ChillSad

Original song "Armor" by Landon Austin
Download this song here: https://geo.itunes.apple.com/us/album/once-in-a-lifetime/id960837348?i=960837350&mt=1&app=music

Armor

**Official Music Video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u09M92nyve4&feature=push-u-sub&attr_tag=E8nlLBMIusEJoXfW-6

prod: @greaf

SCREAMING INSIDE (prod. greaf)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

:Support Artist : https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad ♥ :
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: Song Information:
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: Artist: lil happy lil sad
:Check out their Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad ♥
: Name: let me die
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Nightcore - Let me die

Nightcore - Hurts Like Hell (Male Version)

Nightcore-iusedtolikeyou [So Lonely]

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

an angels smiles what you sell
drag me slowly down to hell
misery is all i see
i can feel you here with me
cross my heart and hope you die
repeat the phrase until its time
born into this world to rot
all things come to be loved and lost

i wont be what you want me to be
feels like everyone just wants something from me

is it true what they say
just like night turns to day
you wake up to the sound
of your kids at your grave

say goodbye
say goodnight
make sure you sleep tight
knowing well this the last time youll see the sunlight

i did it all for you
i did this all for you

cross my heart n hope u die </3

Produced by Fabian Secon

Artwork: @ AaronCAustin

What Do I Live For

Nightcore - What Do I Live For

sample- roaring tides (clannad)
prod. by @visions718

UNIVERSITY OF DEATH NEXT

lyrics

remember when you liked me
I remember highschool
Now I think you hate me
but one day it was all cool
You was such a real one
sad to see you leave me
I was startin to feel sumn
baby girl believe me
Now you wonder why I don't pick up the phone
you've broken way too many hearts to know
That this takes time
and lately I've been feeling strange inside

I feel emotion, when i'm smokin
makes me wanna relive all the moments
You should know this, girl you should know this
it's a party girl I need someone to go with
it's been too long since you came through
i'm just chillin here smokin I got nothing to do
Just come to our spot you know I ain't judging you
you forgive me and then I forgive you

The pieces are all there
so how do you still think I don't care
This isn't a problem we should bear
and at this rate we won't get anywhere
I can get much better at this I swear
but you're not the type of girl I'd share
I need you to myself let me stroke your hair
or if it's over i'll dissolve into thin air

the pieces [prod. by visions] <UOD NEXT>

Nightcore - Remember This ~

【Nightcore】→ Can You Hold Me

Credits to the Owner
Nightcore Eiden
Youtube Channel
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXhxZkigzlQMsRSla5vq4ow

What do I live for - Nightcore

Let Me Die (Lil Happy, Lil Sad)

I randomly stumbled across this song and it really desribes many of my thoughts and feelings during the last few years. Since my last few years has been quite hard i really appreciate all of you for listening to what i lay out even though its just a hobby of mine. I really appreciate all the support and i love you all <3 

As an edit note. I have seen a lot of you type some really depressive or negative thoughts. I have said it to a lot of you, but give life a try. I know that there are people out there who cannot stand the though of who they are. You are perfect because there is no one like you. You are a one of a kind. That does not mean its bad. Being unique is what makes us human. So i give this tip to everyone because it helps many out there. Open yourselves to someone you know or seek help. There will be people who support you. You dont have to carry the heavy thoughts alone. I know the pain of many of you because i have been through a lot as well. I dont like who i am and how i am. But asking for help can be hard, but it gets better after you have done so. 

Stop hating yourself for everything you arent and start loving yourself for everything you already are! Good luck everyone

Also thank NF for laying out the song they deserve every piece of my appreciation. So thank you all and check em out :D

What Do I Live For

Fabian Secon

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