Faimkills x Crystal Castles: Vanished in a Crimewave, Loving and Caring

Lyrics:

I’m on my own again
I’m on my own again
I love the freedom

What would you like me to say? 
What songs would you like me to play? 
I tried as long as I could 
But I cannot stay away
From all the games that you play 
And I’m back so reluctantly 
Back 'cause there's nothing that's better in front of me 
Even if you aren’t in love with me 
Just as long as you touching me 
Don’t have to look at me lovingly 
I just put up with you 
You ain't the one for me
But I'll pretend like it when you are under me
You love the luxury but you lost your luster to me 
You are not heaven sent
I should repent
Look at the money I spent 
Those were three friends that I bent
I keep my heart in my mouth
You confuse it for my tongue
Bite down and rip it out

I’m in love with another man’s girls
With another man’s
And she used to be mine
The other man’s girl
She used to be mine
The other man’s girl

I'm gonna call
You gon' come over
It’s right around midnight
And I'm burning the oil
And my nerves start to coil
And my blood starts to boil
I'm the salt of the earth 
I'm the dirt in the soil
The black dove on your loin
I've been hurt and disloyal
And I'm hurting my loyal
(Probably need me a lawyer)
I've got nothing for you
And the guilt will destroy you
Baby, I'm a destroyer
Lover, I'm no good for you
Blankest expressions
Anxious confessions
In the blankets undressing
Now your ankles are pressed 
Up against my chest
I’m erect and a wreck
I’m on my own again
I’m on my own again
I love the freedom

I’m in love with another man’s girls
With another man’s
And she used to be mine
The other man’s girl
She used to be mine
The other man’s girl

And when the red light sways in the night wind
There’s no telling when this nightmare might end

(I fell asleep in the flowers. I fell in deeply for hours.)
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Manic Pixie Dreams is an EP about love, dating, crushing, sex, breaking up, and being single in the modern age. It was inspired by real life, lots of sad music, and the film trope, "manic pixie dream girl".

Manic Pixie Dreams was written and performed by Faimkills
Manic Pixie Dreams was mixed and mastered by CashOnly
All beats produced by DopeKidDanny with the exception of "Black Dove" produced by CashOnly.

Black Dove

Chapter 1
Pour of the Poddie: A Remembrance of Things Pabst
• 6 ounces Iced Tea
• 1 12 ounce beer (like PBR)
• 1 lemon wedge, for garnish
Source: Tequila Mockingbird by Tim Federle

Invitees: Danny De Maio, Adam Martinez, Leslie Gonzalez, and Tatiana Servin De Maio
Where: Redlands, CA Residence
When: Available On-Demand
Poddie Games:
Poddie drink of choice
Current books
House reading 
Confessional
What you need por vida

Produced by Leslie Gonzalez
Mixed & Mastered by Adam Daniel Martinez
Art Direction by Tatiana Servin De Maio
Music by Faustino Baldenegro, Leslie Gonzalez, Adam Daniel Martinez, and Danny De Maio
Pour Vida Logo by Bryan Sundquist
Pour Vida Logo Concept by Matt Paramo

House Poddie: Chapter One

self-deprecator/self-aggrandizer.self-aware.

Pour Vida | Professor of English and a rapper

For all inquiries: faimkills@gmail.com

Black Dove

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