credit to https://twitter.com/sh1nd3 for the cover art

fucked up
my life
and theres no going back

burning
all my time
and i feel so trapped

everyone hates me
feel like im going crazy
i feel stupid i fucked up theres not much else that i can do

i just dont want to feel this way
its getting worse everyday
these feelings i just cant contain 
i think that i am going insane

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

fucked up
my chances
and now theres no one left for me 

i just want
to end it
then i can finally be free

my friends and family think there is no saving me
nowhere left for me to go be better off six feet below

i just want to redeem myself
but cant admit that i need help
from everything that ive been through
i just dont know what to do

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

dejected

my parents always called me kind of slow                              
there’s a lot of things I should that I just 
don’t know 
I can hear you say the words 
I can see you move your mouth 
I still don’t know anything ur talking about

i’m a fucking dumbass 
can’t think too fast  
its too hard for me 
can’t understand anything 

I didn’t know points could fly that high over my head 
keeping up with basic concepts always leaves me exhausted  
I wish I knew how to be smart but I guess I can’t  
ill bootstrap my intelligence with a total brain transplant  

i’m a fucking dumbass
can’t think too fast  
its too hard for me 
can’t understand anything

slow brain

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

OOOOOooOOOO

"If you dont put in more effort, you may as well kill your self"
well I started pulling the trigger, as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now its not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that its all over theres a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite!

music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VgpZZL-0wnw

She's a black and white photograph 
with high contrast cause shes artsy like that
staring at the back of her eyelids
hanging out with the cool kids

I'm a super rare green frog picture
in a social situation peeling the skin off my fingers
life is hopeless
i guess ill end it

stupid photograph analogy

Fuck Off Acoustic

erode me acoustic

You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a https://soundcloud.com/neetsongs
Dumb wagies can't compete

I'm never getting a job
Youre a slave and I'm not
Stay mad and keep on working
I'm at home doing nothing

Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home

You can rage but I don't care
I'm feeling smug cause life's not fair
but dont get tired trying to complain
Tomorrow is another day of work again

Living rent free inside your head
Living rent free in my parents basement

Take Out

Fuzles

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