Save You (Who's Gonna Save Me?)

Lyrics: 
yea at yo bitch crib smoking medical 
eh i got that pussy boi inside my reticle
make an entrance pullin up wit a wrecking ball 
i play dumb i aint seeing yall 
yea im out causing mayhem 
send shots right up at u n yo mans 
comin in groups lookin like the blue men 
its been stuck i will not budge no i aint moving 
call out a pave low 
pull the trigger then u know its case closed 
str8 rip it 
gone put a dent in 
what u doin now ha i already did it 
up in submission 
u gone have to hold me back 
bb i knew none of this would last 
yea dont know how to act 
yea dont know how to act 
x2

Act Up ( Prod. me )

call me w/ counter (16kibo)

Master: ToTheSky
@f4cility631

https://soundcloud.com/f4cility631

Back at my Peak w/ f4cility (prod. nightiger)

all with @tores
all are for sale: https://traktrain.com/tores

1. don't stare
2. angels
3. save me
4. highschool crush
5. summer memories
6. goodbye forever
7. akihabara
8. fear not

spring 2k25 clips @tores

prod @omgisai

you took it all and left
no baby i'm so tired of the way you make me feel
my life has been hella boring
look at me i'm a fucking mess
i lost all capabilities of making something right
i'm starting to think the worst
i know it's not healthy but this feeling is a curse
i liked when we talked about the shit that made you laugh
now i'm stuck on the little things i'll wait until i crash
who will take the blame?
if i look back in two years am i the same?
yeah i love my life because i treat it like a game
everyone that I've ever encountered is insane (but who am i to-)
at the end of the night
i miss how you liked
i know its not right but it keeps me up all the time

took it all cover @omgisai

prod by @0shimamura

lyrics:

@peiflowy
This shit is feeling strange
I'm feeling hella pain
I'm calling out your name
Gotchu you stuck in my brain
Looking at your face
My eyes hit the floor
I think I'm giving hints
Pretty sure that you know
Think I loved you from the start
Gave you everything in my heart
Swear that I played my part
Hope that we go far

@trustohm
Now I'm lost in the dark
feelin' cold in my heart
you was there at the start
but you tearin' apart
Now I'm chillin' alone
staring down at my phone
hopin’ you hit my tone
but you left, now you gone

I was real, I was true
gave my time all to you
now I don’t know what to do
got me stuck in the blue

@haunted_sad
Yeah, yeahh 
I didn't know like what to do
Living in the past, all these #memoriesofu
Crystalized in my heart you just really gleamed
Remembein the past baby, it still haunts me
Yeah, baby, always knew I was the issue
You left me hollow to the core, yeah, I don't miss u
I can't remember the days where i felt alright
Loopin back in my head I think I wna die

gone - pei flowy + trustohm + haunted_sad (shimamura)

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/track/5guLDKC32GRVJWMDytFq3t?si=2ec32baf918a4187
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hey everyone, i'm happy you're taking the time to read this rn <3 i've been needing a place to talk about some things, and i thought a song like this would be perfect .. so ..

back in late 2023, when i started making music with my voice (i've been making music since like 2021 LOL..), i was a completely different person compared to who i am now. i was so terrified of publishing my first song. i almost deleted it and gave up on my voice the morning after. i'm so, so glad i didn't though. am i happier today? i think so? to be honest, i'm not completely sure, but i'm okay with that. let's just see what the future of my music sounds like~ ty for listening btw, it's always been you hit 200 plays the other night which is the most i've had here.. i truly appreciate it..

i've always been a shy/socially anxious boy. in elementary school i always got sick before school. my math teacher was the worst.. LOL. so condescending to little kids.. that must be a sad existence. but i get it. being a teacher has to be a hard job. dealing with other ppls kids nearly everyday, teaching them things you're not even passionate about. all while barely being paid a livable wage. that's the worst. .. but why take that out on me..?

back in middle school i was paired with these two girls in my class for one of those valentines day activities. randomly they told me they both liked me. i had a huge crush on one of them too LOL. i kinda just. didn't know how to react and pretended not to hear them. i still think about it to this day. i hope they're doing okay ;

back in 2020, with the lockdown and everything, i think that was the straw that broke the camels back. by 2021, i wasn't talking to anyone in person that wasn't family. if i'm being honest, it's still that way today. i don't have many irl friends. even the ppl at my school are too different. . or maybe i'm just overthinking it? am i sabotaging myself..?? .. no.. i for sure wouldn't get along with them ..

to be honest, i'm terrified of growing up. i'll be graduating high school scarily soon, and i feel so lost. do i go to college ? trade school ?? should i just go straight into working? no .. i don't want to disappoint my parents .. college is mandatory .. but it's so expensive! ., and degrees are barely worth anything these days because everything is so oversaturated .. but it's so valuable socially ..  but..

should i even be sharing this here? it's not very safe to be so open online to strangers like this .. it's kind of embarrassing too ..

waaah..! enough of scary real life stuff.. what are your favorite games?! my all time favorite is lies of p.. it's so amazing. if you like action rpgs please please play it !! i've beaten it about 6 times, and i still can't get enough .. the story, the world, the gameplay.. it's like a game specifically made just for me ..

what type of music do you like? ..this song maybe?? LOL. lately, i've been listening to a lot of febuary, key vs. locket, and back number. you should give those a listen .. i don't mean to dwell, but lies of p also has an amazing soundtrack..! seriously, go listen to the clear blue sky. it will change your life ..

ty for reading this jumbled mess .. i just felt like typing all of this out somewhere without burdening anybody .. ily ..

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