWAWAY SONG

prod michael warren
mixed & mastered by me
cover art by me and big gart <3
a song abt coping

you say you want someone new
but to say you're wanted is a stretch (at the least)
now i'm stuck up in this tower with no food
and i've got no fucking purpose left

tell me i'm an asshole, take another sip
i'll write another sad song if i get a grip
got a bottle on my lip and a burden on my breath (yeah)
gimme just a bit baby, i'll have nothing left (yeah)
call me an asshole, i'll only fall faster
handgun heartache, shotgun pastor
vodka on my tongue and burden on my breath (yeah)
hope you had fun baby, i have nothing left (yeah)
i have nothing left
(yuh-huh)
(yuh-huh)
(nothing left)

yeah i got another chain, baby
fell out of my brakes
so the next time that i rev up
i'll be seeing how long it takes
just to crash into a wa-a-all
together we stand and together we fall
yeah i got another chain, baby
fell out of my brakes
so the next time that i rev up
i'll be seeing how long it takes
just to crash into (the) wa-a-all
together we stand and together we fall
together we topple, head over heels
for the chance of being told that our scars will never heal
and divided we conquer all of our demons
just to meet some new ones on our way to fucking healing
(say)
(say)
(ok)

tell me i'm an asshole, take another sip
i'll write another sad song if i get a grip
got a bottle on my lip and a burden on my breath (yeah)
gimme just a bit baby, i'll have nothing left (yeah)
call me an asshole, i'll only fall faster
handgun heartache, shotgun pastor
vodka on my tongue and burden on my breath (yeah)
hope you had fun baby, i have nothing left (yeah)
i have nothing left
(oh)
(oh)
(and i have nothing left anymore)

tower (michael warren)

prod michael harrison
mixed & mastered by me
a song abt old urges

this song is not about pills
no really, i swear

you take the pain, or so you say, that's why i'm here
cuz when i'm all alone at home, you whisper in my ear
and you look so pretty in the bright lights, but i know you're a liar
but i just can't help it
no i just can't help

take another pill another swan song
said i wanna kill, i didn't lie, so what?
why are you so mad about the bygones? (bygones)
let's just let it be and let the world burn up
i'm so fucking tired of thumping bibles
and maybe this temporary, i don't even care
now is now, lets tear it down in fucking piles
so stick another stake and light the pyre flare

i'm getting tired, fucking wired from this
it doesn't matter, wouldn't fix it if i could (could)(could)

concupiscence (michael harrison)

i wrote and recorded this in like 20 minutes, so here, have my brainshit
demo ig
might delete this soon

knock on the door
who is it for?
couldnt be me 
they dont come by anymore
all of my friends have forgot about me
but i guess thats ok
looking outside
from my windowsill desk
i see kids on a swingset
and it scares me to death
how are they happy?
why cant i forget?
nothing comes easy
and nothing is left
but nothing is right
and nothing is wrong
and everythings dying
one day at a time
and everyones trying 
to fix my new tone
but its here to stay
i want to feel like a kid again
shrill again
stupid and blissful and
real again
i just want to feel again
i just want to know
why you dont
come to play anymore
why you dont
come to play anymore

swingset (swiftslash)

3GODETH PRESENTS MONKEY BUSINESS
prod guda

(uh huh yes yes i do agree uh huh yes fuck u man)
(3GODEATH STOLE MY BITCH)

LONG SCOPE GO2BED
PUT THAT BARREL TO HIS HEAD
PULL THA TRIGGER NOW HE DEAD
LIL BITCH CRIED I MADE HIM BEG
IRON SIGHTS TRIPPLE THREAT
3 ROUND BURST INTO HIS CHEST
NECKLACE BROKE BITCH? USE MY HAND
U DONT KNOW SHIT WHO I AM

I GOT SUM HANDS, BITCH IN THE BACK
SHE WANT SOME DICK WHILE WE SMOKIN UP PACK
NOTHING ON FM, HIT TO MY TRACKS
DROP HER ASS OFF, BETTER CALL U A CAB
LONG CIGARETTES GOT HER TRAINED FOR THA SHMEAT
GABBY I LOVE U, NAH BITCH IMA LEAVE
U BETTER PAY FOR MA DINNER, CANT SUCK IT FOR FREE
SHE GON PAY BY THE INCH LIKE WE SANDBAGGIN SHI

(buncha business shit)

hitmark headshot like i'm playing cod
make hyperpop then I'm fucking ur mom
pardon my french, need ménage à troi
i'm ending ur life like i'm playing god

mark of the beast on my hand, it's a sin
high in the sky like i'm Booker DeWitt
feel like a crook so i'm crashing the whip
i want to see god so i make that shit clip

LONG SCOPE GO2BED
PUT THAT BARREL TO HIS HEAD
PULL THA TRIGGER NOW HE DEAD
LIL BITCH CRIED I MADE HIM BEG
IRON SIGHTS TRIPPLE THREAT
3 ROUND BURST INTO HIS CHEST
NECKLACE BROKE BITCH? USE MY HAND
U DONT KNOW SHIT WHO I AM

(ok so basically we traded ur bitch like stocks!!!1!)
3GODEATH TIL DEATh

TRADEB!TCHESLIKE$TOCKS W/ MINERVAA (GUDA)

(drmabeats x itsshxde x gateway)

black and milds on the shelf
see nothing worth a dime
im just tryna get some fresh tea
woah
mf wanna test me
and i dont wanna fuck
just want love but i guess she dont
just got back from the psych ward
they dont wanna place nice
when all you ever wanna do is die
and what you tryna pick a fight for
you aint gotta pry
i wont ever make it worth your time

but why tf you gotta send that?
im glad that youre happy
but please keep in mind that im not
and when youre numb from the sex
ill be missing your texts
that tell me you love me a lot
love me for what
say that im pretty
then pay me no mind
please tell me youre trying
cuz it just dont seem like it
tell me you mean it when
you say you feel like its love

i feel alone
im stuck at home
reading my journals
from when things were on
how did i fuck it so bad
now im stuck in the past
now nothing is right cant remember wha-

but why tf you gotta send that?
im glad that youre happy
but please keep in mind that im not
and when youre numb from the sex
ill be missing your texts
that tell me you love me a lot
love me for what
say that im pretty
then pay me no mind
please tell me youre trying
cuz it just dont seem like it
tell me you mean it when
you say you feel like its love

feelslike (drma x itsshxde x gateway)

cringe lmao

she suck me til i off
how tf you talkin shit you dont even got a job
you vain like omg
a couple rips up off this shit boy i aint even cough

smokin like rocky turn this shit up into baywatch
swervin in the prius make this shit feel like a maybach
spending all this shit im buying 8ths like im the count
burning all your money then im freezing your account
(back then)
you aint doin well since way way back then
all these 9s are all for you i feel like janet jackson
yea im playin factions
spin your jaw so hard you talk like you just hit a crackpen
all you make is wack shit
(why do you talk to me?)
talk yourself into a corner and bankrupt your company
nobody wants to be close
talking all that shit got shit up on your nose
shooting thru the door better get up on your toes
lyin thru your teeth man this shit is getting old
but who would ever know?
drunk ass bitch
lying ass prick
little ass dick
(OMG)

pussy boy u talk shit never wanna pull up
swimming with the fishes im a fucking barracuda
brodie think he hot shit always fucking botch it
i've been on a mission i don't got no fucking shootas
ima *puh puh puh* right into ur chest bitch
leave ur body open keep my pistol loaded
these mother fuckers grown ass men and still aint have no job
how you talking shit on twitter like u aint live with ur mom
how the fuck you actin tough?
little bitch leave a body with no witness uh
im a hitman, agent 47, huh
have u wishing u had stopped ur bitchin, bah

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