A new, remix for 2017!! 
Music, Lyrics, vocals and background vocals by Jayke Haven of Faces Under the Mirror 2017

Tears In The Sand (2017 REMIX! X4)

A short, melancholy, journey through the thoughts of a lonely soul. 
Written, Performed and Recorded by: Jayke Haven Of Spectravaux
4-8-2017

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Good things always go away

Another gorgeous day,
as I'm walking down the street 
Through a sea of people but I feel so incomplete
So many souls around me
but feel so alone inside.

As the wind blows through my hair 
I see your face shine every where
perhaps it's an a illusion but I'm trying not to care
Maybe it's just the rain on my face 
or the sun in my eyes.
 
I'm watching peoples interactions 
and I get no satisfaction 
feel so empty inside and 
not sure it will subside 
a strange feeling hits me that there's
somethings special missing from my life.

I'm feeling cold an isolated and constantly frustrated
I go from angry to sad I never though it'd be this bad
Now I'm staring at your picture and I'm trying hard not to cry. 

Take my heart, as a gift 
spare my soul, from this misery
Stay with me, don't you disappear
safe and warm, and so free from fear, 


But then you threw it away,
Good things always go away
and I'm walking again 
I'm at the piers end
staring at the ocean
with a million many things a goin' through my mind.

Take my heart, as a gift 
spare my soul, from this misery
Stay with me, don't you disappear
safe and warm, and so free from fear, 

You threw it away, good things always go away.
Why do good things always go away?
Why do good things always have to go away?

Spectravaux - Good Things Always Go Away (2018 X8)

A truly beloved song of mine from The Cure. Such a great band and such a dark song. I'm glad I finally finished a demo for your ears!

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Cold (2017 {The Cure} Tribute/Cover)

As our song played in the darkeness
I gazed into the night. 
In hopes to see a glimpse of you 
walking through the fading light, 

My arms longing to hold you, 
my eyes beg for your sight, 
my hands crave just to feel your skin, 
and to see that sparkle in your eyes again. 

But you've gone and left me, 
You walked right through the veil
Sometimes I think it's all my fault, 
and that it's on you that I have failed. 

I beat myself up every night
on what I could have done. 
If I had been there to be with you 
this pain would have never begun

On the day I lost you, 
I thought that I would die, 
As you laid still and lifeless, 
I've never cried as hard as I did that night!

Come with me, 
never leave again, 
through the veil, 
into the light again, 
Take my hand, 
please don't pull away, 
in my dreams,
I only hope for you to stay,

Through The Veil (Early Demo)

A side recording of an upcoming song set as an instrumental to one of my favorite Alex Jones videos. 
Written by: Jayke Haven of FUTM 8/20/2017

Destined For Disaster (Alex Jones Remix X1)

Dj Facehaven - Robots (1st Draft Teaser EDX)

Written by Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails.
This is a cover made by Jayke Haven for the band Faces Under The Mirror
Synths, Beats, Guitar, Vocals, and Production, by Jayke Haven

why are you doing this to me?
Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be?
Why am I seething with this animosity?
(Hey god) I think you owe me a great big apology
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
I really don't know what you mean
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
(Hey god) can this world really be as sad as it seems?
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Don't take it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't take it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't take it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't take it away from me, I need someone to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need you to someone on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't
there's nothing left for me to hide
I lost my ignorance, security and pride
I'm all alone in a world you must despise
(Hey god) I believed the promises, your promises and lies
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
You made me throw it all away, my morals left to decay (terrible lie)
How many you betray you've taken everything (terrible lie)
My head is filled with disease, my skin is begging you please (terrible lie)
I'm on my hands and knees, I want so much to believe
I give you everything my sweet everything
You everything my sweet everything (I need someone to hold on to)
You everything my sweet everything (I need someone to hold on to)
You everything my sweet everything (I need someone to hold on to)
You everything my sweet everything (I need someone to hold on to)
You everything my sweet everything (I need someone to hold on to)
You everything my sweet everything (I need someone to hold on to)

Terrible Lie (NIN Cover 2018)

We just debuted this song last night for our show with Julien-K and @eHpH so I wanted to go ahead and release it the day after the show.  This track started as a collab with the Psybrid lyrically and I made up my mind a while back that I wanted to do a FUTM version of the track so here it is.

Backwards (Demo 2018)

An exit from a deep depression leaving in the form of a song.

Written, performed, sequenced, and recorded by Jayke Haven of Faces Under The Mirror 08/2018

I'm alone...
the memories stir inside my heart
My purpose unknown....
Was I damned right from the start
I stand up...
Just to fall down further every time. 
What's the point...
I just beat myself up for my failures in this life.


I'm Crying out inside my head
with all these thoughts
I should be dead
The pain brought by this wretched life
is eating me up from inside
I'm falling back into my mind
I've succumbed to the chains that bind
I'm growing weak 
The urge to fight
has come and gone
within the night


Why do I...
Second guess everything I feel, 
In the night...
I wake from dreams, wishing that they were real
No one there...
I wish I had someone here to hear me cry. 
When you left...
I felt like something inside of me died

I'm Crying out inside my head
with all these thoughts
I should be dead
The pain inside this wretched life
is eating me up from inside
I'm falling back into my mind
I've succumbed to the chains that bind
I'm growing weak 
The urge to fight
has come and gone
within the night


My heart Still Cries..
My heart Still Cries..

In the night..

Outcry (VS4EX)

There's a spector inside my room
and a strange scent is in the air
it smells just like you used to. 

I feel a cold breeze blowing in from the hallway
I know it's you, why won't you just please go away

I'm really trying to move on with my life
I knew some day I was going to ask you to be my wife
Marry me I said, in my head
Marry me my love
waking up in a cold sweat again
marry my love

When the night falls I envision our love
when the moons shines bright in my eyes
I envision our love
and every day the pain never subsides
what I'd give just to be able to look into your eyes

I know some day that this madness will end, 
I know that I deserve to be happy again. 
but until that day I'll have to try and pretend
To forget the time I lost my lover and my best friend

When the night falls I envision our love
when the snow reflects the light from the stars
I envision our love
and every day I feel this pain inside
I'd give anything to have you by my side again

When the rain kisses my face I envision our love
when the smell of the ocean fills my lungs
I envision our love

Beneath this smile a million tears I've cried
what I'd give to hold your face in my hands 
and kiss you one last goodbye.

One Last goodbye...

I Envision our Love...

Envision ( 2018 Demo EX)

Having been watching a bunch of serial killer documentaries lately I think sparked inspiration for this one. Either way I hope you enjoy/ Happy new Years.

My fever hot
I'm falling trembling in my skin
I have not forgotten
the evil thoughts that lie within
The buildings tall
the sky is swirling in my view
I'm all alone
and I can't help but think of you

What have I done?
what in the hell have I become?
My mind is cold
and my heart has become like stone
I never thought
I would have done something quite like this
I took your light
and then I sealed it with a kiss

There's a killer inside of me
It can no longer hide 
within the confines of my mind
It feeds on fear and weakness
It longs to cleanse 
It longs to take away what's yours.
and make it mine. 


There's something lurking inside
something dark and wretched in my mind
It makes me do the things
It plans to change my life forever
I'm on the run 
I've gone too far this time
My pounding heart
Awaiting punishment for this crime



I can see it now,
that last expression on your face
that look of fear 
how simply wonderful the taste
You ran away, 
but you knew that I'd catch you well in time
I grabbed the gun
It was time to take your life as mine

There's a killer inside of me
It can no longer hide 
within the confines of my mind
It feeds on fear and weakness
It longs to cleanse 
It wants to take away what's yours.
and make it mine. 

It's your life, it's your life, your life is mine
It's your life, it's your life, your life is mine
It's your life, it's your life, your life is mine
It's your life, it's your life, it's mine

There's a killer inside of me
It can no longer hide 
within the confines of my mind
It feeds on fear and weakness
It longs to cleanse 
It wants to take away what's yours.
and make it mine. 

Your life is mine, your life is mine, your life is mine mine
Your life is mine, I'm the killer confined
your your life is mine.

Written, Recorded, and performed by Jayke Haven of Faces Under the Mirror 1/1/2019

The Killer Inside (New Years Demo)

This is a demo cover of one of my favorite Depeche Mode songs ever and the first song I've done completely on software. (Hence the crappy recording, lol) I hope you enjoy anyway. :) Thanks!

The original was lost so I'm looking forward to doing a better, more worthy version of this soon because I love DM and want to do them great justice. After all they were one of my most inspirational Synth Pop bands! ;)

Enjoy The Silence (Depeche Mode Cover) [Rough Demo]

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Faces Under the Mirror is a Colorado band forged by Jake C and Jeff Laskey in 1994. Jeff was the initial lyricist and Jake supplied the vocals and programming for the first 3 songs that the band created. Sympathy, Sin of the Flesh, and Curiosity. This started the ball rolling with Jake writing the next two songs, Given Up and Seal of Approval. In between these songs being written was introduced a new member to the band, Westin Shafer, a guitarist and lyricist as well. After seal of Approval Jeff left the band for personal reasons but he is not forgotten. With Jeff and Westin both departed from the band Jake Cook the lead vocalist , writer, and programmer carries on the legacy with a new found member Jeremy A with whom both shared a short lived band known as The Shame. Jeremy was lead guitarist and writer and Jake played bass in this previous band.

Most of the lyrical content of Faces represents the pain and emotion people Face on a day to day basis and some within the realms of an insane mind all bi-products of the lives we live and the imagination of Jake and Westin, Touched with the melodic and sometimes harsh synth melodies and angry to melancholy vox of Jake C. Westin added his own touch with bouncing, harsh and provocative guitar lines which accent the music well. Jake, now the ass joined forces with Patrick Hogan, Synth wizard, Guitarist, and Producer! If the world don't blow up this should be a great year for F.U.T.M.!! We are also writing and re-recording the songs that were done on older tape based equipment. So lets take a listen and explore the world of Faces Under the Mirror.

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