*Cravings*

                 (Chorus) 

All these nights I'm in the kitchen, 
Sitting all alone. 
(But I hate to be on my own...) 
Wishing I'll be Reminiscing on this when the seasons gone

(But for now, solitude is all I know) 

                   (Verse I) 

I'm just posted at this kitchen table.
With my potion, 
Hoping when I take it, 
Feels of hopelessness will fade to fables. 
Cuz it's 4 am... 
And I can't sleep... 
Haven't gotten a night's rest since last week. 
Chest is under pressure from stresses and I just can't breathe 
And actually, 
Depressions been so crippling that I can't be
Anything but antsy 
Ain't a thing I fancy
So I'll be advancing to plan C. 
Means I will abide to this
Advice from my psychiatrist;
And take a step outside of this environment, 
That's where the virus is. 
I'm mighty sick of this heart breaking 
And my soul staying vacant 
Hope this changes when I make it, 
      
                 (Chorus) 

But for now I'm in the kitchen, 
Sitting all alone. 
(And I hate to be on my own...) 
Wishing I'll be Reminiscing on this when the seasons gone
(But for now, solitude is all I know) 

                  (Verse II) 

Tonight I'm in the chilling kitchen 
5:15 hits when the stove top's clock switches
Well, 5:16 just to be exact. 
Ran out of nicotine, 
I wonder where the weed is at, 
Cuz I need a nap. 
Even though this weeds the only reason 
Felix sleeping where the demons at
I hate this addiction. 
But the feelings way better than the docs prescriptions
They want me taking
Risperidone for hallucinations 
Ativan when I'm feeling anxious 
Paxil when I feel like I ain't shit 
When all I need is Mary Jane and meditation 
But my bank statements say

                 (Chorus) 

I need to be up in the kitchen, 
Sitting all alone. 
(Even though I hate being all on my own...) 
Wishing I'll be Reminiscing on this when the seasons gone
(But for now, solitude is all I know)

                   (Verse III) 

As the clock strikes 8 am 
The world awakens 
Back to the monotony again, 
I'm aching 
But I gotta face it. 
I hate it 
So I'm copping 8ths for the facing 
Just to make it 
To the next day in day out story. 
This part of my life is something my mama never showed me. 
When she said that life is never easy, 
I never guessed this was the reason she was speaking
Now every evening...

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