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if heaven is a place you want, i hope you get there
i don’t have any misconceptions
i always swing for the fences, and root for the home team

in my still life

proxima’s the place we want, i hope we get there
i don’t have any misconceptions
even if you miss, you’ll land among the stars

on route to Mars

sunforger - still life

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there i go, taking sips, might as well just finish it
another day, another day
can’t walk, damn this snow, sweet girls too far from home,
i guess i’ll stay, i guess i’ll stay

where you can find me is locked up in myself
lounging on the shelf

but i could be the boy you want to see
night to night, losing sleep
and baby you could be the one for me
hand in hand, feeling free
if i could love you more than myself maybe

hush hush, it’s my song, i really like when you think i’m wrong
it keeps me safe, it keeps me safe
what’s next? bourbon please. ain’t you a little drunk for these?
just go away, just go away

the sidewalk’s rising to hold me in its arms. hell, i see no harm

but i could be the boy you want to see
night to night, losing sleep
and baby you could be the one for me
hand in hand, feeling free
if i could love you more than myself maybe

but time is a forest and i fuck with fire,
sorry if i’m a liar now.
what was the point of trying to tie you down?
baby, i'm not a reason to stick around.

brotherkenzie - stick around

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i could show you pretty things
if you just let me
and i would give you anything that
you would ever need

oh, and he laid on the floor for this
cosmic disaster
what eternal confidence could you
be after?

but oh,
that's how it goes
did i ever make a difference?
i don't know

staring at one paragraph
for eternity
asking over each syllable 
without understanding

oh,
that's how it goes
did i ever make a difference?
i don't know

spookyghostboy - pretty things

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[?] broken and desolate
it's hard without being somewhat in it
close calls between marked cars
losing sense in what reality really means
and it is not that hard to forget
when you make concerns
or where you gonna eat and sleep next
wander around a block seventy times a night
wonder if you've got or even give a shit to send a searchlight

oh, howl into the wind
let the cold air rush through your skin

decatur - song for moises

If I come back home
Would you be on the couch?
Or at the window
Always looking out

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lil rozey - if i come home

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LYRICS:
No, I don't blame you
and no, I don't hate you
but it still hurts like hell
And I, I still need you
But I'll let go if you do
I'll let go if you do

You'll walk the streets of New York
with nothing on your mind
while I'm stuck inside my four white walls
with you still on my mind

You're too busy to love
Too busy to care
Too busy to have around
And I know you had enough
And I know you are aware of
the damages you've done



I'll never curse you
I never wanted to hurt you
but if I did, I'm sorry for my broken promises
And you, you know I still love you, I can't say
that you do
Please say that you do

And I'll bury all my gifts for you
and sink them in the Hudson
I'll cut my tongue and I'll split my head
and empty it til there's nothing left
No memories of you; the golden sun that
I once knew, who burned too bright and
blinded eyes with beauty and a one-track mind

Too busy to love
Too busy to care
Too busy to have around
And I know you had enough
And I know you are aware of
the damages you've done

But I told you to open your heart
And I swore that it wasn't my mistakes
And you said "I love us" in your car
when we were driving back from Montclair State

And so we loved with an open mind
I was the constant in your life
And I'll be the constant you pushed away
But lovers will grow up, grow apart and change

Staten/White Hot Anger Split

STATEN - Montclair

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you talk too much
why don't you just shut up
just leave me alone
you only want me for my touch
you say all these things that don't make sense
you talk to other guys
i was making [?]

you talk too much
you only want me for my touch

c00ltube - you talk too much

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make your way back home
to the other side of town
or anywhere i don't come undone
but you hold my hand and you promise me
that we'll be just fine when we fall asleep
you'll be the one that holds me up

but when you're gone it's all just
black walls black sheets black eyes black clothes
black cars black streets black skies black holes
i'll be the one that's giving up

make my bed and leave
soap and shower clean
tugging on my sleeve
i need to leave
hope you got that job
at the bakery
it keeps escaping me
crazy me

are you coming home?
you've been gone all week
i can feel the gaps like they're missing teeth
you're the one who keeps me up
but when you're gone it's all just
black walls black sheets black eyes black clothes
black cars black streets black skies black holes
i'll be the one that's giving up

https://wishing.bandcamp.com

to forget

wishing - missing teeth

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picking up the pace again
burst just like some bloody head
thinking that you are out of sound
now it's time to slow it down

when you thought that it was fair
funny how you got your share
seven years and twenty days
that's how long your father stays

now you got her
exactly where you want her
and it kills me

but the danger's enough
to hurt me
but the danger's enough
to hurt me
but the danger's enough
to hurt me
but the danger's enough
to hurt me

spookyghostboy - danger

everyone knows 'try to sleep' now get ready for going to sleep
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it's better to die with than for
waiting to be kept warm
attempts at success mixed with mixed feelings
makes you feel better or something

everyone's ugly and miserable
it just sometimes doesn’t show
what colour is the back of your eyelids
you forgot that you know that you always forget
could’ve easily let me down easy
just let me leave what i'd like to keep
so fuck you i’m going to sleep

good morning’s never a good beginning
sex belongs on graves
how the times right to last forever tonight
i want your well being to depend on my opinion of you
the things people say when they don’t know what else to do
you’re driven like a matchbox car

and no you're not bad but you're not good and you’re not better

brevity will hold me
wind to blow me
life to roll me over

Swim Through the Dirt

attic abasement - going to sleep

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( i promise
promise?
it means something you can't break, ever )

kiss me on my neck
tell me all your fears
'cause the rush of love is gone
i'm tryna find out why it disappeared
why it disappeared

i look you in the eyes
don't feel nothing here
'cause the feeling of the love that i used to have
well that shit's disappeared

( promise )

do you remember
our love in november
that shit was so real
but there's patches on my fingers that won't heal
there's patches on my fingers that won't feel
why'd you have to fucking disappear.


why'd you disappear
please come back

beabadoobee - disappear

! this is slightly edited
loveworm EP dirtyhit.lnk.to/loveworm

( why? i mean is it so unbelievable
that someone could like me?
no it's −
well great! if that was the reason you
came over to talk to me then i −
no! it's i −)

hold me close and say you care
because i'm in love with your brown hair
the way you touch me is a curse
and i'm not willing to let it all hurt

watch your mouth and wash with soap
'cause i just hate the way you spoke
green eyes make everything feel numb
and i'm not willing to give it all up

and i'm not wasting time again
closure instead of sex
and i'm not wasting time again

...

you said i fucked up and ruined your life
but little did you know you ruined
mine.

beabadoobee - 1999

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when everything feels empty, i rely on empty touch 
to ignore the days that i hate myself and i miss you too much 
and everyone feels cold when they lack something familiar 
there was light trapped where the sun was 
this is harder than i thought 

i will always look for you in the quiet empty nothing 
where you were convinced there was only dark and the sharpest objects 
i saw your coat. i saw it like a martyr sees its body 
i saw your coat like the shadow of a ghost that wouldn't leave here 
i saw your coat hanging in surrender like a white flag 
i saw your coat and i hate this 

this is harder than i thought

To Forget

wishing - emptiness is a closet full of your old clothes

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(edited bcus of copyright sorry obvi)

pick up the phone
please, tell me you’re home
the monsters are gone
the wardrobe is closed
where’s my guitar
they hate when i sing
so, fuck my guitar, yeah
fuck everything

( they hate me
oh there's worse things that could happen )

string’s on a twist
my ass they can kiss
they’re making me sick
just, go suck my dick
no singing past ten
you can’t stay in your bed
so, fuck mom and dad
i’m going real mad

( what is she doing here?
you don't belong here, not
after what you did- )

beabadoobee - angry song

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feeling better

gorey speakers - the cure to a panic attack: water

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i just probably lost my job
yeah i really miss my car
i don’t know how much it’s worth
now it’s rotting in the dirt
all day
all day
i wait

i just probably lost my job
you’d think i care but i do not
i think i’m finding inner peace
i think i’m finding a release
all day
all day
i’ll wait

i wait

they are gonna rob the earth
steal all the plants and dirt
they’ll kill everyone you love
they don’t really give a fuck
all day
they hate

yeah they’re gonna rob the earth
burn up all the plants and dirt
i don’t know what we’re gonna do
but i wanna die with you
always
always

i just probably lost my job
yeah i really miss my car
i just miss us driving far
getting high in the dark
always
always something
always
always

it looks sad. - car

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i can't wait to see u tomorrow
i'm counting the hours
i'll wait there for u at the turn stop
sorry if i don't bring u flowers

i'm getting tired of being alone
i'll spend some time with you on the phone
i want to hear you complain about things
i want to hear u play video games

i like when our hearts beat together
it's my favourite song
i hope that the whole world can hear it
and they will have to sing along
i wanna kiss you and tickle your nose
i wanna tell you a joke
i'll sing a song as you fall asleep
i had a dream you were singing to me

i can't wait to see you tomorrow

waveform* - favorite song

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i know that i'll be fine
i'm telling you i won't get in my head and start a fight
i promise you that i
can hold it all together and be here with u tonight

stay here
so i can't just back off
stay here
no i can't relax at all

i'm sorry that i'm high
i'd never have the guts to be alone with u tonight
i know u're not that guy
i know that u'd believe me if i said hello goodbye

stay here
so i can't just back off
stay here
no i can't relax at all
no i can't relax at all
no i can't relax at all

waveform* - hello, goodbye

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lyrics

sometimes i wish i could
exist inside a different plane
nothingness seems like a gift
when your outside doesn't match your brain

i've got ten thousand faces and
confidence that comes in waves
i carry it with good intent
in case you see me a different way

but i'm not complaining
though i wish i had someone to blame
cause what's the use in good intent
when the good and bad all seem the same?

if i'm always changing, how do you know me?
if you never see me, how will you love me?
if i'm always changing, how do you know me?
if you never see me, how will you love me?

⠀

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