indecisive

what am i searching for

mostly garbage semi recently can't be bothered finish but thought upload for. mediocre ..

hmu - demo

really fun imo but idk what to do with it so here we are !

house music - demo

"outro"

sincere thank you for joining me on this journey. i really enjoyed making this album and hope you enjoyed listening to it. more music will definitely be coming! much love <3

･.｡falling out of time･.｡

a cover of the song "Broken Vessels (Amazing Grace)” by Hillsong Worship

broken vessels

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hyperfixated w/Sadvato!

miss u still (wya)

so old but was a fav among a few friends so i re-recorded vocals and slapped it on here last minute

sometimes (2023 updated)

"intro"

super old n stuff but intro and introing had to be done so intro, and its  intro
and it’s intro so

welcome to distracted

::: the first time :::

"interlude"

this song has lots of meaning to me and is very special. played it in one take at like 2 in the morning and was done with it.

what i always wanted_110124

song prod. me
vocals by @flaaare and myself

I Don't Know U (feat. flare)

i dont forget

drowning

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spited

i cant breathe

its just for fun,
but only if u mean it...
(out on all plats next week)

if u mean it

not my favorite of mine so sc only, might delete later

drift awayy

John 16:33

prod me gang

lyrics:
I know that it’s hard but didn’t like in the first place 
Tell me what to do but I think that u got it the worse way 
Take all of my pain and put a cross up on my back 
If it still feels same I least I know it won’t last 
Last 
I can take last 
Show how me to love and how to not live in the past 
I been moving forward like I said you didn’t ask 
Sorry if I’m learning think I’m moving too fast 

I don’t get up on them cus I’m just too indifferent 
Tell me how to feel cus I been wondering what I’m missing 
Love what I been giving so I keep looking the wrong way 
Love what I been giving I just hope that it all stay 

Like I’m speaking out 
And i don’t hear what anybody thinks 
Got your ghost around
And I don’t need like any other thing
Would you hold my hand 
And tell me where to go
Would you hold my hand 
And tell me where to go

I know that it’s hard but didn’t like in the first place 
Tell me what to do but I think that u got  it the worse way 
Take all of my pain and put a cross up on my back 
Take all of my pain and put a cross up on my back
Back
I can take last 
Show how me to love and how to not live in the past 
I been moving forward like I said you didn’t ask 
Sorry if I’m learning think I’m moving too fast 

I don’t get up on them I’m just too indifferent 
Tell me how to feel cus I been wondering what I’m missing 
Love what I been given so I keep looking the wrong way 
Love what I been given I just hope that it all stay 

Take my hand and tell me
Take my hand and tell me where to go

take my hand

u dont wanna - demo

when u close - demo

die 4 #u - demo

lyrics:
See u reaching for my 
cold hands 
Glass turning back into sand 
When every turns bland 
Darling can we please just dance 

Feel lucid 
Tell me am I falling 
Out of time I’m leaving 
Grains bleeding
 out from the edges 
Hyper fixated 
Focus on exchanges 
Tell me when I made it 

Tell me when we made it 
Tell me when the haze gone 
Tell me when the veil torn 
Tell me when I’m reborn 

My constant 
With me hiding in the darkness 
My constant 
I’ll stay with u regardless 
See u reaching for my cold hands 
Glass turning back into sand 
When every turns bland 
Darling can we  just dance 
I know what u mean 
I know what u mean 
I know what u mean 


I Feel lucid 
Am I fading out 
I knew it
But I won’t drown 
I know to allocate 
Never gonna suffocate
Matching and we correlate 
With u I reciprocate 

My constant 
With me hiding in the darkness 
My constant 
I’ll stay with u regardless 

Tell me when we made it 
Tell me when the haze gone 
Tell me when the veil torn 
Tell me when I’m reborn 

See u reaching for my cold hands 
Glass turning back into sand 
When every turns bland 
Darling can we please just dance

cold hands

I STILL LOVE YOU SOUNDCLOUD SORRY IM LATE THANKS FOR LISTENING

lyrics: 
xoxo see the movement in my playlists 
i been doing better since the moment that we made it
im not just existing looking higher than the cieling 
u could say were doing well but that would be an understatement
xoxo written up upon sleeves
like im not, tryna, hide it,
ill show u what i beleive in
u know what i want
Im tryna not be so infrequent
u know i would do it for u 
u dont need no reason

i was tryna let me go 
only love for the flow 
But u so make me glow 
I’m just tryna show 
u could never be alone 
get everything that u don’t 
we’ll always always know 
we’ll always always know 
X2

xoxo while I’m tryna get this sorted out 
Wish I wasn’t busy so I had more time with u around 
Look inside my world when everything is start to caving in 
Do it for the method and the art and what I imagine 

been a minute now figuringa all this out 
motion in suspense so frozen wishing I could stay forever  
experiments the way so wishing I could stay 
love it when its sweet & sour
xoxo u inspire

xoxo

all 4 #love (w/ Yron)

lrycis go something like: 
i bet u could see it from top down
i bet ur conflicted cus u dont know what u want now
say that your depressed, your in debt, and u cant turn back now
turn back around 
before its too late 
in your face 
while u wasting more time
u repleace 
what u hate 
but you can still see the crime
why u crying
 re design it boy
why u crying
go re design it
boy and ur mad now
didnt used to feel it
now u only want it highbrow
wish u could just fade into the backround
turn back now before its too late 
turn back now before its too late 

on the back 
of ur mind like always
cant escape 
your own distaste
of the situation
turn back now before its too late 
turn back now before its too late 

yeah its too late
go n get a new plate
try n find some comfort in the things that u used to hate
then go find time 
praying need a remind
getting too distracted in the details like u need those
tryna tell the future from assumption 

but if u try to cheat it u get nothin

acting like u know it at the function

but i know u dont got it at all
u dont got that at all

i bet u could see it from top down
i bet ur conflicted cus u dont know what u want now
tryna find the time to get it done 
i hope u get it
even in the choas hope ur making it poetic
turn back now before its too late

turn back now!

lyrics: 
ok, wait up, i am not a part of this
its not a single feeling but i think that we can coexist
i had to take a break i wanna write just like a lyricst
wanna take it slow but i was told that i should make it swift

optimist
why u always down x2
its better now 

optimist 
everything is turned around
optimist

tryna do things not alone im a legitimist
give away the wheel for something better im like what a twist 
now im making music and inators like a pharmacist
Watching all the numbers now they say im such an anlyist

i just hope i see u Soon 
your voice lingers in my room 
the air likes to hold -your perfume
i just gotta get, gotta get
out x6 - x2
222 y0uuu

repeat stuff

optimist 
now u tunring ime nto an optimist
(close enough to what i said)

faded sky

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