Kaguya

Dive

Fantasize about my death
Cause I know these bitches won't stay
Mama said I got a big heart
God told me just throw it away

Junk food all in my cart 
Benson and hedges all in my brain
Ima buy a helium tank
Ima put that shit all in my brain

She gone lie to me
That little hoe gone fuck with my brain
Had some trauma boo
I really cant get out that stain

Need some commas dude
Ima spend that shit all on the drank
Can't rely on a hoe
I really need to get out this pain

I know how it go
Ima just throw my life away
I like when it snow
That shit really touch me when it rain

I still love a hoe
At this point really ain't got no shame
I won't trust her though
I know God made her for the pain

Coughing up fluids bro
Ima leave out just the same way I came
Everybody want me dead
They just want me to play they game

I want love instead
But that ain't real so I numb my brain
Can't forget she said
That lil hoe gonna fuck with my brain

Fantasy

[prod. FullOfSkill]

[AGGRESSIVE AMBIENT BATTLE TRAP BEAT]

Fatally Wounded - [AGGRESSIVE AMBIENT BATTLE TRAP BEAT] prod. FullOfSkill

I need some help I had too much to think
I watched your hand disappear on the brink
People disguising intentions it bring
All of me crashing down watching it sink

I watch them lie to each other in sync
Why you be talking down all on your friends
Growing some horns with them heavenly wings
You left me heartbroken I gotta sing

Way that they treat me you'd think I'm a king
I don't say nothing I dont do a thing
Somehow they all still be fucking with me
I guess my aura is settling things

Lucario counterattacking with ease
Sonic I'm hopping right into the rings
My little heart mean a whole lot to me
That's why I'm thinking of ending things

Please do not fret if you seeing a beam
 Going to heaven if it wait for me
And if it's not I'm just leaving the scene
All of you demons you talking too mean

And if you not then you lying to me
I like commitment its sewn in my Jean's
But all these women are just like they seem
First lure me in when they treat me like king

Then bring me down tear me down to the seams
Dodging the reasons it ain't like a dream
Hid me from people you love like a dream
Then you can justify cheating on me

Life got me bursting and stressed at the seams
I try my best and I see what it brings
Guess that I don't got a place in your dreams
Guess I just don't got a place in your dreams

(S)hell

I'm here as slave
To progress we made
Keep going okay
I don't wanna stay 

You told me my problems
They never will fade
These goalposts keep moving
And movement is made

But what is for, yes what is it for?
This hatred you harboring I do abhor

I do not hate white people
Some I adore
I do not hate Trump though his conscience is poor


We're one in the same, yes one in the same
Just thinking back on the mistakes I have made
Due to my ignorance, hubris, and pain
These human impulses are leaving a stain

I wanna love you, I wanna have faith
I'm missing the comfort you put in my way
I'm missing the thighs that I rubbed on my face
These perilous times took you out of my way

I do wanna mean all the things that I say
But so much influence is pulling my brain
I don't see a way so I just isolate
I realize that I cannot go on this way

I look in my heart and I cry out in pain
I'll tell you the truth if you'll listen I'll say
I just want a girl who's a little bit plain
Preferably asian if I have my way

We'll work on our art and we'll battle our pain
Won't lie to ourselves and have patience to stay
And if I get up put my dick in her face
She'll stick out her tongue and let me have my way

I'll rub on her feet when she has a hard day
Encourage her to be her best everyday
And if that's just waking up guess that's okay
I'll lay down beside her brush hair out her face

She'll turn on what she want I swear it's okay
I might interrupt her when turning a page
These books yeah they're keeping me out of my brain
When I turn her over we're leaving a stain


Fluid

Baby I thought that I need you
This world is just ruled by them evils
I thought that your soul was a beacon
But you kinda fake too kinda see through
You told me that I should not need you
And You don't owe me shit but I wish you
Could just stay forever, I miss you
But we are unstable, you're gone boo

Yeah I'm bipolar
Got them mood swings bumping
In my ears how I feel alive

Broke my hands
Not giving them a break
Punching walls
Trying not to cry

Video games non stop
Smash bros took my thumbs
I don't wonder why

But I didnt stop
I was restless
Had to do something
Trying not to cry

Had an ex girl
She was great
Got that good puss
And a good heart to boot

But I was stuck
In depressed state
You could feel my sadness in the other room

As a child I was wetting beds
Caught infection
Tried to tell but they couldn't help

They was too busy with they own shit
So I kept big quiet in my little hell

Pissing out blood
Couldn't pee some days
On god, my god I prayed

Got the shit fixed after 10 years
But my brain now it ain't really the same

They don't understand
And I can't  blame them
They don't know about an old man pain

I'ma pray to God
For a new light
And down bitch that can handle my rain

Bounce
Walk up smelling like an ounce
Changing from a sad boy trying not to pout
Told me I'm the prize ima show him what's it bout
This time ima leave the nut on her mouth
Playing with the booty yeah I smile when it bounce
Yeah my body hurts but I show up when it counts
Got big wants but I'm laying on the couch
Fuck that about
Try to get some help
They don't listen like I'm Fauci
Ima get some money just to fill up my account
If I get enough ima spread it where it counts
Try to get my momma right, get her out the house
Laid up sick, yeah I know what that's about
Late nights hoping I would die calling Faust
Morty with the shit, Shaman King worth a shout
No Rick and Morty, but there's gems in my cloud
Boy better carry a pen with him now
Cause the flow too sick let it bleed from my mouth
Man in the east let it roll with the bounce
Open cans for the feast cause the sharks they about
Result with the beat got them niggas like wow
Gotta give the flowers while the men above ground
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Need prod. RESULT

Last night I could mention
I can be myself when I'm with you
I got affections

I admit the world is so confusing
Got depression
Girl I know you got some problems too
We both confessing

I feel like I'm high when I'm with you
I got a passion
I ain't pussy I say that I love you
If they asking

I could be with you until the death
Until the casket
Til the casket
Til we ashes

I won't keep my options open
I'm just not that kind of guy
Girl you know my love is potent
And I think it's justified

I'ma cut my heart open
You can put your strings inside
Think you know I need focus
Cause my lens is rarefied

I guess that i'm tired of searching
You know I don't fuck with lies
Trying to keep my mind close
So I keep the circle tight

I just keep it simple now
I don't gamble with my tithes
Trying to build a life with you
Our castle could touch the sky


Ashes

I just had to retrace my steps 
For my future queen
My vice is my sadness it's gone
Then they question me
They know I'm the one see potential
My gravity
I leave my fate all to the lord
Need that touch on me
Covid got me locked up for sure
Feel the gravity
I'm just in my zone
See the fractals in everything
All these girls the same but they not
That's how beauty be
My bitch she a stone cold fox
She gone play with me
I know where it comes from
It's pure insecurity 
I guess I attract her with mine
My anxieties
Pushing on my mental to get
Where it need be
Those words that I sent they gone touch
Her anxieties
I know what they see all in me
They see in themself
When they get they own self esteem
They leave me in hell
I know they that use me, it's soothing
For me as well
All along I'm moving my energy
Is not itself
I need me a partner in crime 
Tell her everything
When it all get real I just hope
She don't run on me
Ima stick around, I won't die
Less you lie to me
You can like that nigga but you best
Spill your heart to me
I just told her I could fuck that bitch
That's my bravery
God just pulled my soul out the mix
Said just work on me
You just took me way from my fix
That's your faith in me
You know you a smart girl, Your pride is just limiting
When you get it wrong, you get mad
Run from everything
It's a competition you think that
Of everything
Everything in life not a race
Pace yourself with me
You don't like that calm on my face
You start questioning
Everything is fine but you start
My anxieties
Do it all the time, you can't help
But to fuck with me
I can't play that game and you know
Need that calm in me
Led me out my element it shows
Now you leaving me
I just wanna shower you with gold
Think you keep me sane
Keep me on my toes and I keep
Loving everything
Kissing on your toes and I told you
I love them things
And I meant that shit, when I love
I love everything
Flipside when I don't, I see ugly
In everything
When I give my heart it just bleed
All on everything
You thought that I lied, but I'm not
That's on everything
Your body was perfect to me
You don't need no shame
You just switched your story with me
Then I did the same

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