 Such a beautiful vast of ambient soundscapes

words.

i play with words, hoping that some combination, even a chance combination, will say what i want.
i am constantly trying to communicate something incommunicable, to explain something inexplainable, to tell about something i only feel in my bones and which can only be experienced in those bones.

i'm full of poetry now.
rot and poetry.
rotten poetry.

i want you always to remember me.
will you remember that i existed and that i stood next to you like this?

i often think of the younger me and the empathy she deserved but never really received.
i long to tell her how intelligent she is and how brave she has been.
i often think of the younger me but never do i listen to the echoes of the woman in years to come.

you wouldn't have understood me.
not after all that i put you through. restless nights where you wouldn't sleep, i knew, that you couldn't.
times where you needed my help, where you needed to talk to me and i chose to do other things rather than talk them with you, and ask you what was really bothering you.

i'm sorry i won't change anything.
you don't want to hear from me and that's understandable.
what hurts the most is seeing you believe that i'm still the same person that i was before i left.

truth is i'm not.
whether you believe me or not i don't know.
i can't force you to believe me, i broke your trust many times.

that the person who i was is long dead, the person that only put themselves first is long gone.

in their place came a different person, who finally stood up to their mistakes.
they embraced them and learned from them, they didn't allow their ego and pride to get in the way because they understood that they were not victims.

that they needed no self-pity from anyone.
they had finally understood that they needed to mature and understand that other people can get hurt because of their own actions.

truth is i didn't need validation from anyone.
anything i did was never meant to be a competition with you.
wasn't for the attention, wasn't so people could talk about me.
it was for you.

damn it.
it was always for you don't you understand?
i wanted you to see it, i wanted you to understand that i had changed.

yet you always took it the wrong way.
and never bothered to see me as someone else but who i was before.
i wanted you to see that i had changed.

they won't talk about it anymore.
they won't talk about the things we did.
the memories, the time spent, the jokes, the laughs spent together, sharing food, the love.
the thing is, we all we had some nights.

phone calls that would last as long as i can remember.
our late-night calls where i'd be falling asleep to your voice.

a voice that i had heard a million times, a voice that i could continue to listen to for years and years.
talks that we'd never speak with anyone else.

special moments that can never be replaced.
but did you feel the same way?

was it just as special to you as it was for me?
or was it nothing in the end for you?

you'd still be here, the air wouldn't be so hard to breathe.
i wouldn't feel so alone.
what seemed most odd wasn't that you were gone, it was the fact that you were still alive in this world, somewhere, yet, dead in my life.

and it felt like i was trying to bring you back, little by little.
and yet, all it caused me to do was dig my own grave.

i just didn't understand.
am i crazy for believing, thinking that you'd still be here?
crazy for having hope in us?

what thing worthy of love can be found in me?

lovett

The third volume of 'Ambient Archives' comes with music by Robert Farrugia, Alonefold, Stabilo (Speaker Gain Teardrop) and Warmth. From subtle distorted synth lines to heavenly guitars, intense drones and misty field recordings, in a new collection.
 
 Mastering by Zzzzra. 

 Archives15 
 Archives / 2015 

Warmth - Time As a Reward

'Emptiness Is Form' is the follow up of the last Purl album 'Form Is Emptiness', released last year on https://soundcloud.com/archives-5 A collection of remixes by Logic Moon, Powlos, Moshimoss, Darren McClure, SVLBRD and new versions by @Purl.

Written and Produced by Ludvig Cimbrelius. 
Remixes by Moshimoss, Logic Moon, Powlos, Darren McClure and SVLBRD. 
Photography by Alexander Kopatz | www.go70north.com 
Mastering by Rob Small. 
Archives37 // ArchivesCD018

~ CD/Digital ~

Purl - Form Is Emptiness (Powlos Remix)

it's about a plant, it's about the journey...
excerpt from release https://mnemonic45.bandcamp.com/album/paprat

Paprat (excerpt from a journey)

'When The Lightning Falls' is the first release by german producer Ataxy.

Written and Produced by David Eßer. 
Mastered at Artefacts Mastering. 
Photography by Alexander Kopatz. www.go70north.com
Faint009 // FaintCD009 // Faintape001 
Faint / 2018

Ataxy - Aurora

Mordançage is a new project from Tobias Hellkvist and Andrew Tasselmyer...  

The new album is a reference to the photography technique that creates  a degraded appearance in photo prints by physically altering film, a close metaphor for the way the album was created; manipulation of source audio and sound design creating a very different result.

Audio: Tobias Hellkvist / Andrew Tasselmyer
Mastering: Ian Hawgood
Artwork: Brittany Nelson
Photography: Craig Tattersall
Design: Daniel Crossley

Release date: 
30.09.18.

Mailing list: 
www.fluidaudio.bigcartel.com/mailing-list

Mordançage

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Mordançage - Now Before Us

I’m pleased to close the year with an artist that I personally contacted for publishing with KrysaliSound after having listened to his album “Wet Petals” released by Naviar Records.
Hirotaka Shirotsubaki is a Kobe-based musician that uses sampled guitars to create dreamy landscapes and emotional textures moving the listener in a quiet and safe inner dwelling. I am proud to present his new album “Last Goodbye” available in KrysaliSound’s catalogue starting from December 9. About the album Hirotaka says:
 
"In Japan, the era called "Heisei" will end this year. My life was with this "Heisei" era.
In order to live a new era with one break at the end of this era while I am alive, I have decided the title of this album to be "last goodbye" with a determination of parting.
The 6 tracks that make up this album have my memory fragments scattered around."

Credits:
-Performed and recorded in Kobe between April and October 2018
-Mastering by Francis M. Gri in 2018
-Available in digital format and in KS Digifile from December 9, 2018

Last goodbye

Last Goodbye

KS30 - HIROTAKA SHIROTSUBAKI Last Goodbye "Autumn Blanket"

This track is quoted from the album 'Gentle Scars'.
Listening to all tracks of the album and purchasing are available on the link below.

https://lagerstaette.bandcamp.com/album/gentle-scars

Gallery Six returns to Lagerstätte with a new masterpiece! These extraordinary and emotional textures pick up where LAGER005 Vividity left off and will delight all fans of Hidekazu Imashige’s refined, understated ambient work. For the uninitiated, they will serve as an excellent introduction.

Written and produced by Hidekazu Imashige. Mastered by Gallery Six. Cover photo by Hidekazu Imashige.

Gentle Scars

Solace

Purl & protoU - 'Sub Life' 
Label; Dronarivm 
Cat #.: DR-60
Format: CD (ltd. 150)/ DL
Release date: June 7th, 2019

“Sub Life" grows out of a blend of nature inducted ambiances as the artists conduct an emotional exploration of the natural world. The album draws its energy from primal forces constantly moving, around us and within us. Lush field recordings combined with human voices and instruments evolve into an immersive journey for dreamy minds.'

Mastered by Tobias Hellkvist
Original photo by Magda Kozuba

Buy CD / DL

Purl & protoU - Sacred Fluids

Slow Walking

'Departure Process' - Slow Walking - [Polar Seas Recordings, 2019]

https://hilyard.bandcamp.com

A solemn reflection of night time in the forests in autumn, where the trees quietly shed their leaves, like layers of the past. Their branches are like arms reaching out into the cold night, embracing those on moonlit paths with their earthly warmth and comfort. They are rooted in hope and know that the cold and somnolent months ahead will give way to flourishing growth…

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