ever since it started all i wanted was to give it away
when i was walking to your house my sneaker went into a puddle
and it ruined my whole day
every fiber in my head hurts
i smoked too much again
wipe my hands off on my sweatshirt
i always overeat the strife

take your hands off the truck
you could go anywhere
but somehow you stay put
planned it all in your head
but you know you're too scared

i wanna be an object but i know that's not something i should say
but when you told me i was pretty that was good to keep me going
for another winter day
i just wanna be desired
i hate myself again
i don't remember what transpired
but i'm sure that it was fake

take your hands off the truck
you could go anywhere
but somehow you stay put
planned it all in your head
but you know you're too scared

Benny's Hardbody

Button Moon - demo

Liquor Store Incense

Hound

Les Vampires

The Zone

I wanna live as though I really had a childhood
but I spent every summer 
breaking down from factory work
I wanna be carefree just like the boys on MTV
there is no time to do your hair
when you're a wild boy

I conjured up an evil spirit
with my childish lust
or is that just the demon
trapped inside the dial-up
come Sunday morning
I'll confess to a middle-aged man
he's got a cross around his neck
so I tell him all I can

When he came for rapture 
they did not expect to see 
Jesus in a cocktail dress
singing her songs for me
gather all my children
forced to monetize their pain
dad said he would kill me
if he found out i was gay

Grind my bones down into nootropics 
for some man in tech 
who put his hands around my neck
and said that it's his kink
I've got a thirst for degradation
that I cannot curb
all of my freaky little b*tches
know how to suffer

I like to wallow in my spite
until I'm feeling sick
piss out all your expensive vitamins
and suck my dick
I wanna feel as though my feet
are on the planet earth 
as though my youth was never stolen
by an evil curse

When he came for rapture 
they did not expect to see 
Jesus in a cocktail dress
singing her songs for me
gather all my children
forced to monetize their pain
dad said he would kill me
if he found out i was gay


Wild Boyz (demo)

Boy bands and Latin pop stars
I’m so sad I wanna be a rock star
My parents came here for a better life
Absorbed your hate and gave it breathing life

Well rob me blind and sell me back my pride
You fooled me once but you won’t get me twice
Well I’m not going to graduate school
Yeah I’m not going to grad school

You had me cross-eyed with your wicked spell 
I hated everything about myself
I can’t believe you made my mother cry
I pledge allegiance to the gaslight 

Well rob me blind and sell me back my pride
You fooled me once but you won’t get me twice
Well I’m not going to graduate school
Yeah I’m not going to grad school

Prayer for a Guillotine - demo

Jesus wore a skirt
to his funeral
a tiny little number
that the whole crowd could see under
topless at the function
but it's all good
hang it on your neck, your dashboard
promise him your daughter

God wants 
virgin daughters
maybe sluts
if they worship him
God wants
virgin daughters

sweet and chaste
in a purity ring (x2)

You can kiss goodbye
your humanity 
in a chewing gum, used car lot
creepy youth pastor analogy
heavily critiqued 
but she's never held
dressed up like a sinner
wanting somebody to love her

God wants 
virgin daughters
maybe sluts
if they worship him
God wants
virgin daughters

sweet and chaste
in a purity ring (x2)




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