https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/album/4ozYPSJNc2uAOVSIxbwDHM?si=ZOSMIFWuQm6TFXYYjc1iyA
"f*ck medication (deluxe)" te lleva a un viaje de emociones desde el aislamiento emocional,amor roto, codependencia,depresion y autoconciencia,cada track esta cada uno posicionado como un descenso emocional,cada letra esta escrita desde lo profundo de un ser humano, ya sea teniendo sueños o teniendo emociones oscuras en mitad de la noche y la obsesion por una chica que no existe, etc, este album trae diferentes generos como "afrobeat","trap",hyperpop","jerk", etc,pero para cada situacion tambien tenes,canciones tristes para cuando no podes mas, cuando sentis que hay algo que anda mal, para cuando tus amigos no te entienden, cuando nadie te entiende, esto no es musica es
simplemente una cicatriz que todavia no cierra. att: faq
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"f*ck Medication (deluxe)" takes you on a journey of emotions ranging from emotional isolation, broken love, codependency, depression, and self-awareness. Each track is positioned as an emotional descent. Each lyric is written from the depths of a human being, whether it's having dreams or dark emotions in the middle of the night and the obsession with a girl who doesn't exist, etc. This album brings different genres such as "afrobeat," "trap," "hyperpop," "jerk," etc. but for every situation, you also have sad songs for when you can't take it anymore, when you feel like something's wrong, when your friends don't understand you, when no one understands you. This isn't music, it's simply a scar that hasn't healed yet. Att: faq

999

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FUCK MEDICATION (DELUXE)

just feel free and enter in my wrld, just vibing,for fun, all the lyrics on each song in the description

fuck medication snipppets  (@1faq snippets) (remastered)

Letra :
nada se comparaba a lo que  estoy haciendo ahora ya no puedo verte pero se que puedo hacerlo ahora no quiero
Me duele la cabeza soñarte me estresa sin camino a la naturaleza 
y eso que fue sin arma no me ames o te destruiré
 sin sentido sueno mejor se que te destruire de una vez sin pasar acá otra 
la alarma me saca saca saca estoy aturdido no puedo mas 

y eso que soy calor y frio a la misma vez 

 quezo quezo quezo quezo quezo 

soy un niño 


la cabeza me pesa las dos mitades de mi cabeza wo wo wo wow pego fuerte como wow lol lol lol lol super duper lol 

nada se comparaba a lo que  estoy haciendo ahora ya no puedo verte pero se que puedo hacerlo ahora no quiero

Me duele la cabeza soñarte me estresa sin camino a la naturaleza

La Naturaleza Prod Last Dude

donde estas

letra:
yeah yeah yeah 
i been feeling afraid ey ho
feeli feeli feeli oh oh 
i been feeling great
oh yeah oh yeah no no
i been feeling issues (?)
no i dont care i dont want you (?)
i was trying so hard
but i cant say goodbye
bye bye bye bye oh yeah o yeah bye bye (x100)
i feelin i feeling oh oh hoh oh 
oh oh oho hohohoh

just kicked out from home (prod. fiftyzeros) v2

dime dime dime dime
dime que fue lo que paso
es que no recuerdo que paso
no entiendo si fui yo
o que hiciste para desarmar esta version oh
te pido perdon oh
otra ves que ya no soy yo oh
me fui de la escena sin decir adios
un body muerto deje en el colchon oh 
te dije que no te metieras ah
ahora tengo ceguera ah
ahora no estoy un fastasma no more oh
estoy despierto alone oh
me amenazaste eh
ahora venis de buenas ah
me echaste
no confiaste 
eh eh eh
eh no confiaste
dime que fue lo que paso
es que no recuerdo que paso
no entiendo si fui yo
o que hiciste para desarmar esta version oh
te pido perdon oh

muerto en el colchon (prod. jayylee) v3

@1faq
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MUESTRAME TU GROW BITCH YEAH YEAH
ESTAS ENCERRADA AQUI YEAH YEAH
AGAIN IN THE SAME WHIP
SHADOWS IN MY BEDROOM, STOP THIS
DREAMS WITH NO ENDINGS COMING
BLUE EYES LIKE BILLIE EILISH
ESTOY TOMANDO MUCHA SPRITE EN MI ZONA
ESA ZORRA TE ABANDONA
JUEGA CON VOS Y TU MENTE ESPESADA AH 
NO HAY RETIRO PARA LA SOÑADA AH
NO HAY ODIO PARA LA SOÑADA AH
NO ES UNA NORMAL LO SE EH
BAD ENDINGS ON MY BRAIN EH
NO HAY CEL EH EH
PORQUE BABE 
PORQUE BABE
PORQUE BABE EH 
PORQUE BABE EH
MUESTRAME TU GROW BITCH YEAH YEAH
ESTAS ENCERRADA AQUI YEAH YEAH
AGAIN IN THE SAME WHIP
SHADOWS IN MY BEDROOM, STOP THIS
DREAMS WITH NO ENDINGS COMING
BLUE EYES LIKE BILLIE EILISH
ESTOY TOMANDO MUCHA SPRITE EN MI ZONA
ESTA ZORRA TE ABANDONA
JUEGA CON VOS Y TU MENTE ESPESADA AH 
YA NO HAY KARMA AH
TANTAS PASTILLAS NO LA RECUERDO OH 
ME MUERO OH 
ME MUERO OH 
ME MUERO OH
ME MUERO OH
TE  EH FALLE EH  PERO NO LO RECUERDO
NO LO RECUERDO NO NO 
NO LO RECUERDO NO NO
NO LO RECUER
MUESTRAME TU GROW BITCH YEAH YEAH
ESTAS ENCERRADA AQUI YEAH YEAH
AGAIN IN THE SAME WHIP
SHADOWS IN MY BEDROOM, STOP THIS
DREAMS WITH NO ENDINGS COMING
BLUE EYES LIKE BILLIE EILISH
ESTOY TOMANDO MUCHA SPRITE EN MI ZONA
ESA ZORRA TE ABANDONA
JUEGA CON VOS Y TU MENTE ESPESADA AH 
ADA AH ADA AH ADA AH 
FUCK MEDICATION.
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(free) hyperpop type beat "shine" (prod.@1faq)

@1faq
lyrics:
Todos me faltan el respeto
Solo porque estoy enfermo 
Estoy perdiendo mi cerebro
Estoy empezando a pensar que mi vida está arruinada
Porque no soy normal?
Porque no soy normal?
Everyones hates me
I only care for myself
Sorry but in this situation i only do that
I need to care about me 
Because i am motherfucking sick
Why i AM not no  normal?
Why i AM not not notno normal?
Why i AM not  not not no normal?
Why i AM not not normal?
The teacher just Say "get away from him, he is sick"
Now i am trying to kill me
Nobody loves me
Nobody wants me
Why i AM not not normal?
Why i Am not  not normal?
Why i AM not not normal?
That shit hurts like You don't know
You never feel My pain
Why why why why i AM sick 
why Why i AM sick
why Why i AM sick
Why i AM sick
Pray to god to find the cure
because i cant  enter in the exit
in the exit
dont sex me
i want to be alone
again 
i want to be alone
alone alone i want to be alone
alone i want to be alone 
i want to be alone
why why i am sick
Why  why i AM sick
Why why  i AM sick
Why why i AM sick
pray to god to find the cure
why why i am sick
why why i am sick
you never feel my pain
That shit hurts like You don't know
take his secrets from here
sick
why i am sick sick
why i am sick sick
why i am sick sick

yeah

why i am sick sick
why i am sick sick


pray to god to find the cure cure cure oh

Todos me faltan el respeto
Solo porque estoy enfermo 
Estoy perdiendo mi cerebro
Estoy empezando a pensar que mi vida está arruinada
Porque no soy normal?
Porque no soy normal? ah

Everyones hates me
I only care for myself
Sorry but in this situatión i only do that
I need to care about me 
Because i am motherfucking sick
Why i AM not no  normal?
Why i AM not not notno normal?
Why i AM not  not not no normal?
Why i AM not  not not no normal?

The teacher just Say "get away from him, he is sick"
Now i am trying to kill me
Nobody loves me
Nobody wants me
Why i AM not not normal?
Why i Am not  not normal?
Why i AM not not normal?
That shit hurts like You don't know
You never feel My pain

why i am not normal (the teacher says) (dreams) (prod @1faq)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/album/4ozYPSJNc2uAOVSIxbwDHM?si=ZOSMIFWuQm6TFXYYjc1iyA
i
just delete all my contacts
i erase all my social circles
we are running in circles?
you are wishing that i was there
i am already dead 
just dead inside ah

just got a step back
i never die anymore
the peace is inside me
i never go back
theres no going back
this is the finish
i pray to god, to never socialiaze again
all that people saying that i am selfish
theres no good vibes for that people
because i cant cry ah
and i

just delete all my contacts
i erase all my social circles
we are running in circles?
you are wishing that i was there
i am already dead 
just dead inside ah

ah-ah-ah
ah-ah-ah
oh fuck fuck fuck medica
tion

we are running in circles (lyrics in description)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/album/4ozYPSJNc2uAOVSIxbwDHM?si=ZOSMIFWuQm6TFXYYjc1iyA
She can't understand
How the pain i feel
She thinks it's just a Game
Anxiety in My stomach
Thoughts of the death
These girls are the same
Why You make me to feel like this
I can't understand
How You can make me this
You should be dead
I can't eat
I can't sing
I can't write
I found isolate in my songs
I gave You angel horns and You convert in demons horns
I don't need You
I don't need You
But if You want i can be yours
Because i feel that i am yours
I told her, if we break up
Please don't let me SEE You with another man
Because i
Il be dead, il be dead
Il be dead, il be dead
I am telling You the truth
Don't play with me
because
Il be dead dead dead dead il be dead, il be dead
il be dead, il be dead, il be dead, il be dead, 
Suicide if You leave
Suicide if You kill me
Stop playing with My heart
Girl the power of your hand in My chest is heavy
I feel a hole
Sorry because

I can't eat
I can't sing
I can't write
I found isolate in my songs
I gave You angel horns and You convert in demons horns
I don't need You
I don't need You
But if You want i can be yours
Because i feel that i am yours
I told her, if we break up
Please don't let me SEE You with another man
Because i
Il be dead, il be dead
Il be dead, il be dead
I am telling You the truth
Don't play with me
because
Il be dead dead dead dead il be dead, il be dead
il be dead, il be dead, il be dead, il be dead, 
Suicide if You leave
Suicide if You kill me
I convince myself, Il be fine
But thats true
I know i am lying myself
Because the death is stronger

i cant eat (lyrics in description)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/album/4ozYPSJNc2uAOVSIxbwDHM?si=ZOSMIFWuQm6TFXYYjc1iyA
se me congela el alma 
cada vez que te veo en la calle
y no llegaste por eso no dormi bien
no te das cuenta que estoy muriendome?
te veo en sueños pero..
de que sirve soñar si no vas a llegar
yo llego al cielo vos a los sueños
como te voy a perdonar?
despues de lo que hiciste 
solo me dan ganas de morir
y aunque alla otro besandote
te juro que no intento asustarme
pero me agarra taquicardia 
cada vez que lo pienso
y es por eso que 

se me congela el alma
cada vez que te veo en la calle
y no llegaste por eso no eh dormio bien
no te das cuenta que estoy muriendome?
infarto, si te vas
amnesico, si te vas
un bucle que se repite
no recuerdo nada
solo tu rostro, tu silueta
amo cada una de ellas
nunca se me paso por la cabeza fallarte
podria morir
pero sigo aqui
no me preguntes si soy sonambulo
ya se que queres gritarme
pero no importa
porque hay otro llenandote
no importa lo que haga
todo este vacio no sana
y después se preguntan por que no sana?
es porque veo cosas que otros no
vi cosas en vos que otro no
es por eso que estoy muriendome
entonces...

se me congela el alma 
cada vez que te veo en la calle
y no llegaste por eso no dormi bien
no te das cuenta que estoy muriendome?
te veo en sueños pero..
de que sirve soñar si no vas a llegar
yo llego al cielo vos a los sueños
como te voy a perdonar?
despues de lo que hiciste 
solo me dan ganas de morirme
y aunque alla otro besandote
te juro que no intento asustarme
pero me agarra taquicardia 
cada vez que lo pienso
y es por eso que 
infarto, si te vas
amnesico, si te vas
un bucle que se repite
no recuerdo nada
solo tu rostro, tu silueta
amo cada una de ellas
nunca se me paso por la cabeza fallarte

tu silueta (lyrics in description)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/album/4ozYPSJNc2uAOVSIxbwDHM?si=ZOSMIFWuQm6TFXYYjc1iyA
estoy tan solo
que solo me fijo
en el sol oh
no hay ningun acertijo
pero el sol oh
yeah
no oh no oh
no me ilumina nada 
solo me quema la cara
no hay ninguna cara 
que me deje la cara pintada
traumatismo cerrado
veo tus ojos closed on my brain 
no hay ninguna salida again
solo intento matarme again
no hay sol ni dia ni grey
se supone que deberia estar bien again
pero despues i remember

estoy tan solo
que solo me fijo
en el sol oh
no hay ningun acertijo
pero el sol oh
yeah
no oh no oh no oh
no me ilumina nada
ah-ah-ah

pero el sol (lyrics in description)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/album/4ozYPSJNc2uAOVSIxbwDHM?si=ZOSMIFWuQm6TFXYYjc1iyA
deje mi barrio solo para morirme
lo dije ah, lo dije ah, ah
mi carne podrida de tanta obsesion
te juro que no puedo evitar pensar en esa palida
mi familia piensa que no estoy interesado
eso es mentira, sueño con ella desde twenty twenty
cuarentena me hizo mal no no
no tendría que estar diciendo esto 
mis secretos al descubierto
no no no no
i should shot myself
i should being broken
but no no no
en el cuento de hadas que creaste
me doblaste la vida esto ya hubiera acabado oh oh
me enojo conmigo mismo
porque soy tan debil y inseguro?
no me quiero a mi mismo
a quien voy a engañar?
no soy fragil pero si fácil de rendir

deje mi barrio solo para morirme
lo dije ah, lo dije ah, ah
mi carne podrida de tanta obsesion
te juro que no puedo evitar pensar en esa palida
mi familia piensa que no estoy interesado
eso es mentira, sueño con ella desde twenty twenty
cuarentena me hizo mal no no
no tendría que estar diciendo esto 
mis secretos al descubierto
no no no no

twenty twenty (lyrics in description)

fuck fuck fuck 
fuck fuck fuck
fuck fuck fuck
fuck fuck fuck
medication
me siento muerto oh
en el infierno oh
me vere en el invierno oh
un frio eterno oh
ex-terno a esto oh
porque cuando te veo oh
con ese frog oh 
quiero morirme eh
por eso sue-ño
con otra dream girl


porque tengo sueños oh
don-de te veo oh
y me siento muerto
alone en el recreo oh
no tengo amigos
desde 2020 eh
llore por vos oh
pero ahora ya no more oh
no more
no more
no more
no more
no more
no more
lloro por dentro oh
y ni queres saberlo oh
disparos al acecho oh
( no no no no)
yo ya estoy muerto

y me siento muerto 
en el infierno oh
me vere en el invierno oh
un frio eterno oh
(no no no no)
externo a esto oh
porque cuando te veo oh
con ese frog oh 
quiero morirme eh
por eso sueño
con otra dream girl
(no no no no no oh)
(no no no no no oh)
(no no no fuck medication fuck medication)




ese froggy just tricky my story (prod. cxrter x babieyummo)

(all my friends are dead)
(all my friends are dead)
all my friends are dead
all the wire on my neck
push me to the deaf
i dont wanna hear
i dont wanna hear no
i dont wanna talk now oh 
just knock my door ah oh
the clock is killing me ey
the darkness on me ey
please dont leave lone ey
demon girl uh uh uh uh uh  demon girl (x100)
demon girl demon girl
demon girl demon girl
what you want from me ey
abril y katie ey, movie from the  scene
the real life is not a movie no oh
every time i see her
i dont wanna see her ah
because
morning mixed with pain
give me a explain ey
i told you ill be dead
demons on your head
demons on your mind 
please dont leave lone ey
please dont leave lone ey
i swear ill be dead
i swear ill be dead

just knock my door ah oh
the clock is killing me ey
the darkness on me ey
please dont leave lone ey
demon girl uh uh uh uh uh  demon girl (x100)
demon girl demon girl
demon girl demon girl
demon girl demon girl


movie

(no iba en el album)
te juro que no quiero recaer
en la noche verte otra vez
porque te vas?,no entiendo
estoy confundido, no se que fue lo que paso
quiero morirme sin la confusion
pero no puedo decidirme de que lado estar
con vos o conmigo
por eso goodnight, i hope you re doing good K
cause i still love you, i feel at my core
i miss you every die
dont run away from me or ill be dead
broken glass with some piece heart
you give me a dying heart
i take it all, i dont care at all 
psycothic or psycopath, make my heart beat so fast
serial killer or suicide, make my heart beat so fast
i wasnt lying when i said that i love you ah
kill me, you can do that
my blood in your hands
my heart beat so fast
run run run run run

psycothic or psycopath, make my heart beat so fast
serial killer or suicide, make my heart beat so fast
i wasnt lying when i said that i love you ah
kill me, you can do that
my blood in your hands
my heart beat so fast
run run run run run

serial or psycho (lyrics in description) (snippet)

oh,no,oh ah
sleeping again, the life smiling me again
i spit in life again,i bought a new heart again
i try to not smile again, put a wire on my neck
i am dreaming again,april and katie screaming me again
how i can live with the fact, that nobodys loves me?
i keep my cellphone on dnd, because i feel that i am lonely
my biggest fear is being with a girl, and,and,and,and dont love her
i was suppose to graduate me on 2022
i am the worst failure of my family
i lost my dog, and i dont see my family since 2 years ago
my own mom hate me, she just said that i am a error
and when i look the floor
i think how,i lost my mind in a dream i had last week

talking to the moon, it never talks back to me  
i’m bleeding words on a page like therapy  
hoping someone reads and understands me
i cant look the eyes of my own mom
i am coming back,let me die
i am coming back, let me die
i am coming back, dont let me die
i am coming back, just let me die
i am coming back,just dont let me die

i am coming back,just let me die (lyrics in description) (snippet)

ill wait for you
you re thinking how i was
cause i feel all the fault on me 
then i regret all night
thinking how i was
now i am dreaming again
ill be dead again
i dont want want want to sleep alone in the morning again
i told you hundred times
that i fall for you
but youuuuuuuuuu
just play me like a fool
april i lost my tooooools
i lost my home oh, i lost my schooolll
trying to play this cool
i want to be drowned on my own bedroom
i swear you can keep me in the waiting room

ill wait for you
you re thinking how  i was
cause i feel all the fault on me 
then i regret all night
thinking how i was
now i am dreaming again



april tools

dead inside, i swear i try
nothing happens when nobody else can oh oh oh ah
hanging by a motherfuking star ah
i aint play games look me in my eyes
intento y intento y nobody calm
i swear i am trying like nobody else can
what you want girl? i aint play games
if you want to see me, just said ah
graduation, graduation, graduation, graduation,graduation,graduation
its happy for she my mentions ah
i see you in the street again ah
i see you in my graduation again ah
stop pretend ah, you re alive by yourself ah

dead inside, i swear i try
nothing happens when nobody else can oh oh oh ah
hanging by a motherfuking star ah
i aint play games look me in my eyes
intento y intento y nobody calm
(ah no no no oh)
(fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck me e e e dication)



graduation (bonus track?) (prod.valentina999)

i never smoked weed
but i feel complete
my life isnt easy
but i keep going
shoutout to my brain
he really want to kill mee

my life isnt easy
but i keep going
shoutout to my brain
he really want to kill mee

all i see is her kissing with him
its a dream
i know my life isnt incomplete
but its easy 
to take my life away
sorry to all my family
its a casualty
how i missed the oportunity
its all scary
but its not clark for me

my life isnt easy
but i keep going
shoutout to my brain
he really want to kill mee

i die early

i am so tired
of this life i
dont wanna be
a young dying
just let me free
just take me
to the scars and i
wanna die early
so young and hopeless
i just trying to be
the old days casualty
i have everything
and dying and i
i just woke up dead
i just woke up dead

i am so tired
of this life i
dont wanna be
a young dying
just let me free
just take me
to the scars and i
wanna die early
so young and hopeless
i just trying to be
the old days casualty

just take my scars

so fool
grito fool yeah, yeah

when i am dead
just tell to my mom ey
that i dont care
but tell her
that i dont love her 
and his family the same
its hard to me going to die alone
i am going to die alone
its hard the truth
please someone save me 
from the portal oh ah no no
i am going trought
because i feel my heart is yours
nobody loves me like her
thats why i want to sleep alone, forever in the hell
why are you talking to me?
look on your face baby girl
just tell that you need me girl
i just want to be loved 
like you did me in the past
my family forever talking i am like my dad
why they hate me
i dont know what ive done wrong
all this fake family just make me furious
why they comparing me?
why my mom dont abort me? oh
for his fault i just want to be dead ah
why i cant take my life away?

so fool
grito fool yeah, yeah
when i am dead
just tell to my mom ey
that i dont care


but tell her
that i dont love her 
and his family the same
its hard to me going to die alone
i am going to die alone
its hard the truth
please someone save me 
from the portal oh ah no no
i am going trought no no
because i feel my heart is yours
nobody loves me like her
thats why i want to sleep alone, forever in the hell

tell to my mom

if you wanna still see me 
ill be waiting for you
please tell me tell me
that you need me and need me
i wait and wait but nobody pick me up
forgive me,forgive me for being obsess with you
i am dreaming and dreaming and nobody is like you
do you wanna still see me on the autum leaves?
please forgive me for the mistakes i made in my room
i am over it over it, but time cures slow as hell
the time just heal all my leaves i left
when i leave i was really obsess
but if you wanna still see me 
ill be waiting for you

if you wanna still see me
ill be waiting for you
please tell me tell me
that you need me and need me
i wait and wait and nobody pick me up
forgive me,forgive me for being obsess with you
i am dreaming and dreaming and nobody likes you

ill be waiting for you (lucid dreams) (v3)

this lifes winning me again
i want to give up
but i just cant
i need to live this life
but i cant
i just fucking cant
i dont wanna die no more
why you threat like this?
what ive done wrong?
i know my past just is in the grave
why nobody loves me like you?
i dont wanna live no more
cause i cant live this life without her
yeah i am codependent
but i dont worry bout being dead
because you cant threat me  like that ah
how many times i told you
that i cant stand like this in front of you
i want to give up
just give me another chance and fucked up it all
again i try again, but it winnins me again
how many calls you give me and nobody pick  me back
how many times i have to support this?
this pain i have is all for her
just give me a hug and a kiss
because i am going dead for her
because i lost something i cant explain
just give a response and i can live again
just give me a hug and i call back
but this life is winning me again eh yeah yeah
i cant live like this anymore
sorry to my sister for not love her ah

nononono

i dont wanna die no more
why you threat like this?
what ive done wrong?
i know my past just is in the grave
why nobody loves me like you?
i dont wanna live no more
cause i cant live this life without her

this life winning me again

you cant kill me girl
with that tits of hot dog
you re so fucked up
i dont care who you are you re so fucked up
you wanna kill me?, pull up the gun
do you wanna fu u u u u ck me?, just tell the lies you made me
do you wanna kill me?, just say it
do you wanna kill myself?, just say it
do you wanna be a retarded?, just throw the signs
just tell who you are and kill me 
i got my nine (9.) do you wanna kill me?
do you wanna feeling this dark on your eyes?
you so fool, live on your story you made me yeah
do you feel your veins boiling? yeah
i am error thats why you left me yeah
put my demency on my existence yeah
you so fool live in your tale and tell lies yeah
do you feel your eyes in red yeah
you dont know but you are dead yeah
make me a supply because i am going dead yeah
girl you leave me traumatize yeah
why i cant rememeber my past?
just tell that i am enought
and kiss me and tell the tale
i wanna believe it yeah
but but but but

you cant kill me girl
with that tits of hot dog
you re so fucked up
i dont care who you are you re so fucked up
you wanna kill me?, pull up the gun
do you wanna fu u u u u ck me me me me?, just tell the lies you made me
do you wanna kill me?, just say it
do you wanna kill myself?, just say it
do you wanna be a retarded?, just throw the signs

overdose (prod.Xsenz) (remaster)

I try to convince myself
that she dont do that at me
but it hurts me
cause i think she was different for me
but she is single
so why i try all over night?
and all this dreams worth nothing
you gon find me on a pool of my blood
thats why i stop dreaming bout her
thats why i dont trust
trust issues on more and more
i should kill my fault in that bedroom oh no
she have tatoos oh, i know oh oh
i saw oh, his photos oh
and my heart beat increases and more and more oh

what ive done wrong?
what is my fault?
she gon pshyc no oh
she gon talk no oh
she gon sad no oh
she gon stab no oh

I try to convince myself
that she dont do that at me
but it hurts me
cause i think she was different for me
but she is single
so why i try all over night?
and all this dreams worth nothing
you gon find me on a pool of my blood
thats why i stop dreaming bout her
thats why i dont trust
trust issues ah oh



trust issues v5 (prod. by Taigen x Jkei) (remaster)

i dont know her but
she is a rockstar for real
coke in her nose bleed
i dream bout oh-oh-oh her
i admit it she is beautiful for real
funny with her jokes on the stage and interviews
looking so good with no make up on the hell
if i can pick and choose she were my dream girl
i am i am i am i am so coward to know her
if you want me you can abduct me to your planet
if i follow my dreams you can be with me?
fuck me,abduct me for real
i wanna die rockstar for real
with her on my dreams

i dont know her but
she is a rockstar for real
coke in her nose bleed
i dream bout oh-oh-oh her
i admit it she is beautiful for real
funny with her jokes on the stage and interviews
looking so good

she is a rockstar for real (prod fetrowdemo) (remaster)

all this dreams makes me suicidal
all this dream are suicidal
i cant find peace no oh
i want to die lone oh
this life is suicidal oh
all i think is suicidal
my uncle just did me a curse on my bone
i want to die alone
because my life is curse
why me god? oh
put a glock on my brain
why i am suicidal? oh ah

all this dreams makes me suicidal
all this dream are suicidal
i cant find peace no oh
i want to die lone oh
this life is suicidal oh
all i think is suicidal
my uncle just did me a curse on my bone

we all going die young
my hope just throw up
please make me a funeral
i think my lifes is inusual
Tell to the girl of my dreams
that i am going die for her
put a glock on my veins
i know i am obsess
but baby dont be upset
i am here for her
why i am alive for?
told her that i love her
even she is fucking another men
but when i remember what,what,what

all this dreams makes me suicidal
all this dream are suicidal
i cant find peace no oh
i want to die lone oh
this life is suicidal oh
all i think is suicidal
my uncle just did me a curse on my bone

we all going die young v8 (remaster)

got to say goodbye to my anxiety
we fight through the night
i am wondering why why
is me the problem?
or is my anxiety that kill my problem
i am here for too long
i am going to say goodnight night
my anxiety and my problems
i swear i am the problem
i aint see my mom
since i think i am alone oh
at this point i die alone oh
nobody loves me
why the fuck i am doing?
but dont worry, cause

(no oh, noo oh)

got to say goodbye to my anxiety
we fight through the night
i am wondering why why
is me the problem?
or is my anxiety that kill my problem
i am here for too long

my anxiety and problems  (remaster)

tell if you need me
whats its going now?
even me dont know what happened
i deserve this?, i deserve this life?
why, why,why,why,why me, i am just a boy trying to live his life
now, what?
why you lie bout change?
why i cant change?
i lost the love of my life
that isnt enough?
when its enough??
when my life change of door?
just tell that i am enough
cause i feel the door on my room
i dont wanna cruise that door
if i see you in the street
when you come out?
i am drowning in my tears like you dont know
just tell that you dont know
what happened in that old floor oh

now, what?
why you lie bout change?
why i cant change?
i lost the love of my life
that isnt enough?
when its enough??

when my life change of door?
just tell that i am enough
cause i feel the door on my room
i dont wanna cruise that door
if i see you in the street

i been feeling sad even i try
to kill myself at night time
yeah i regret it all
but my time is timeless
i feel the worst
like i made a homicide
just cut my neck from size and lie
bout my change, just tell me that shit isnt real

now, what?
why you lie bout change?
why i cant change?
i lost the love of my life
that isnt enough?
when its enough??

when my life change of door?
just tell that i am enough
cause i feel the door on my room
i dont wanna cruise that door
if i see you in the street

tell if you need me
whats its going now?
even me dont know what happened
i deserve this?, i deserve this life?
why, why,why,why,why me

tell me if you need me (Prod By Jammy) (remaster)

how i can live
how i can live
how i can live
my life, without you
i lost the love of my life
put a knife in my veins
i want to die alone in my house all alone
i follow your shadows, on my own

how i can live?
my life without you
i lost the love of my life and you dont care
we surprise you, with a blood on my lips
just show that you care
with the cafe,coca cola on my veins
with the lips full of nestle
i cant help my brain, just show that you care
on my life at the end
please stop my pain
just show that you care
i cant help myself
i hate myself
but i really like dream bout her
just put a narcisisst on my brain
i want to kill the psyquiatrist
she dont care bout the medication i guess
i cant speak and she just throw me to the end
they let me out to die
my old friends, i never die with they anymore
just show love and compasion
shes famous and me not
i cant relax because i am a robot
just tell me that i aint going suicidal
i told myself, ill be ok, ill be ok i swear
ill be okay, just tell me that i going to be okay
please tell me that you love me
put my phone on OD
i am fucking paranoidic
i cant sleep with this anxiety
i swear ill be dead in twenty twenty seven, si
just tell that gangster wont kill me
cause i take suicide in every see
i am afraid bout the death baby
i cant speak like you baby
just tell that you need me need me need me
but i cant forget the nighties
in my brainly surprise me
just tell that i am going deadly
just pick me and kiss me
just push me to the wall
and kiss me and tell that you love me
sorry girl,ka a a a tie

how i can live
my life, without you,yeah
i lost the love of my life
put a knife in my veins
i want to die alone in my house all alone
i follow your shadows, on my own

how i can live?
my life without you
i lost the love of my life and you dont care
we surprise you, with a blood on my lips
just show that you care
with the cafe,coca cola on my veins

yeah yeah yeah why i am suicidal why why why

why you do said fuck medication (prod. onceunveiled) (remaster)

the terapist said i am not interested
but when i see that girl i just want it
red face, you dress all ready baby
all my time is yours, i just want love oh
she said "you are wasting my time"
i  i i i told her "what it matters if i give you love?"
i just want your love for a minute (love)
because without you i cant live my life
i need to confide all the speaking voices
i cant remind all of my loses
if if if if  i cant remind the love of my life
i need to respond all of my lost lifess
fail after fail, i cant even wake up
just trow a wire around my neck eh
please tell me that you love me now
please tell me that you love me right now
please tell me that you love me til i am a skeleton oh
please tell me please tell me  that you going  here oh-oh-oh for me me me me eh

oh-oh-oh-oh yeah yeah yeah yeah

the terapist said i am not interested
but when i see that girl i just want it
red face, you dress all ready baby
all my time is yours, i just want love oh
no oh no oh no oh ah

wake up (Prod. Plezi) (remaster)

she is sleeping
so she call me daddy
i swear leaving that house was good
i swear i try my best
i swear i swear
i am all alone, i am all alone
text my phone, i sleep drowned , i am all alone
without real friends since 2018
please,please,please,please i am just trying to be the old me

she just said “please, kill yourself”
i said “maybe, i just think”
counting all my dreams like pills in the sink
every time i heal, i start to bleed
if nobody loves me, you can see me dead
but bitch, i am already dead
they asking me where i am, you can find me
in my house all alone and dead
i am calling for help
i swear i swear
i am all alone, i am all alone oh-oh-oh

text my phone, i sleep drowned , i am all alone oh
without real friends since 2018
please,please,please,please i am just trying to be the old me

the old me (prod. Ahnboi) (remaster)

i said mama i am sorry
for not loving you and dying yeah
this a mention about you and me 
this education you bring me its obvius
this medication is killing me softly yeah
how many headshots i am trying to sell yeah
fuck medication on my brain all the time yeah
this reservation its killing me its obvious 
i said mama i am sorry
for not loving my brothers yeah
its nightmare in the day when i dream bout you yeah
i am not a sinner i swear i am trying yeah
its a motherfucking nightmare i swear i am trying
    
give no respect because i am dead yeah
no te conozco in the dream sadly yeah
put my headshots on the front of the door yeah
i want some more food
i want no more self oh
put my gun on the bluetooh
sorry for no coming trought
i know i am fool yeah
nada da gracia like youuu yeah

i said mama i am sorry
for not loving you and dying yeah
this a mention about you and me 
this education you bring me its obvius
this medication is killing me softly yeah
how many headshots i am trying to sell yeah
fuck medication on my brain all the time yeah
this reservation its killing me its obvious 
i said mama i am sorry
for not loving my brothers yeah
its nightmare in the day when i dream bout you yeah
i am not a sinner i swear i am trying yeah
its a motherfucking nightmare i swear i am trying



mama i am sorry (prod by jb) (remaster)

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