Flaw

Quadruple Fuge for Orchestra

A good old friend of mine helped me by playing guitar in this recording and by managing the recording itself. 

Lyrics:

I’m just the garbage that somebody threw ‘way 
Sittin’ here and waitin’ for freedom everyday 
I’m just a captive in his locked-up cell  
Need to be released to escape from hell

Chorus:
 
I’m not allowed to be free – a prison is my home
Another land or the sea – I need to visit some
To realize my dreams I would break every fence
Independent stand 

It’s just a matter of time when I’ll get out 
And this time I always think about 
I still hope that God will free me 
And I think someday we will agree

Far, free, independent

Just come, soon gone -- man's merely made for fun                  
Can count as clear: Clouds cover up the sun 
Grieve for each year that wasn't full of fear 
It's sad to see all my life disappear 

Chorus:

There are so many borders
Which block up my way to the end
There are so many orders      
But I'm too weak -- I can't defend
Myself against the coldness
Would be in vain to ask for help
There are so many borders -- there are so many orders

I've dived, and drowned 
Regret no to have found 
My aim, a name 
While sinking to the ground

Will I get out -- 
Distinguished from the crowd?
Will I be free?
No scum, forced through a leak

driving to distraction

I'll have a mood
I'll have a root
Won't have to mourn
My view grown pure,
I will be sure
Will unadorned

Please take away my sorrows
And please take away my pain
I'm so scared of tomorrow
If only it never came

Now I've drawn the conclusion
My life is sheer illusion
Dice thrown into this play --
Dumb, rewritten essay

Gloomy glue keeps me false fixed
Or disorderly up-mixed
Heaps of future will mess us
Plagued, digressed, superfluous

I'll have my day,
I'll find my way
And I'll be buoyed
Won't be afraid
All my dues paid
Fate unalloyed

Please take away tomorrow
And please take away my frame
I'm so scared of my sorrows
I'm to blame and/or remain.

Maintenance Of Marvels

Ostinato no. 1

Passacaglia And Fugue In B Minor

18 variations and triple fugue over the name 'Alessia De Falco'

Ostinato And Double - Fugue Over The Name Eva Marlen

I finished writing this composition in October 2024; it's based on a simple 7-tone-row, which comprises all 7 tones of the C major or A (natural) minor scale. This composition will be finished with a fugue, which is still in the making.    

Fabian Dörschel

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