chrome on the bullet
where the tip gone
deep inside ur brain
where the memories of her are lodged 
i cant feel the same 
i never forget i don't belong
never feel the same 
ill never forget i'm not the one

mass of destruction
it eats me inside
grip on the needle
put in in my eye
cant take another
i think i might die
masses and masses 
of teen suicide 

but i cant tell a lie
i'm counting up like zero racks
i see u inside
i gotta get my life on track
but tonight ill die
and im never coming back
never coming back no

teen suicide

spotify

teen suicide [prod. augury]

lyric vid: https://youtu.be/fKo59s08Y8U

sat in my room full emotion
i'm just tryna find myself out 
at night i don't want your pity devotion
cause i'm drowning in my self doubt
drowning in myself now
"faidev im like woah, tell me what's the problem"
"why you not gon talk much?"
bottle my feelings inside 
cause i had enough no i had enough 

i don't really talk much
knife in his throat then i double punch
brain on my jeans rack it up and then i snort some 
talk much
drain his blood nd then i pour some
got it up in the chalice absorb some 
talk much
knife in his throat then i double punch
brain on my jeans rack it up and then i snort some 
talk much
im addicted to action
grip on my blades turn you to a fraction 

take your life and throw it away
ill let it go to waste
drag the body over the state
that shit ain't no debate
so why am i the last call?
when i run outta options i crack skull!
i am not memorable
 but don't forget me
struggle with my image no one gets me
and i don't even get myself

woaaaa!1!

i don't really talk much
knife in his throat then i double punch
brain on my jeans rack it up and then i snort some 
talk much
drain his blood nd then i pour some
got it up in the chalice absorb some 
talk much
knife in his throat then i double punch
brain on my jeans rack it up and then i snort some 
talk much
im addicted to action
grip on my blades turn you to a fraction

talk much (prod. augury)

extended on my xm4
got a bomb in the trunk of my 4x4
we gon crash hard kick thru ur goddam door
wasnt lying when i said im a killer before

better buckle up cause my bullets burn thru ur chest 
i'm the fucking best my rifle always suppressed
on the rooftop make ur heart stop time to plate up
you made your final mistake

but u don't wanna admit it 
chrome on the grip metal finish 
i'm the best lil boy i been it
but i still don't know what to begin with
how should i start?
chrome on the tip and it tears thru ur heart
gang on the tactics u know that we're smart
counting my bullets to tear ur brains apart

mind full of metal take all these drugs 
hope they're helping my mental
need to get better i need a damn mentor
starting to wish that i never met her
how many times do i have to say
love u the most and i hope that u stay
fuck it i cant get my feels in the way
stuck in the streets cause my minds in the rain

extended on my xm4
got a bomb in the trunk of my 4x4
we gon crash hard kick thru ur goddam door
wasnt lying when i said im a killer before

better buckle up cause my bullets burn thru ur chest 
i'm the fucking best my rifle always suppressed
on the rooftop make ur heart stop time to plate up
you made your final mistake

xm4 (prod. myoso x waystalker)

@prodjerry @psych

forget you put you in the past 
push you away like a cig flicking ash
put a disc on repeat that i threw in the trash
road rage a rental and fuck imma crash
you were too slow, now we're moving too fast
skies turn to grey like the fuckin contrast
it's like i signed my heart in a contract
you boosted and now ill never get

back to you when the skies are blue
i cry for you, take in your perfume
never lie to you always tell the truth
mess with me i never mess with you
gotta get back to you when the skies are blue
i cry for you, take in your perfume
never lie to you always tell the truth
mess with me i never mess with you

@prodjerry
i never messed with you
and im not missin you
i had to choose
if without you i lose
then prescriptions i use
i dont wanna go back
to the times with a knife in my backpack
i didnt wanna see things this way
i thought it was the same at the end of the day
i dont need you
i see through your lies
at this point it happens all the time

forget you put you in the past 
push you away like a cig flicking ash
put a disc on repeat that i threw in the trash
road rage a rental and fuck imma crash
you were too slow, now we're moving too fast
skies turn to grey like the fuckin contrast
it's like i signed my heart in a contract
you boosted and now ill never get

back to you when the skies are blue
i cry for you, take in your perfume
never lie to you always tell the truth
mess with me i never mess with you
gotta get back to you when the skies are blue
i cry for you, take in your perfume
never lie to you always tell the truth
mess with me i never mess with you

@psych
----------

contrast w/ jerry + psych

like us

like us w/ dooozii (prod. waystalker + troiner)

not monetizing i did this for fun all credit goes to @heylog

u dont wanna take that chance imma pop u like an adderall
u need to tighten up bro, u need to fuckin maduro 
u real quiet when i walk in im a cutthroat
keep ur ass indoors 'fore i take u as collateral
like a zombie i be smashing thru ur drywall
spot him on the streets send a bullet thru his eyehole
never thought id be on a beat w one of my idols
and i dont really talk much imma take his vitals

maduro remix w/ heylog

feels like i'm in love for the first time
go slow, i'm afraid i'll lose my damn mind
if you love me you'll tell me i'll be fine
please don't go come along for my first ride
if you don't shut up lil bitch we gonna get to clipping shit
no diamonds on my wrist, i still be cold as shit
if you don't show me no love you better get up off my dick
no time to waste on you, rather spend it taking hits

you fucked up my guns up imma put 'em in the clouds
first time in love not his first time on the ground
when my squad pull up you wont hear a fuckin sound
what caliber you want got a high score now
hot shells gonna drop it on my fuckin vvs
i'm the fuckin best hear that (pew) my shit is all suppressed
AWP it's really too bad you can't see me
i'll be hiding on the rooftop (WOAAHHH)

first time (prod. maiden)

@hereisalden
https://open.spotify.com/track/65FSBhYWuPwNaZuBVuOCUn?si=069ccc9acbcb42fe

fall at the same time (cover)

[ev333 + death]

i hate that i care too much
got too much in my head enough
you wish the worst on me bad luck
wish i could go back to when it started
who couldve thought you could turn out so heartless
asking for help all i get back is silence
heart turn to stone i still love you regardless
looks like im stuck in the darkness

darkness

･ﾟ♪✩: stay

goodbye, see u never - prod me
mistake - prod @moonshopp

goodbye, see u never // mistake

bbrokenn ##planetless✧ u,__u

devïlmayycryy 凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った凍った

tryyïnggggggggg (-___-*)

haunted 天使

prod. me

sample from "scars" by @kurai .

wish i didnt hear what u said
"if u leave me lone im dead"
all of the signs unread
i tried to run but i got too scared

know youll leave me on my own 
and my wrists bleed red
caught me crying in my room
cuz im such a mess
i dont wanna hear what you said
im scared to death

scared 2 deathhh 怖がった

[prod. hyorinmaru + extra]

im the one whos hurting dont know why i take the blame
i dont know for certain if you love me or its fake
i dont know for sure if i wanna play these games
bae im so uncertain i dont know if its fate

or is it love?
waiting for you to tell me what you want
"i jus want ur body, dont care about nun"
put myself thru hell all i want is to trust

無知なi dont knoww

(prod. her10thjune)

i ain't been the same since u made these wounds
scars on my wrists looking like tattoos 
all i did was love, but u didn't want me to
and all i did was want u but u didn't want me too
and i ain't been the same since u cried in my room
tears stain my heart and i don't know what to do
i kept on pushing, i know u didn't want to
so why u lie to me and tell me that u want to

i'll never know why u lied about that
if u didn't i wouldn't be mad
i don't know why you put me thru that
separation ain't nothing but bad, luck

あなたが嫌い​​ですwant to // too

prod. me (inspired by katai)

u said im the worst, i know
so in solitude ill stay
u know i dont play those games
but then u still gon punish me
i know i still suffer, drown in jealousy
dont know how my head work, it gon swallow me
u still haunting me

solitude 我仍然受苦

prod. me (sampled katai - wen u cry)

girl ill always wipe ur tears when u cry 
what i got u aint gon get from other guys
know u wanna take my heart and watch me die
so whyd u act surprised when i tried to take myy life? 

u know its ur fault, but explaining that shit is all a mouthful
u know ur the only girl that i care for
so how could it turn out with u so doubtful
i swear all these bitches pray on my downfall

and i swear all these bitches dont know what ive done
but i bet they all know what i been mad for
so imma get high and grab on my gun
(look at all the things uuve done)

take myy life 别哭,

prod. katai ( @u8u ) + kurai ( @kurai )

dont know when im gonna exhale
make me hold my breath all night
babe its so fucked cause i know u mean well
i jus cant do 2 muchh fighting
so ill turn off the lights
pull me in closer & ill take ur life
u stare in my eyes even when u be lying
girl be honest for once r u trying?

exhale

prod. me

tonight is the night im gon take my life
why do i lie? i know it aint right
lips turning blue and skin turning white
when i go cold please hold me tight
bottled it up i kept it inside
i lied to see you, not hurt you. alright?
cuts on my wrists that wont see the light
wishing that one day youll see through my eyes

im not the same one that i used to be
but god i feel hopeless im ending me
and i dont even smoke but thats my therapy
i quit it all for you and where does that get me?
fucking nowhere i keep tryna find myself dont know where
always tryna show you that i care 
but its never enough 
im never enough

cant sayy i didnt tryy 我永远都不够

prod. me

all of this fighting left me in a frown
who thought it would be you whod make me drown
building me up just to cut me back down
with our type of love, i guess it was bound
you never cared when i bled
its not like you even cared for attempts
feel like my life's hung with thread
you cut me down, it never ends

toke up some strong wish i was gone
without somebody, i am no one
how could you give him more right from the start?
its like you never even cared about my heart
i feel like i dont wanna be me no more
kinda hurts, but i guess just cause
now im feeling like i cant take no more
and i dont think a secondwindd will come

secondwindd 你怎么能从一开始就给他更多呢？

prod. katai + tgwog
lately i cant feel the same
still high smoking on strain
eyes bloodshot power in my veins
i dont hide im usedtothepain

im usedtothepain 
2 usedtothepain

usedtothepain 无限循环

prod. @lawliet197

i dont wanna help myself
always thought i knew my way to get thru hell
i always feel like shit ill never ask for help
fuck my life i hate myself
take a couple xans man,, fuck my health
i dont think im ever gonna function well

i didnt wanna listen now my heart aches
leave me feelin like we was a mistake
i dont wanna deal with myself going through heartbreak
smoke 2 much i got 2 much on my plate
stalk 2 much u like a fuckin spy plane
i cant do much wish i could get a retake
but i could never handle myself let alone my mistakes

skincriess + @lawliet197

prod. @lawliet197 + me

new money nd im up now
i dont care about no streams up on my soundcloud
stay true that the pack im smoking 2 loudd
horseshoes on my jeans like im trued outt
if i lose my life i guess i want it, that shit free
and i thought that i lost mine back in 2023
i keep it 2 myself dont put the blame on me
sit on racks now and i think imma spend it on me

yea, im staying in the cutt
i stay stacking up and my money never stop
they say money talks, so mine be loud asf
i dont think im ever gonna shut it upp

我以为我在 2023 年就失去了生命 #skincries @lawliet197

skinny jeans and pentagram laces 😭😭😂
@prodmh
on my money where i sit
i dont want no fake love i jus want a brick
might take a flight to 'dam and smoke until im sick
my money dont run out, it been up since a kid
u gon get sum money then u waste it on some ricks
and i think that thats funny 1k for some shoes that shit
how u gonna spend a k on shoes that look like shit?
i pull up in my 4s when i go fuckin on yo bitch

i pull up jus like forza im gonna take yo bitch back home
stand tall cuz my money stay long
i used to turn up off the pills and i dont think ill live that long
fuck life and fuck this song
i dont want no fake love i jus want a brick
might take a flight to 'dam and smoke until im sick
my money dont run out, it been up since a kid
i saw he got some money and wasted it on ricks

i hate ricks freestyle

prod kurai x uyr;il x me

"you'll find it a bit lonely on my side." 
"your side always was a bit lonely, but i wouldn't sit anywhere else."

i'll wait however long it take
just for me to feel again
i could see the deceit in your face
you think it's so easy to lie and pretend
you think it's easy to feel this pain?
waiting for doctors to 'pick apart' in my brain
say you never lie to me? girl js give it a break
cause they saw my scars and they called me insane 

why'd you keep your real self on the low?
no one wants to care so i let it go
smoking too much loud i forget it all

他们看到我的 scars，说我精神失常 (kurai x uyr;il)

reprod by me

i cant fight it no more
this pain in my heart
i smoke on this loud 4 u
falling apart and scars on my heart
my memory darkens im still holding on 4 u
i don't know how to change the way i see life
i'm walking through the tunnel i see no light
i think that youre the one that ruined my life

so where are you now? 
you said you were mine 
and we would figure it out
i guess that was a lie
i was absolute in doubt
along went the time 
and you won't look at me now

faidev

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