Holy War feat. Lem (Prod. Polabeatzz)

Freak Bitch

Love me, hate me.

(Lyrics)

I don’t know

let’s start inside you,,


I live in Babylon, 

so confused, don’t know what’s going on, 

I hear voices that don’t ever speak the truth

at times I think I hear ghosts,

I want the most, though, 
I think the sin in me can only bring me closer, 
to all my enemies, maybe we’ll get closurrrre, 
don’t wanna be a closed case, 

if I ain’t wrong then I know that it’s only berman franklin, 
in the end, i’m all alone, born to face my own fate, 
praying I won’t go alone, hear death is cold and getting closer, 
that’s why in the winter my anxiety’s a monster,

oh boy, what I get for living outside, 
of your rule, I don’t want to be the nice guy, 
tell the whole truth, I know that the truth nothing you like, 
but most the time, we all know the truth ain’t that polite, 

on one, praying to the Lord to help me heal, aye fuck whatchu say, 
that’s whatchu all say,
I’m really one of you, 

that’s whatchu all say,


Babylon
so confused, don’t know what’s going on, 
I hear voices that don’t ever speak the truth

at times I think I hear ghosts,

waking up, devil soup in my blunt, 
thought i’d make serving my Lord more fun, 
maybe I walked in the dark too long, 
i’m in love with my nightmares,

waking up turned to a simulation, 
only exhilerated in my dreams, 
I promise, you don’t wanna lay where I lay, 
I been in there, struggling to breathe, 

babylon, 

aye what’s going on..?

Confused In Babylon (prod. Y$99)

Lamp (Psalm 119)

DON'T LIE 2 MII (prod. LoopGod)

brxy - vetements (prod. ypxd)

THE VOICES IN MY HEAD

Im back, sorry I took a long break dealing with things in my life but I will be more consistent!

Im Back

bnf ft. Fybelx [prod. urfellah + 1trvuma]

cant keep a promise to myself
cant worry about no one else
thats  how i always felt
i think i really need some help
but imma keep it to myself
dont talk about no mental health
imma keep it to myself
ya imma keep it to myself
keep it quiet, i dont talk when i break
hide my pain like the bills i aint pay
smile on the gram, thats a fake
been drowning slow, need a break
but i won’t take one
rather feel nothing than face one
rather pop 2, then chase 1
its a war in my head, i cant save none

told my mama im fine, thats a lie
told my girl im trying, thats a lie
been looking for a piece of the pie,
been looking for peace in a pint
been sleeping through the day, missing light/life
every text feel like a chore
every plan feel like war
every win dont mean shit no more
used to pray id make it out the mud
now im scared of what id do if i could
every dream got a cost and it should
but i spent all my faith on the drugs

they said you changed, i said good
i been learning how to hate what i love
they said you cold, i said blood
heart froze, but look good in the club

i dont even trust my own intentions
i just want attention, then regret it
been confessing through the music, not a reverend
every truth that i drop feel like a weapon

Keep it to Myself

Fada Jesse is a rapper/songwriter/ mixing engineer who grew up in Port Harcourt City, Nigeria. He’s known for his gritty and melodic flows that might leave you in a trance. He also dabbles in afrobeats where he refers to himself as PAPA J.

THE VOICES IN MY HEAD

Fada Jesse

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