girlbossklub!
00clique
produced by @0n1on

lyrics:

punch in 
spend a day laying in the dark
lay in sin
idek who u r
toxic
now blood bleeding from my arm
did it again
idek who u r

punch in 
spend a day laying in the dark
lay in sin
idek who u r
toxic
now blood bleeding from my arm
did it again
idek who u r

wake up to gain 
nothing
slice away 
i smell like cigarettes
please shut the fuck up

wake up to gain 
nothing
slice away 
i smell like cigarettes
please shut the fuck up

wake up to gain 
nothing
slice away-

1 D0N'T KN0W U

self prod

lyrics:

back on the shelf again
idk what I should've expected
I'll hide myself inside this closet
you stuff my spine into your pocket

why do you think I'll lay down for you
when will you realize I'm not the one to live for 2
release the pressure off of my back bone
or I feel like I have to run to headphones

why do you think I'll lay down for you
when will you realize I'm not the one to live for 2
release the pressure off of my back bone
or I feel like I have to run to headphones

I had to run away, run away, run away
I had to run away, run away, run away
I had to run away, run away, run away
I had to run, run, run…

I had to run
it was you I couldn't face
got a hole in my chest and I know I can't replace
so I'm running to my headphones
why are you running through my head?

why do you think I'll lay down for you
when will you realize I'm not the one to live for 2
release the pressure off of my back bone
or I feel like I have to run to headphones

headphones

self prod

lyrics:

god dammit I'll hold on tightly 

goddamn I need to let it go

i do not want to fight you

i really just wanna know

was it worth the pain of dragging me through the mud?

or were the mistakes I made too far deep inside your blood?

I think I just need answers 

I think I just need help

I think I can't help myself

I think..


god dammit I'll hold on tightly 

goddamn I need to let it go

i do not want to fight you

i really just wanna know


what is the meaning of this?

why do you love to see me passed?

always gotta think about yourself

go ahead and put me on the shelf


what is the meaning of this?

why do you love to see me passed?

always gotta think about yourself

go ahead and put me on the shelf







growing pains

master by @chriad

lyrics:

don't tell how to express myself
need to free myself
sick of sticking my arms out of cell
now my heads stuck up in the way
my face turning red, but I'd rather be dead

and I'm stumbling, falling down the well, think I need some help
and I'm rolling off an eighth, I think I need to bring some hell
turn up, had to turn the lights on
you love to speak on me
let bygones be bygones 

pls just let me walk away in peace
yr crying over me, now yr screaming, begging, "please, just forget. it's better to let go"
I can't even handle what I don't even know

pls just let me walk away in peace
yr crying over me, now yr screaming, begging, "please, just forget. it's better to let go"
I can't even handle what I don't even know

give up on you because you said-
free myself now my brain can head home
give up on you because you said so
free myself now my brain can head-

and I'm stumbling, falling down the well, think I need some help
and I'm rolling off an eighth, I think I need to bring some hell
turn

stumbling (strang + xvrxo)

@srrygate
@zentobox
@negative_creeper

lyrics:

(f43)

lay down, play me like an Xbox controller

just like a tattoo, I'll regret u when im older

but now it's over, guess it's wtv!

I don't fucking love u, and I guess it's for the better

passed out on the balcony

I don't think u wanna see me

just look away, before I flee

"do u wanna stay with me?"

fuck no, stay away

I do not wanna leave, come out and play

thought u were my best friend 

turns out you're an enemy

the last words you say will be the end of me

lay down, play me like an Xbox controller

just like a tattoo, I'll regret u when im older

but now it's over, guess it's wtv!

I don't fucking love u, and I guess it's for the better

(gate)

better I could fucking kill you it dont matter 

sweater I can wear it no matter the weather

gunplay, driving down the wrong way on a one way

freeway drving off the side if you hate me

dont hate me 

im not wrong you should probably pay me

yea I could love you only maybe

just save me

side swipe bullets connecting like its wifi

it might be my fualt that you left me

I got a full clip dont tempt me

faceshot looking both ways catch a headshot

my bad so sad do you really mean that

(f43)

lay down, play me like an Xbox controller

just like a tattoo, I'll regret u when im older

but now it's over, guess it's wtv!

I don't fucking love u, and I guess it's for the better



play me w/ srrygate (zenny + negativecreeper)

mastered by @chriad
prod by @yonklolz

lyrics:

yea u came 2 me and poured your glass half full
you're always thinking about yourself, but i don't mind
waking up alone, it's better to not hear u raise your fucking tone
i guess its my fault
yea u came 2 me and poured your glass half full
you're always thinking about yourself, but i don't mind
waking up alone, it's better to not hear u raise your fucking tone
i guess its my fault

that i'm like this
i can't help
i can barely stand myself, my head is spinning round and round
my head goes tumbling, over and over
i did this all for you
i did this all for you

don't bring me under with your words
cause everything you say just makes me feel so much worse

searching for escape, fucking got my head rolling
cry before i fall, you won't see me at all
i need a wake up call, just move, before it gets to late
baby i made it clear, i don't want affection if its fake
just walk away
yea i guess thats what i'll have to do
to take care of my sanity
why you getting mad?
just walk away
yea i guess thats what i'll have to do
to take care of my sanity
why you getting mad?

yea u came 2 me and poured your glass half full
you're always thinking about yourself, but i don't mind
waking up alone, it's better to not hear u raise your fucking tone
i guess its my fault

that i'm like this
i can't help
i can barely stand myself, my head is spinning round and round
my head goes tumbling, over and over
i did this all for you
i did this all for you

just walk away
yea i guess thats what i'll have to do
to take care of my sanity
why you getting mad?
just walk away
yea i guess thats what i'll have to do
to take care of my sanity
why you getting mad?

don't bring me under with your words
cause everything you say just makes me feel so much worse

half full (yonklolz)

prod @subvxrt
feat. @whyhaze + @theockyway
mastered by @chriad

lyrics:

(f43)
throw my headphones on
getting 2 hazy got me feeling lost
copped it real quick don’t care about the cost
but life’s a bitch, i ain’t gon lose, ya i ain’t wrong

bitch nigga don’t want no smoke with us
talk stupid, i’ll leave your chest open bruh
no shots and i’ll leave your ass hung
now she hit me up, she calling me tha 1

subtract that nigga, i’m fucked, don’t add in
i’m tripping off these tablets like an addict
hot in dc ya i’m up like static
i feel like funny, pass the ball john madden

(haze)
Idgaf im runnin up
im w 43 we countin bands non stop
talkin on my bros i guarantee you fucked up
i got ur bitch on my jock.. i think that she in love
btch im w 00 yea i swear thats the squad
the whole gang on top n my money count up
i remember last year they use to doubt us
now i got my bands up had 2 make em shut up

(f43)
touch down in chicago with my bros
yea we going fucking crazy counting hella dough
i love to see the fucking doubt, yea they'll never know
gon be on top soon, yea i stay with double 0

(oxxy)
and i say (lets go) i keep a shooter by my side
he in the way (oh fuck) he been dodging with precision
and i got 2020 vision, cause my year fuckin sucked
bet it all on 23, cause that's the year that we all going up
or i'm going up atleast, buy a fuckin lease
all you niggas gonna leech, cause now i'm rolling in my cheddar
pick a different side, and you'll wonder why, 20 years
when you still work your 9-5, i'm still with my boys drinkin beer

(f43)
bitch nigga don’t want no smoke with us
talk stupid, i’ll leave your chest open bruh
no shots and i’ll leave your ass hung
now she hit me up, she calling me tha 1

subtract that nigga, i’m fucked, don’t add in
i’m tripping off these tablets like an addict
hot in dc ya i’m up like static
i feel like funny, pass the ball john madden

static

static w/ whyhaze + oxxy (subvxrt)

prod @ogbrayam
mixed and mastered by me
lyrics:

ya i doubt it
keep a bunch of secrets in the closet
had 2 kill it off like a fucking bad habit 
push me off the edge, then we don’t talk about it
we don’t talk about it

push me out the chair
u wanna win but life ain’t fair
guess i’m the turtle, ur the hare
this ain’t no match, u can’t compare

i just need some oxygen like oxxy
you is just my son, u cannot copy
everything is permanent like sharpie
and you choking up, you could never stop me

ya i’m sick and tired, got me feeling like a deadman
i just point and shoot, ya let it go like rubber band
run your fucking mouth, like gaara nigga, put u in the sand

ya i feel like jotaro, but i don’t need the world
ya she wanna touch me up, she calling me the one
pulling down the zipper like i got sticky fingers
ya she said she hate me but i don’t rlly need her

ya i doubt it
keep a bunch of secrets in the closet
had 2 kill it off like a fucking bad habit 
push me off the edge, then we don’t talk about it

ya i doubt it
keep a bunch of secrets in the closet
had 2 kill it off like a fucking bad habit 
push me off the edge, then we don’t talk about it
we don’t talk about it

push me out the chair
u wanna win but life ain’t fair
guess i’m the turtle, ur the hare
this ain’t no match, u can’t compare

stick u up in the frame, and i’ll pin u on the wall
now i’m smoking that high grade, and i can’t fuck with y’all 
floating blue, in the sky, cannot fall
floating blue, in the sky, cannot fall

ya i doubt it
keep a bunch of secrets in the closet
had 2 kill it off like a fucking bad habit 
push me off the edge, then we don’t talk about it
we don’t talk about it

push me out the chair
u wanna win but life ain’t fair
guess i’m the turtle, ur the hare
this ain’t no match, u can’t compare

push me out the chair
u wanna win but life ain’t fair
guess i’m the turtle, ur the hare
this ain’t no match, u can’t compare

doubt it

doubt it (brayam)

prod and mastered by @chriad
mixed by me

lyrics:
i left a part of me
you got me sitting up
counting all the casualties 
like are u listening?
i don’t even wanna be
just another part of u
cut the bars and set me free

set him down at the bottom of the barrel
leave me lone, yea i’m feeling like a scarecrow
break my phone, don’t hmu, reap what u sow
break my bones, don’t fmu, bury me in blow

and now i gotta go, cover me in paint
everyday i wake up, ya it feels the same
ofc u luv 2 point ur finger, can’t take blame
ofc yr gonna paint a picture, build a frame

i’ve been reaching for the stars, so u can’t put me back
you got me closing up my heart, i don’t wanna see u last
i’ve been reaching for the stars, so u can’t put me back
you got me closing up my heart, i don’t wanna see u last

i left a part of me
you got me sitting up
counting all the casualties 
like are u listening?
i don’t even wanna be
just another part of u
cut the bars and set me free

just let me free now
yea i saw u at the store, u watched me bleed out
yea i’m sick of fucking trying, clear to see now
yea u love 2 beat me up, i had 2 break down

can’t put these pieces back together 
i can’t play no jigsaw
so now u play with his jaw
if u have a problem u gon get it knocked off
u a fucking bitch bruh, we get it, ya u fell off

i left a part of me
you got me sitting up
counting all the casualties 
like are u listening?
i don’t even wanna be
just another part of u
cut the bars and set me free

and now i gotta go, cover me in paint
everyday i wake up, ya it feels the same
ofc u luv 2 point ur finger, can’t take blame
ofc yr gonna paint a picture, build a frame

scarecrow

scarecrow (chriad)

prod @bleachcraft @auguryy
mixed and mastered by me ;p

lyrics:

i’m freezing cold
that shit is getting old
she keep my coat
break me down i’m feeling low
no tic-tac-toe 
got me falling off the rope 
i feel like gon
left me broken no pitou 

i need my heart back though
break my will and you let it all go
keep it sealed, i won’t tell a soul 
let it fall out your hands and you’ll know


nah don’t give it back
i’ll leave you in the past
but ur 2 quick 2 ask
i knew it would never last
way 2 many hits
the cake got me stuck
test my luck nigga imma call ur bluff

in 3005 but i ain’t donald glove
and ofc i’m right, i can’t make ts up
and she keep me in her pocket like a tamagotchi 
keep that ring around my neck but u say u love me

i need my heart back though
break my will and you let it all go
keep it sealed, i won’t tell a soul 
let it fall out your hands and you’ll know

i’m freezing cold
that shit is getting old
she keep my coat
break me down i’m feeling low
no tic-tac-toe 
got me falling off the rope 
i feel like gon
left me broken no pitou 

lisa: what r u in for?

scott: i got in a fight, an awesome fight.

lisa: did u win?

scott: uhh, not rlly. 

lisa: well at least you’re honest. are u new?

scott: yea

lisa: me too, i’m lisa

scott: scott pilgrim

lisa: how long have you been here?

scott: 15 mins

lisa: and you already got beat up? you must be totally great, we should be friends.

nah don’t give it back
i’ll leave you in the past
but ur 2 quick 2 ask
i knew it would never last
way 2 many hits
the cake got me stuck
test my luck nigga imma call ur bluff

tamagotchi

tamagotchi (bleachcraft + augury)

prod @offsen1
ft. @darkestnet @theockyway
mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

(f43)
and they hate on me
hate on me god
i just wish that i could seek help
got me fucked trapped in -
got me fucked trapped in hell

why you run ur mouth? i owe u nothing
u love 2 cut me off
tell me why yr so disruptive 
don’t give a fuck
3 hearts sipping potion
yr out of luck
loaded gun just set in motion

why you run ur mouth? i owe u nothing
u love 2 cut me off
tell me why yr so disruptive 
don’t give a fuck
3 hearts sipping potion
yr out of luck
loaded gun just set in motion

you ain’t crossing shit bitch i’m on my own
i think it’s better if i know
watch me fuck up, change the tone
had 2 bury me in blow
had 2 build with 00
sick of exchanging dial tones
sick of looking at my phone

(uxie)
fucking with the 0s
we gon get him goneee
took me like a month to record this
like OH MY GAWDDD
ik im the one 😌
need 100 don’t need 1s
run up on me FLASH OUT
uxie get it done :)
im still in my zone bruh ✌🏻
kicking down ur door bruh 
wanna run up onMe
imma up that score yeaaaa
i cant fw fake 1S
i cant fw lame 1S
U talking abt me
u sound fucking gay bruh 😭😭😭

(f43)
and they hate on me
hate on me god
i just wish that i could seek help
got me fucked trapped in -
got me fucked trapped in hell

you ain’t crossing shit bitch i’m on my own
i think it’s better if i know
watch me fuck up, change the tone
had 2 bury me in blow
had 2 build with 00
sick of exchanging dial tones
sick of looking at my phone

and they hate on me
hate on me god
i just wish that i could seek help
got me fucked trapped in -
got me fucked trapped in hell

(oxxy)
i ain't fuckin with a hoe den, im boutta slide in
i think ill fucker with a trojan then im boutta ride it
we pullin up we wearin matte black, n other niggas wish they had that
and that i said i love you never, so go get your bags cause u gotta pack
i know i been under the weather, i pull on your block im smokin ur pack
i pull up on da opps, i do it like that, if you still wanna talk we do it like that
there isn't a need to be so attached, i only rap cause bitches like dat

(f43) 
and they hate on me
hate on me god
i just wish that i could seek help
got me fucked trapped in -
got me fucked trapped in hell

potion

potion w/ uxie + oxxy (offsen1)

prod @hartfxlt2k
mixed and mastered by me
get this to 1k for more music <3
lyrics:

don’t wanna hear excuses anymore
all this pressure on my back i’m sore
you let me fucking rot into my core
you break me down, pick me up, yr bored!

i’m sick of falling down
tell me where 2 go
don’t wanna fight rn
i wanna go home
ofc u take it out
sinking in a hole
you wanna see me frown
ripping up my clothes

i’m sick of falling down
tell me where 2 go
don’t wanna fight rn
i wanna go home
ofc u take it out
sinking in a hole
you wanna see me frown
ripping up my clothes

i been changing, moving for the better
you keep changing, pls stop writing letters
can’t stop pacing, i think we should sever
you keep changing, pls stop writing letters

don’t wanna hear excuses anymore
all this pressure on my back i’m sore
you let me fucking rot into my core
you break me down, pick me up, yr bored!

pop one, 
no i had 2 kill anxiety 
stop, run.
now i’m fighting for the life in me
fuck you,
yea u break me down to plant a seed
in my brain,
you got me falling down onto my knees

i’m sick of falling down
tell me where 2 go
don’t wanna fight rn
i wanna go home
ofc u take it out
sinking in a hole
you wanna see me frown
ripping up my clothes

i’m sick of falling down
tell me where 2 go
don’t wanna fight rn
i wanna go home
ofc u take it out
sinking in a hole
you wanna see me frown
ripping up my clothes

pop one, 
no i had 2 kill anxiety 
stop, run.
now i’m fighting for the life in me
fuck you,
yea u break me down to plant a seed
in my brain,
you got me falling down onto my knees

my clothes

my clothes (hartfxlt)

prod @prodsoma @prodgreentop
mixed n mastered by me 
lyrics:

not everyone is out to get me
ya i feel like uzi, call me leslie
bouncing off the walls, call me bellamy
blacking out the screen, right infront of me

ya nigga i’m not shit
want us to last longer, go ahead and take pic
and i won’t take a deal, bitch i ain’t no fucking pig
want us to last longer, go ahead and take a pic

god damn it, fay been causing havoc uh
ain’t no salad, bitch i’m finna toss it up
aim is damage, ofc that man inspired us
ofc that man inspired us-

i just had to let you go

you just acting stupid
had 2 let ‘em know
turning down the heat
i can’t set it off
ofc i’m 00
had 2 stay on top
push him through the door
know i’ll never stop

nah i know u miss me
smoking 2 much tree, i can’t feel a thing 
never been 2 Houston, need some whitney 
pls don’t move 2 fast, my hands r busy

staying fucked up for the weekend
no it’s wtv ya u love to see me bleeding
broken like a feather, ya u left me with no reason
left me on the floor, never know what i’m seekin 

not everyone is out to get me
ya i feel like uzi, call me leslie
bouncing off the walls, call me bellamy
blacking out the screen, right infront of me

ya nigga i’m not shit
want us to last longer, go ahead and take pic
and i won’t take a deal, bitch i ain’t no fucking pig
want us to last longer, go ahead and take a pic

out 2 get me

out 2 get me (soma + greentop)

prod @iwasthatrobochick
mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

i forgot 
the way yr lips feel
do u miss me?
when i’m gone
i forgot
that u never cared 
and i’m wrong

i don’t know how 2 give it up
i’ll press play watch the scene go,
ya i’m through with us
and you want me to fall straight through but i’m not done
and you love to act straight off of lust
man i’m so fucked

i forgot
how quick i could forget u
cause u left me feeling used 

i can’t stop
i feel so worthless
left me sitting behind curtains

please don’t say another word to me
something’s gotta give
something’s gotta give

and i just need 2 sleep for abt a week
i don’t wanna live
i don’t wanna live

please don’t say another word to me
something’s gotta give
something’s gotta give

and i just need 2 sleep for abt a week
i don’t wanna live
i don’t wanna-

wake up
ya i just sit in silence
now i’ve been losing guidance 
it’s never enough 
who can u confide in?
who can u confide in…

i forgot 
the way yr lips feel
do u miss me?
when i’m gone
i forgot
that u never cared 
and i’m wrong

i forgot
how quick i could forget u
cause u left me feeling used 

i can’t stop
i feel so worthless
left me sitting behind curtains

i forgot

i forgot (jade)

mixed and mastered by me
prod by @pw4prez @m2monroe

lyrics:

(f43)

and u tear me down, let me fall
i wanna see u happy, need a miracle 
and u tear me down, let me fall
i wanna see u happy, need a miracle 

i just need a clear view
like r u listening?
i can never stand u
u never under stand me
wanted me 2 waste it all
so i’ll drown ts in alcohol 

i’ll never see u the same again

we can never just be friends
bc u want me dead
no you weren’t worth it in the end

bc of everything u said to me
i’m checking what was left
ofc i’m leaving what was left of me
you believe i won’t forget

(zix)

problems stackin up
i keep goin off
slowly backin up 
i’ve handled enough 
i done lose ur trust..

how dumb to think 
im the chosen one?
i’m chosen for none
i’ve chose to run away

u won’t see me again,
bet ur happy tellin all of ur friends
how it came to end
they said “good he’s a mess”
they won’t understand
i’m still holding ur hand,,
in my dreams..

(f43)
and u tear me down, let me fall
i wanna see u happy, need a miracle 
and u tear me down, let me fall
i wanna see u happy, need a miracle 

(haze)

miracle
it only happens in my dreams
u feel terrible but then u put it on me
i lost u or lost what i thought u were
just wanted to call u & talk but i just make things worst
i tried. tired of saying goodbye
time after time
wna start over again
i was so blindd
i missed all the signs
i should’ve known that u & me would end

(f43)
i just need a clear view
like r u listening?
i can never stand u
u never under stand me
wanted me 2 waste it all
so i’ll drown ts in alcohol 

i’ll never see u the same again

clear view

clear view w/ zixdown + whyhaze (sochi + monroe)

ft @twentyfifth
prod n mastered by @chriad
mixed by f43
lyrics:

(f43)

nothing ever feels-
let me down
this isn’t real


no nothing ever feels right
my brain is stuck i wanna die
so i think it’s time to take flight
so i think it’s time 4 bed
no you’ll never see me dead
no i’ll never see you
again

surf reality like bladee
ya love is just a game
but you’ll never play the same
plug me in like lain
off the shrooms eye dilate 
pls just slow the pace
what do u have 2 gain?

on 
one
two bumps 2 wake up
the tears drowning my makeup (x2)

(twenty fifth)

im disgusted by the actions ur making
and im exhausted of seein u tryin to ruin me
of replayin this movie in my head
i dont wna feel empty again
i threw these pills in the trash
no matter wht happens i will never take em back
im so done w this shit cuz yea for me ur dead
im glad ill nvr have some1 like u again

(f43)
 
you won’t come around
look down
the bottom of the barrel
i’m left to hang like a scarecrow
my phone is ringing but my screen is broke
shards left over slice my fingers
i guess that i’ll keep shouting till my teeth hurt
keep smoking till i’m ash
my lungs will turn to rust
push me over while you laugh
like is this really love?

no nothing ever feels right
my brain is stuck i wanna die
so i think it’s time to take flight
so i think it’s time 4 bed
no you’ll never see me dead
no i’ll never see you- (x2)

make up

make up w/ twentyfifth (chriad)

mixed by me
mastered by @chriad
had 2 leave u in the past

lyrics:

something’s are better left unsaid 
something’s are better when you’re dead
maybe i just needed a home

i’m gone 2 straight 2 the dome
ofc i’m wrong you wanna see me fold
ofc i’ll never take you back
had drop you in the past
all the time you fucked me over 
ya u rlly make me laugh

ya but it’s wtv

u leave a sour taste in my mouth
when things go south
i’ll be right here (i swear)
you keep holding your mouth
you disappear
i just needed help
but you’re not near

it was something that needed to be cleared
it was nothing to you that’s what i feared ://
i just had 2 let go
you could never break my temple 
our love could be so simple
i can read you like a stencil 

something’s are better left unsaid
something’s are better when you’re dead
something’s are better left unsaid 
something’s are better when-

i’m gone 2 straight 2 the dome
ofc i’m wrong you wanna see me fold
ofc i’ll never take you back
had drop you in the past
all the time you fucked me over 
ya u rlly make me laugh

ya but it’s wtv

let go let go (x2)

imma fuck up
stay fucked up daily 
i don’t give a fuck bruh
none of u niggas ever made me
love to stretch your words
you say it’s just a white lie
now i’m doing all these white lines

it was something that needed to be cleared
it was nothing to you that’s what i feared ://
i just had 2 let go
you could never break my temple 
our love could be so simple
i can read you like a stencil 

u leave a sour taste in my mouth
when things go south
i’ll be right here (i swear)
you keep holding your mouth
you disappear
i just needed help
but you’re not near

white lines

white lines (hartfxlt)

prod @aintitmardee and @medium0917
mixed and mastered by me 
sick and tired, can't look up at my screen </3

lyrics:

i said let go of me tonight hoe
only lasted 3 days like a trial
ya u got me on the ground like a psycho
ya u caught me sitting in the club with my eyes low

said i’m doing better now
ofc u never wanted help
could’ve reached me by now
i gave you the benefit of doubt
ofc u never wanted help
no i’ll never break for the wealth

remember when you’d leave from my window
just try to forget
(try to forget)
remember how you’d taste with my eyes closed
just trying to live
trying to live

remember when you’d leave from my window
just try to forget
(try to forget)
remember how you’d taste with my eyes closed
just trying to live
trying to live

i’m sick and tired, i can’t look up at my screen
you’re just a liar, i keep tweaking off them beans
i’m so tired, i can’t look up at my screen
you’re just a liar, i keep tweaking off them beans
i’m sick and tired, i can’t look up at my screen
you’re just a liar, i keep tweaking off them beans
i’m so tired, i can’t look up at my screen
you’re just a liar, i keep tweaking off them beans

i said let go of me tonight hoe
only lasted 3 days like a trial
ya u got me on the ground like a psycho
ya u caught me sitting in the club with my eyes low

remember when you’d leave from my window
just try to forget
(try to forget)
remember how you’d taste with my eyes closed
just trying to live
trying to live

psycho

psycho (mardee + medium)

prod @decago + @1altr
mixed n mastered by me :)

lyrics:

i swear to god i’m done
ofc i had to call your bluff
she keep acting like i’m dumb
i just need some better luck
always reaching my hand out
yea she kicked me out at 17
always tryna black out
no she didn’t want my help

ofc i’m smoking to forget
now it’s getting to my head
i just need some better rest
and now it seems like you never cared
when i was eight years old you were never there
and i just needed guidance 

i’m getting tired quick
i know i can’t confide in you
i don’t know how i’ll live
i’ll throw my head into a brick wall
the questions loaded like a pistol
i know i couldn’t let go
you make it seem so simple

you told me that you quit but that’s a lie
yea it’s been this way since 15
i feel like i’m gon die
no i can’t let-
you told me that you quit but that’s a lie
yea it’s been this way since 15
i feel like i’m gon die
no i can’t let go

and i just needed guidance 
i’m getting tired quick
i know i can’t confide in you
i don’t know how i’ll live
i’ll throw my head into a brick wall
the questions loaded like a pistol
i know i couldn’t let go

i swear to god i’m done
ofc i had to call your bluff
she keep acting like i’m dumb
i just need some better luck
always reaching my hand out
yea she kicked me out at 17
always tryna black out
no she didn’t want my help
ofc i’m smoking to forget
now it’s getting to my head
i just need some better rest
and now it seems like you never cared
when i was eight years old you were never there
and i just needed guidance

guidance (decago + xeno)

prod @zixdown @yashio20k
mixed and mastered by me

yr just getting to my head cause u can
i couldn’t text back my bad
knew you would break me that’s facts
now i need 2 hit a four 2 get back
i couldn’t text back my bad
you was tryna keep me down

just keep me out of this
you keep my in the background
throw a tantrum like a kid
ya you kicked my fucking mirror
you made it clear
that you wanted me anyways
can’t stay here

ofc i fell down
can’t break out
i’m hell bound
i miss u
im a let down
i hate this town
it feels like i won’t make it out 
ofc i fell down
can’t break out
i’m hell bound
i miss u
im a let down
i hate this town
it feels like i won’t make it out 

just keep me out of this
you keep my in the background
throw a tantrum like a kid
ya you kicked my fucking mirror
you made it clear
that you wanted me anyways
can’t stay here

“no one can change the past, that goes for this world as well.
i should’ve known there were no do overs, it’s too late.”

yr just getting to my head cause u can
i couldn’t text back my bad
knew you would break me that’s facts
now i need 2 hit a four 2 get back
i couldn’t text back my bad
you was tryna keep me down

now i’m 2 high 4 ts
i don’t remember what u said cause i can’t listen 
yea u leave me on the ground, blood glistens 
yea i hate when ur around, is this living?

just keep me out of this
you keep my in the background
throw a tantrum like a kid
ya you kicked my fucking mirror
you made it clear
that you wanted me anyways
can’t stay here

hell bound

hell bound (zixdown + yashio)

guitar and drums by @marluxxiaa on ig
bass by @chriad
vocals performed by me

sick of crying over worthless bodies
blood is drawing closer
drag me- farewell
can’t bid you farewell 

turn bastard you make me sick

judge me with your scarlet eyes
filled with blood you hope i die
judge me with your scarlet eyes
filled with blood you hope i die

blame me for all that is done
i’ll keep running these circles in spite

crying over worthless bodies
blood is drawing closer
drag me- farewell
can’t bid you farewell 

judge me with your scarlet eyes
filled with blood you hope i die
judge me with your scarlet eyes
filled with blood you hope i die

judgment for the rich and pompous 
your logic makes me sick just stop it (x2)

why would i get on my knees,
if you won’t acknowledge my life?
why the fuck won’t you help me?
do you wanna see me die? (x2)


fallen

broken

shards are falling out of me

fallen 

angels crying for the fucking rapture

scarlet eyes

prod by @1ello5k
mixed and mastered by me
vox by me

lyrics:

bitch i break through the door, needa 2 step
jugged a brick, now u broke, boy u useless
now ur bro say u folded u real bitch
you ain’t on shit, like nigga i been done this
nigga quit talking all that shit
it’s redundant 
sick of all that bluffing
nigga where we running?
nigga quit talking all that shit
it’s redundant 
sick of all that bluffing
nigga where we running?

this is what i’m boutta do i’m boutta fuck it up (x4)

let’s go (x4)
fuck it up
let’s go 
fuck it up
let’s go

yea i love to watch your ass bounce like dough
yea i love to watch your ass bounce like dough
eyes on me when i walk through the door
eyes on me when i walk through the door

now i’m up didn’t make it on my own
like 00 nigga that’s my family ain’t no bros 
you niggas hoes
reaching out your hands wanting more
like nigga no
i could never fold on my own

bitch i break through the door, needa 2 step
jugged a brick, now u broke, boy u useless
now ur bro say u folded u real bitch
you ain’t on shit, like nigga i been done this

BEEN DONE DIS

#LETSGO (ELLO)

prod mardee n medium n pray4solo
ft @1sloan

lyrics:

(f43)

ofc i’m falling back can’t stop
hearts been bruised yea no knot
and ofc u know nothing i’m not the one u love
yea i guess i’m a dub
fill my head with thoughts of love

i’m dying 
wishing you would notice 
stop lying
u keep breaking my focus
it looks nerving 
what if it ain’t over
now i’m sober
i won’t get closer

ofc i’m falling back can’t stop
hearts been bruised yea no knot
and ofc u know nothing i’m breaking over all of this
i just needed space and time
why you covering ur ties?

behind my back
ofc u throw it in a bag 
you don’t know i’m fallen for a fact
acting like a psycho i’m done
ya you’re numbing up my lungs

it means nothing if i don’t make progress 
and i can’t stop this 
just like a habit 
i can’t throw u aside

do my best to forget you
now i’m done
i won’t borrow luck
and i guess that means nothing
so i’m pulling up to the club
and you needed something to tell you that you won

behind my back
ofc u throw it in a bag 
you don’t know i’m fallen for a fact
acting like a psycho i’m done
ya you’re numbing up my lungs

(sloan)


(f43)

it means nothing if i don’t make progress 
and i can’t stop this 
just like a habit 
i can’t throw u aside

progress

progress w/ 1sloan (mardee + medium + pray4solo)

@aintitmardee
@medium0917
mixed n mastered by me :))

lyrics:

(with him, annoying, left broken)
(i know you’re with him, yea it’s so annoying, promise left broken)

a white lie 
a broken promise 
a black eye
could’ve never thought of this
fear is taking over, ofc i’m gonna run
and you just wanna drag me back my heart is feeling stunned
wasn’t ever the same after all of this
you left bruises on the side of lip
and you ran your hand straight down my ribs 
and i ran my mouth until she burnt me down to ash
ofc you tried to fucking make me mad
blame me again i’ll smoke until i’m numb 
i swore to fucking god you were the one

i know better now
i know better now
don’t tell me i need help
i’m puffing on these clouds
i stay puffing on that loud
bitch i might be down but i can’t be out

i know you’re with him, and yea it’s so annoying
promise left broken
i know you’re with him, and yea it’s so annoying
promise left broken

you throw my phone screen crack
push my face against the glass
and you told me i was boring
nah we just moving too fast

acting like i’m too much
i’ll put over a mask
now all i see is blood
i said i’m not going back

i know better now
don’t tell me i need help
i’m puffing on these clouds
i stay puffing on that loud
bitch i might be down but i can’t be out

i know you’re with him, and yea it’s so annoying
promise left broken
i know you’re with him, and yea it’s so annoying
promise left broken

broken promise

broken promise (mardee x medium)

instrumental by wisssery
\
i have to tread lightly
drag me underneath you
you’ll let me down
i know you’ll make it a point to
embarrass me and i can’t deal anymore 

fuck me
tear down
what you thought you knew
of me
and i’ll free myself
from your words and neglect
there is something more
there is something left

there is something left

it was something
that was needed
it was difference 
it was distance
not needed at all

not needed at all
if you knew how i felt 
would you still act the same
would you still try to break even
with my hands clasped together
and my knees torn to pieces 

is this what you want from me?
i can’t make sense of this
help me

light

intrumental by wisssery

i gave back what you had to say.
these thoughts ricochet in my head
like a bullet hitting concrete
it’s not safe to take another step

i’ll take these thoughts out on myself
another victim of your ignorance
today i will fly freely
nose dive to the bottom of this well

drown me in hope and forgiveness
when i know you’re the one who did this

you gave me hope for the future
and then you told me you couldn’t listen

you gave me up
facade of lust
i can’t believe you wanted

you gave me hope

a breath of clarity

all instruments played by me
mixed and mastered by me
ft vocals from @whyhaze

lyrics:

(whyhaze)

If you were here
i would take you everywhere
waste away
throw my life away
for you, for you
(let me go
no need to hold on
burn the bridge
you never got a chance to walk on)

(isabella)

you never loved me
if this is what content is

if this is what
you left behind
i’ll burn myself
to ashes
and fall in your arms 
you will be my cocoon 
and i will return to the earth
make me whole

in your arms

in your arms w/ whyhaze

all instruments played by me
mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

if this
last thought 
had kept its distance
i would feel so special
put down my walls

5 years of self reflection 
if this is what you hate
i’ll see through you 

take off your mask
you took my dignity
i swore i loved you
a monster in disguise
a wolf in sheep’s clothing


if this last thought had kept its distance…
you meant nothing

f43

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