another unedited bullshit bedroom freestyle (prod. zeeky beats)

lyrics:
tryna make a lil more sense
up in my fucking head
I take all the mushrooms
I can take you 
somewhere crazy
I'm your favorite memory
don't need no company
when I'm with u <3
I am sativa... maybe Indica ^-^
or your dopamine 
you cant resist it
cause I'm naturally
a high frequency
I'm heavenly
I'm heavenly
I take all the mushrooms
I can take you
somewhere crazy

..looks like my time's up?
looks like my life's up
looks like our time's up
girl looks like your time's up
looks like you fucked up
looks like im fucked up
looks like you're fucked up
looks like I'm fucked up
I'm fucked up

heavenly (4.20 freestyle)

BACK TO TROLLING, made this morning in 30 mins

LATELY I BEEN REAL SLEEPY
HERE ON THIS TV
WE'RE WATCHING SAILOR MOON
I GOT MY GREEN TEA
AND WE'RE NOT SLEEPING  :O
I REACH FOR T.D. (hehe)
AND NOW IM SINGING U SUM
SO MUCH FOR
EVERYTHING WE DID
EVERYTHING WE'RE GONNA DO
DOESN'T EVEN MATTER
NOTHING REALLY MATTERS
X2
YEA YA KNOW MY BESTIE
SHE'S A DYKE
ROLLING THRU THE HILLS
BUY SOMETHING NICE
BABY TAURUS SEASON 
LOOKING FRIGHTENING!
I MIGHT HAVE TO
BUY THIS BITCH A DIAMOND RING!
WON'T YOU MARRY ME?
WE CAN SPLIT A CHECK
BUY YOU DINNER, ROSES
GIVE YOU FUCKIN N-
SO MUCH FOR
EVERYTHING WE DID 
EVERYTHING WE'RE GONNA DO
DOESN'T EVEN MATTER
NOTHING REALLY MATTERS
:(  :)

NIHILISM

rosy (dark version)

now that youre gone
I dont have anything to sing about
I dont have anything to be happy about
but thats just how life goes
now that youre gone
I feel really sad
nothing could bring me right back
so I just eat and chill
without a friend
I might be fucked up in the head
its true, I just wanna be in bed
on most days I dont even see the sun
nothing ever feels too fun
nothing ever feels too fun

i feel really sad (freestyle)

this is my first track.. laugh if u want :p

SONG PRODUCED BY WEIRDINSIDE

closethedoor ft. dylAn

i was outside, i know u heard that truck drive by at the beginning

 ps: idk what I'm saying either
beat by phedee

the poem:

I’m socially inept, isolated, overslept
excluding my nature
at my own request
i skipped a crack
but boy, daddy’s back
daddy saved us this year
could we have no respect? 
“the liar” is written in ink
on his back
with blink of an eye
i will put you in check

she’s got poison in her eyes 
she's got poison in her eyes

rearranging skies of blue
i might put a spell on you


btw this song is about selling your soul lol

voodoo

a song about a boy named khalil
beat by mt.marcy (please follow them)

don't go to sleep on me :(
don't go, don't go, don't go
i know, i know, i know
that you are so different than i am x3
but i like it, i kinda like dis
i felt so unaccepted but
you bring out the light and
this feels so new new
this feels so new (u bring out my light baby)
purple haze covers blue sky
please don't watch me cry
blue sky can't see me cry

purple

beat by tom misch
this song means a lot to me, i was going through a lot of changes and my relationship with god/self is what kept me focused and alive. wrote this song when i came to these realizations.

lyrics:
this weather brushes on my face
this spring brings vitality
a spiritual reality
reality's a tragedy
and winter brings nostalgia
i could catch a blue on you x2
a fool of you x2
to think that i was living here
without a crown
to think that i was living here
without a sound x3
the energy surround my body and my spirit

my body and my spirit

sahasrara

could be interpreted in many ways (lost love, etc)
however this song is only about me, myself and i... 
it is really special 2 me
pure self-destruction

lyrics:
what am i doing here?
what am i doing?
what are we doing here?
he pulled up with his dank
and i didn't know what to think
but you poured out all of your
problems into gutters
called out for motherfuckers
i never thought i would find
a love like yours and mine
she got her hand on the bottle
he call me his little model, ughh
i wish that we could never go 
never could go x3
but when we start to grow
we change and watch the pain
roll off all the doors that we chained
i never thought that i could feel this way
feel this way about someone
other than you

other than you
other than you
other than you

but you are a lying tiger
a selfish snake
i wouldn't wanna 
feel this way
but you are a lying tiger
a selfish snake
i wouldn't wanna 
feel this way
about the one i confided in
my trust, my lust 
my trust, my lust
the one that i
the one that i love
i wouldn't wanna 
take my love for granted x2

my trust, my lust

snakes

beat by https://soundcloud.com/nymano
wrote this song for lou 

lyrics:
have u ever
trusted love
 at first glance
love at first glance
have u ever
had a dream-like trance
i call it saturday
he called on saturday
i like when u talk to me
you know that you're lost in me
your body keeps calling me
x3

saturday

happy new yr
made this for my ex abt my new boy
it was petty of me /:

beat by nymano , hes amazing

i never thought loving you
i never thought touching you
would feel so smoooooth
oh it do ;)

leave me alone with the world
leave me alone im his girl

LEAVEMEALONE

a freestyle over a beat by the lovely oliver palfreyman
this is my happy place

lyrics:
just watch the sea
as you sleep x2
just watch the sea
and i believe
in the higher forces
the universes
i thought we could drive
to the water
the sun is callin x2

it's calling us 
it's calling her, too
x4

i am following the sun x2
trust your gut 
i don't seek for much
trust your gut
know that "I Am" trust

the sun is calling x2
just watch the sea
and i believe
in higher forces
the universes

the ocean

probably the worst mic cracking ever bc i was sitting outside and the wind was blowing. posting anyways  bc i like the way the freestyle turned out :)

heres the lyrics i think that i heard :

i counted the stars
and i found my love
he took me into the trees
we leave
our thoughts of negativity
nobody finds the beauty
in this love
like i do
i found my home
but you've got your problems
and i couldn't tell you
what to do with this (? lol what)
so you ran till you couldn't breathe
i remember when you
used to call me
but you're gone (home)
and i feel alone

alone freestyle (voice memo)

an extremely cliche love song
beat by rhoda

lyrics:
i think about
the way you heal me
with your voices
when i make mistakes
you wash it all away
listen to these words
we fly with the birds
we are looking for
this thing that
they call love
i feel so lovesick for you

lovesick ft. elijah thrill

medication ft. dylAn

beat prod. by boxboys

"eventually the girl would grow up and evolve into the person that she's supposed to be"

lyrics:
once she was a child
she hoped and prayed
she'd find her light
in the sky
everyday she dreamed of
a brighter w-o-r-l-d
little did she know that
things wouldn't work out for her x2
mmm mmm
she's still the little girl who
follows the end of the sky
still the little girl that
follows the end of the sky
as she got older
 she ain't belong with the crowd
she still grew stronger
her light will never go out
and i promise you that
you'll find the end of the sky
i promise her that 
she'll find her reasons why

i'm still the little girl who 
follows the end of the sky

sky wanderers

music prod. by chuckee.
made this for dylan 

 i'm not really into making "songs" anymore. i just get messages sent to me from the universe or spirit and want to be a vessel somehow. nothing written, just giving what im receiving.

lyrics:
it's light outside 
despite the time
i found your father
in your eyes
i found him calling
"don't u cry"
just let me into your head
just let me into your space
just let me into your reflections (on the wall)
just let me into--
don't U fall
why do we communicate between the lies/lines?
i see your face, don't u cry
don't u cry

don't u cry

LMFAO 
freestyle about money and such recorded in my bedroom
beat by ergo

lyrics:
write it for me aye
write it down for me
write it down for me $$$
im tryna see how u like it, like it
cause we could get to poppin, poppin
poppin on the pills
poppin all those pills
we can get it started( just want it )
tell me do you want it, want it
cause i could take u wherever u want
wherever we go, just so u know
take me high, take me low
take me right, take me
take me high, take me low
take me right, baby
do me right, do you right
i got time, i got time
i got time, i got time, i got

money calls (freestyle)

this is hella old
literally i was in such a savage mood when i recorded this

lyrics:

i'm calling him papi
he calling me raunchy
tellin him sorry
i don't like to party
i don't like this party
you can be salty
puttin on my new shoes
listenin to old blues
he ain't watch that shit anymore
he ain't with that bitch anymore

keep this to yourself
i could take ya higher
keep this yourself
i could take ya, i could take ya
x2

this ain't what he use to
sorry i can't choose u
i aint got a blue tooth
but we sippin (blue juice)
he aint speakin like u
i aint even like u
buy a ticket, cop that
even tho u still sad

higher (OLD 2016 TRACK)

brought to u by my alter ego Sho
by @str8bored

lyrics:
waking up my spirit
she's telling me her deepest dreams
and every little fantasy
looks like he don't hear it
looks like he don't wanna be the one 
but she's still lookin for some fun
i thought we were fucking friends
he don't wanna experience
but we can experiment
thought that we were fucking friends
you don't have to stay over
don't have to be sober
lately i've been misconstrued
lately i've been thinking this just ain't for you
lately i've been misconstrued
lately i've been thinking this just ain't for you

i'll be your venus

beat by nymano
self explanatory 
nobody's real with eachother anymore
might delete
dis love will always b enough

lyrics:
just take me as i am
and i promise i will love you
in the ways that i can
i don't know how i'll end up
i don't know if i'll end up happy
but i can try
to be your guidance
to be your lover
to be your friend
ill be your friend x3
i need a friend x4
know that you're safe with me
hope you won't play with me
know that your love is just enough x4
you're just enough for me

need a friend

produced by skptv
a lil song i made months ago that i sent to a boy when i first started liking him (not intending to post but just found it) and its really sweet and i can feel the love all over again. aw ugh this is so special..
daydreaming abt hvng a consistent face to kiss now
lyrics:
imagine how he made me feel
like i was floating :)
and the universe was fully open
and the universe is dripping gold and
i admire ur face
and the way u hold my hand--
and the way u hold my hand
and the way u understand
what i couldn't say out loud to u
imagine how he made u feel
like u were frozen 
in the middle of the ocean 
flowers in my hand...
i hope u'll understand

in the morning, luuuvvvv
...morning luuvvv
i admire ur face and the way 
u hold my hand-- and the way
u hold my hand and the way
u understand what i couldn't

imagine the way 
u make me smile
without sayin a word

<3

AM luv

a lil sum i made a while ago but was too shy to post
with my love @yungtrvpkid
 

lyrics:

u had me captivated..
but u were tellin lies
thought i had u figured out
thought i knew ur ins and outs
but boy i was wrong, wrong, wrong
i was lost
don't let me fall for love 
cuz i don't wanna be
i don't wanna be wronnnggg :(
don't let me fall in love
cause i don't wanna be
 i don't wanna be wrong

don’t lemme fall in love, cause ion wanna bewrong
i gotta keep gone gimme space like elon 
musk guts fucked up cuz i drink too much
head in the sink too much
i think i think too much
i might
shoot u text in that latenight hour
like i’m that boy no flower
and put that steer on power
watch out for potholes
your road, not paved
no load, no saves
no codes, this game
bout as cold as froze freezing
im the
deeper meaning to something u don’t believe in
im the
demon creepin in the garden of eden
and imma
simile of misleading, deceiving
i’m a snake up in the tree looking for sum to eat
(i don't wanna be wrong about u)

orig. beat by skptv

wrong ft. ytk

another bad quality lo-fi song i did in my bedroom just now
beat by dontcry

lyrics:
i've been watching the planets
circle ur head
and i'm writing this song
in hopes u won't be sad
again... pls don't fret
he says "wait for me"
maybe one day i'll be strong
just like u said i was
she says "wait for me"
she put her worries in a song
cus she don't belong
getting goosebumps from her touch
but this is unrequited love
getting goosebumps from his touch
but this is unrequited love
if i sell if my soul, would u buy it?
if i sang ya songs, would u like it?
if i wrote a thousand words, would u cite them?
or keep it private?
lets keep things private
i've been watching the muses
circle ur room
and i'm writing this song
in hopes i'll be more 
close to u

unrequited...(◡﹏◡✿)

a song about being replaced

lyrics:
and i can't be here anymore
can't see it anymore
can't feel things anymore
can't be myself
til i fall asleep
that's when i sea
me in the sky
i'm just i'm just another lie
i'm just i'm just another
i'm just i'm just another one
who goes forgotten
who goes forgotten
and i got tears on my face
i don't
i don't know which way to go
tears on my face
i don't know where my space is
i don't have much
i always go replacing
i fear too much
cause ive always been replaced and...

my last song

a lil girl anthem made in bed for y'all feat. my favorite baby girl eva, @official_knives

lyrics:
rosy colored cheeks
i taste somethin sweet
when he’s grinding under me
he could barely speak
but now I’m feeling myself
now I’m touching myself
like I’m posed to be

all these boys
they all adore me
i just hope they won’t..
(they) hope they couldn’t bore me
look in my eyes
 look at my body
there’s no compromising
look in my eyes
look at my body
he wish he could try it

 but there's no comprising..
im so rosy x4…

i got my own world
i got my own shit to be proud of
i ain't coming down for nothing 
they know I’m up to something
casting spells with all my sisters
with our plans, they couldn’t kiss us 
no more

cause…
we're so rosy x4

all these boys, they all adore me
i just hope they won’t...
(they) hope they couldn’t bore me
lookin at my little body
wishing they could try it

xxxx

ROSY (prod. knives)

this is one of the most meaningful songs i have ever made, its a freestyle and i was crying before and after. really hope u feel it 

terrible keys played by me

lyrics:
and i didn't know
how deep my love could go
and it's shocking how
you let it go
off i cry for 
all night
all the time
i'm not angry
i'm not ashamed
i'm not worried
i feel this way
cause my love transcends the time
and it never fades
and i am so
i am so happy i am this way
you're not alone so you don't have to
you don't have to stress...
cause you look,
you look your best
when you're true to yourself 
and you love yourself
when you learn 
you're more than they could
comprehend
comprehendddd
you're more
you're more than 
they could offer
so please don't suffer
no more
you're great in yours
my daughter, my child

solace (live)

thank you @derrickahsam. you are a beautiful soul. thank you for blessing me with this when i needed to hear it most. i love you

sometimes love (by derrick)

produced by @mar1otti
mixed by @crystalfiction

lyrics:
wake up
i'm pretty on a saturday
pray your man won't come my way
cause boy i'm looking fine today
it's time to save your money up
and let me know what's good wit lunch
i like a man who treats me good
respects a woman as he should
but all these boys want is attention
all these boys stay disrespecting
the stronger a woman is
the bigger his ego gets
it pains them to stomach it
i'll sing him a song like this...
do you even know my name?
or you just like my face?
why you keep running plays?
boy you got no defense
can you tell me your favorite thing about me?
is it the way i tucked you into sleep so soundly?
is it the way i let you spit me where you found me?
is it the way i called you daddy when you clowned me?
or is it that cloudy?
you're not my boyfriend

BOYFRIEND SONG

I'M SO STUCK ON A "TRAIN" (TO YOUR BRAIN)
I'M SO STUCK ON A TRAIN (TO YOUR BRAIN)
I'M INSANE I'M INSANE I'M INSANE I'M INSANE
I'M INSANE I'M INSANE I'M INSANE I'M INSANE
THERE'S NO WAY OUT
THERE'S NO SPACE TO FLOAT
THERE'S NO WAY
THERE'S NO SPACE. . 

prod hm surf

i'm insane

background instrumental by ceecide

I made this today on Valentine's Day to accompany my apothecary release found at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/shoujomedicina

this helps with removing emotional blockages and expanding the heart.

be well, love you

marina

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