Short songgg

Lyrics:

VERSE
I can feel you coming,
When I'm buried underneath your sheets.
Smother me,
While I scream.

I can feel your breath on my neck,
While you're drowning me.
Hold me under,
So I can't breathe.

CHORUS
Cause your love is like,
A razorblade.
Pressed up against,
My arteries.

Slit my wrists,
Hold me down,
Make me bleed,
And I swear for now.

I'll be yours.

Razorblade Romance

Never posted this but NOW i did so <3

Lyrics:
In Heaven everything is fine,
You've got your good thing,
And I've got mine.

In Heaven (Lady In The Radiator/Pixies Cover)

I did a cover thing

Lyric:
you’re so cool you’re so cool
walking down the hall
wild eyes they are black
like the magic 8 ball
you got guns for trophies
mounted up like animal heads
with the skulls of all the
high school champs you keep
in rows above the bed, you told me

“when i’m good, i’m very good
but when i’m bad, i’m better”
i'm yours forever, i'm yours forever

you’re so cool you’re so cool
i’ll bet when you were born
all the orange crush & ne-hi soda
bottles in the world fizzed over
they wanna break yr heart
but it’s made of blood & tar
you carry all that suffering
like a gun between your arms
you told me:

“when i’m good, i’m very good
but when i’m bad, i’m better”
i'm yours forever, i'm yours forever

& i see the future and there’s no death
cuz you and i we’re angels

You're So Cool (Nicole Dollanganger Cover)

yoyoyoy love songs <3

Lyrics:

VERSE
You can wear my band t-shirts.
When we go bed together.
And when we curl up under the covers,
You can places your feet over mine.

CHORUS
And I'll hold you tight.

VERSE
And we wake up in the morning,
I'll kiss you on the cheek like in every story.
We've ever heard about love,
Cause we're the ones they're speaking of.

CHORUS
Cause you're just right
And I'll always hold you tight

Romeo and Juliet (Without The Suicide)

Oh, I love her and just can't live without her
And I've got the urge to tell the world about her
But our love's a secret and can't see the light of day
But I went and wrote this love song anyway

Her name is, her eyes are
Her hair is just like, and she measures
But someday I'll fill in the lines when she and I are free
And we'll walk in the sunshine and me

Oh, it really is a scandal and disgrace
To have to call your woman what's-her-face
But her husband thinks he owns her heart and soul for life
And he'll kill the man who messes with his wife

Her name is, her eyes are
Her hair is just like, and she measures
But someday I'll fill in the lines when she and I are free
And we'll walk in the sunshine and me

Yes, someday I'll fill in the lines when she and I are free
And we'll walk in the sunshine and me

Her name is


Her Name Is (George Jones cover)


I've been through enough these days,
To qualify me for an early grave.
I don't need smiles or laughter,
just really need to go away.

I'm tired and wasted
I'm tired and wasted
I don't need anything in my head
I'm tired and wasted

Just go put a bullet through my head,
So i can rest easy tonight.

Tired And Wasted

Lyrics:

VERSE
I'm destroying myself now,
so later I can sort through
the pieces of ruble
and debris.

It's complicated
and convoluted,
but it's the only thing
that makes sense to me.

Your words have no weight,
And you know this to be true.
I won't be here when you get back,
I'm sick of "I owe you"s

So when you get back,
Just take the pieces that you need.
This old building is rotting out,
I need some new scenery.

CHORUS
This building is falling out,
I need some new scenery.
My teeth are falling out,
I need you to get away from me.

These walls are falling down,
Your falling so close to me.
There's no getting out,
No one said how painful this would be.

Building A House In Alcatraz

VERSE
Oh my teeth love the concrete,
As much I think you love me.
Oh my blood loves the empty streets,
As much he loves you in between the sheets.

CHORUS
I'll give you another reason,
To drink yourself to death.
I'm not made I'm just made up,
I'm not made I'm just made up.

I've made up my mind.

VERSE
Oh I'm love with the idea of you loving me,
I'll give you my lungs so you could help me breathe.
But please don't tell me do I want the truth?
Is it the same feeling cause I think I'm blaming you.

CHORUS
I'll give you another reason,
To drink yourself to death.
I'm not made I'm just made up,
I'm not made I'm just made up.

I've made up my mind.


Polarize

VERSE
I'd invite you to my pity party,
But there's only room for one.
I'll call you so you can come over,
Once this is all done.

Maybe things will finally work out,
Before the end of October.
And I won't be so goddamn lonely,
When this is all over.

CHORUS
Don't feel sorry for me,
Cause this is all I need.
Hundreds of empty roads,
And thick clouds of cigarette smoke.

OUTRO
I'd invite you to my pity party,
You probably wouldn't come.
I'll text you when its all over,
Maybe you can make the next one.

And things will probably work out,
By the end of December.
And I won't be so goddamn lonely,
When this is all over.

The Only Party I Want Is A Pity Party

Eyyyy new song <3

Lyrics:
I wish it was as easy,
As burning Polaroid pictures.
But we never had those moments,
Or memories together. 

I'll remember all the phrases,
And secrets that you said.
To never share with anyone else,
I'll keep them under my bed.
(I'll keep safe inside my head)

When you told me that you ached,
And wished the pain would go away.
I'd fight back tears the best I could,
And told that everything was okay.

I did my best to keep you safe,
And you didn't do the same for me.
But your pain began to fade,
You finally had relief. 
(You didn't/don't need me)

I thought that I was correct,
For helping you get better.
But I realized that I did break,
Under the tremendous pressure.

Though I miss it so very much,
All the hours we spent together.
I know that things would only get worse,
If you never got better.
(This/we would get worse if you didnt get better)

Make Like The Rain Forest And Disappear

VERSE
Good god you're so modest,
Even though you're paid to take off your clothes.
You wouldn't let me touch you,
But would you let me if I paid for a show?

Did you think I missed you,
And I couldn't stop thinking about your touch?
Think again sweetheart,
Cause even I wouldn't pay that much.

VERSE
Good god you're so honest,
So why did you have to lie to me?
Is this what you've always wanted,
To show off your skin anyone but me?

Here's to your new career,
And cheers to the new year.
I would say this is a new you,
But you've stayed the same so I feared.

VERSE
Good god should I feel sorry,
For what you've become?
I wish I could've helped,
But I think the damage was done.

So young and so hopeless,
Is what they'll say when you're coming down.
So eager and easy,
Is what they'll be talking about.

Good God, You've Lost It

The other day I saw the face of desolation,
And I have to say it wasn't what I expected.
It wasn't the face if death or outward evil,
I saw it deep in the eyes of a spun out girl. 

I wish that could've helped you,
I'm sorry that this wasn't enough,
I pray that God may have mercy on your soul,
Oh well. 

A little while ago I saw the ruins of damnation,
And I have to say it wasn't what I expected.
It wasn't jagged and cracked or ripped and furled. 
It stayed deep in the eyes of a drugged out girl.

Desolate

I want to be in love again,
I want a lover I want a friend. 
I need to be loved again,
Someone to be here until the end. 

I miss the intimacy,
The way she would look at me.
But I know the drugs are working,
Cause my mind has stopped racing. 

This time last year, 
I was caught up in loving her.
All she is now is just a cluster of words,
That I can't deliver. 

(Take me back three years ago to when I was still happy
Take me back to a simpler time where I was still laughing,
Three years ago I thought I had it all figured out 
Had a great life and there was no doubt
On what I had to do to succeed, just be me
I could live without,
All the negativity that was going on, 
All the stuff that forced me to move on 
I loved a girl but now she is gone,
I still miss her but I can't...
I can't get it out, all I can do is scream and shout, just cry and pout,
But you know what? 
I'm gonna put this brake to the ground 
Cuz I am done driving this route
And you know what? I want to be loved again, 
I'm in need of a friend that is there until the end
So if they are out there I am calling them for help 
And I pray that they help me get back into health 
Because 
I'm feeling down, 
Don't want to make a sound 
Don't want to be around... anyone 

I rap because I want to make sure you can hear,
We may be the saddest kids that you know 
But I want to make it clear that we are here to spread cheer, so to my friends I want to say cheers! 
We've made it, At least with ourselves, 
Just three good friends on our way,
I'm just so thankful for the friendships that we've made, yeah)

I miss the intimacy,
The way she would hold me.
But I know the drugs are working,
Cause my body has stopped hurting. 

This time last year, 
I was tangled up inside of her.
But all she is now. 
Is bits and pieces of fragmented words

That I can't get out of my head.

Send Me Back Three Years Ago....(Feat. Jordan O'Brien)

It was an incredible honour, and pleasure, to have this wonder internet guru help me with one of my tracks. Thank u so much, Papa <3

Is it normal that this makes me sad?
That it hurts to see someone hug their dad.
Well I guess its cool cause its not that bad,
Mines dead to me any way. 

Is it cool if I open up about all of this?
Its okay I can turn it off with a flick of a switch.
Oh these headaches can be such a bitch,
They'll stop within few days.

Do I have something to do?
No I don't.

Is it cool if I could figure how to be myself?
And the words we tell each other we can both figure out...
Between the lines
I see the signs
Countless times
Don't make me cry
But I want to

Is it normal that my mind is always on something else
And I've been thinking about how to find an easy way out
But I forget
Where I have been
It happens time after again 
And I want too

Do I have something to do?
No I don't.

I scraped the fuck out of my knees,
I haven't checked my phone yet im so sorry.
If I missed your call please dont worry,

Circa '96 ft. FrankJavCee

Maybe baby sweet honeydew,
There has to be something wrong with you.
Lovey dovey my sweetheart,
Whatever it is its tearing me apart.

Honey bunny youre so lovely,
But i don't want to be your dummy.
Maybe baby sweet honeydew,
I just dont have the heart to leave you.

Honey baby could i kiss you?
Or do you have something else to do?
You're so lovely my sweetheart,
I don't mind if you crash my car.

Honey bunny you're so lovely,
If you leave would you tell me?
Maybe baby sweet honeydew,
There has to be something wrong with you.

Dead dirt love,
Its the only love i need.
Sad sweet come,
Is there something you wanna tell me?

Won't you tell me whats wrong?
Am i not enough for you?

Dead Dirt Love

I got high and I'm piece of shit,
I feel dead I'll get used to it.
I need to throw up do i have to get up?
Nah its okay I'll just ruin everyone.

I'm not drinking to have a good time,
I've been drinking so I can feel alright. 
This is a mess oh im a mess,
But at least i can say that im kind.

Oh everyone is lame but who am i to complain?
Im better off staying inside even if i go insane.
What a fucking loser what're you doing today?
Oh im not too busy I'll just be writhing in pain. 

Oh im okay i promise im okay.

I'm not drinking to have a good time,
I've been drinking so I can feel alright. 
This is a mess oh im a mess,
But at least i can say that im kind.

Your Special Dreamboi

Wrote this for a friend <3

It could be 10,000 miles or a 5 min wait,
We could fall asleep together or go out on a date.
It won't make a difference just as long as youd stay,
You're the only reason why i wanna stay up so late. 

If i start slurring my words i hope you'll forgive me,
Youre the reason why I've stopped feeling so empty.
I hope i dont chase you off by being so needy,
I have so much to give i just hope you bare with me

What can i say what can i say,
To get you to stay get you to stay?

It could be 500 oceans or one shallow creek,
But nothing could ever keep you away from me.
Now i hope that doesnt come off as weird/creepy,
Just know that I'll be there when you're in too deep.

And if i start complaining that im falling apart,
Pls know itll never stop me from fixing your heart.
God it sounds so fucking cheesy and horribly cliché,
You're the only person i know that makes me feel this way

It's all i can say all i can say,
To get you to stay to get you to stay.

I'll Show You Mine If You Show Me Yours (rough mix)

I keep shaking I keep waking up at night,
And I swear to god this has to be the hundredth time.
That you keep coming back to haunt my dreams.
How the fuck is this fair to you or me?

Cause you're still stuck; you're still stuck,
Inside my veins.
You won't let me bleed you out,
Cause you'd rather stay.

And wake me up.
Wake me up.
Just fucking wake me up.

I keep crying I keep writhing in pain,
Cause all these thoughts and images flood my brain.
You said youd keep me calm when I would freak out.
Now you're just a drug that I wish I could live without.

Out of the things that you said this was the worst,
The words I Love You were more like a curse.
Cause I couldnt fucking feel anything else,
When all I wanted was to be by myself.

Cause you're still stuck; you're still stuck,
Inside my veins.
You won't let me bleed you out,
Cause you'd rather stay.

And wake me up.
Wake me up.
Just fucking wake me up.

Cause you're still stuck; you're still stuck,
Inside my veins.
You won't let me bleed you out,
Cause you'd rather stay.

And fuck me up.
Fuck me up.
Go ahead and fuck me up.

Cherry Flavored Lipgloss

Listen to me sing for a few minutes

Angel Cum Clean (Elvis Depressedly)
Nakamura (Elvis Depressedly)
Let's Run Away To Cuba (JMMC)

Good To See You 5/24/18

the girl who smiles but feels no joy
the guy that needs something to fill the void
the girl who laughs but wants to cry
the guy that always holds it inside

jack and jill sat on top a hill
jack couldnt keep his legs still
jack passed out inside the car
jill sat  down to look at the stars

the girl who stands alone and feels like hell
the guy who loves her but will never tell
the girl who wants to get the fuck away
the guy that clings to her and begs her to stay

jack and jill sat on top a hill
jack couldnt keep his legs still
jack passed out inside the car
jill sat down to look at the stars

jack and jill drove down the hill
jack couldnt keep himself still
jack sunk down and fell apart
Jill bailed out and left the parts.

Save Time

Jack & Jill

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