This is the instrumental of “This Is It” which is my first single!! It took a while to release it because it wouldn’t let me before, but I tried it again and it worked! This beat is made by me by inspiration of other instrumentals. I really hope you like the instrumental just as much as I do! 😄

This Is It - Instrumental Version

I haven’t released a song in almost 4 years. I wanted to make a small comeback by rewriting, reproducing, and re-singing my first song because the original song didn’t represent me as much as it did at the time, but I still really liked the melody which was why I decided to re-record it. I hope you enjoy listening to this 'cause I’ve been working on this since August 2023!! More to come!!!!!!!! 😮‍💨

this is it (Rewritten) - Instrumental

this song is literally my favourite song both sonically and especially lyrically from my upcoming EP. i wanted to release something new and fresh to keep y'all on your tip-toes. this song is about how reticulating i was to myself, with no support from any peers i needed the most. it questions the motives of those who did me harm or the ones i caused some harm to. cuz obviously I'm not perfect, but it is always important to realize their mistakes and how to move on, but also learning from your own mistakes and teaching yourself how to essentially be a better person. ily so so much, can't wait to release more!!! <3

Fakhran Noorwala's Album

what was the main motive? - Instrumental

what was the main motive? - Acapella

what was the main motive?

LYRICS:

[Verse]
When the knife went into you
It felt like bliss, a long time comin’
Your blood stains both of our shirts
They’re intertwined, just like our souls
Maybe if I pierced it farther
Your care for me would dissipate
We could’ve been partners in crime
But baby your life’s leavin’ you (no, no, no)

[Outro]
Oh
Ah
Dissipating body (ah)

© 2024 Fakhran Noorwala

intro (dissipate)

[Verse #1]
Time (time)
Time is standing still while I’m moving in endless circles
But I
I feel like I’m falling again
‘Cause I keep going back to you

[Pre-Chorus]
You used to own me, but karma got you bad
How can I be upset for you over something that you never had? (never)
[Chorus]
You lost him (you lost him)
You lost him simply by being petty and mad
Mm

[Verse #2]
L-L-Love, your love was standing still
While mine (mine), kept on going but 
I could never imagine it would’ve ended like this (mmm)
But I’m so glad I lost you now

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause you used to own me (now, now, now)
But karma got you bad
Your goal was to make me feel like shit
For the rest of my life

[Chorus]
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him simply by being mad
I needed to get out of it
Which was why I did what I had to do

[Verse #3]
Oh you (yeah you)
Got put in your place indefinitely
But I don’t know (why)
It took him many years to realize
But now, I’m no longer falling again
(No longer falling again)
‘Cause now, you are dead to me

[Outro]
Why?
Oh why? (no longer falling again)
Why? (why, why, why, why)
Why, why now?
[END]

© 2024 Fakhran Noorwala

falling again

[Verse #1]
Time (time)
Time is standing still while I’m moving in endless circles
But I
I feel like I’m falling again
‘Cause I keep going back to you

[Pre-Chorus]
You used to own me, but karma got you bad
How can I be upset for you over something that you never had? (never)
[Chorus]
You lost him (you lost him)
You lost him simply by being petty and mad
Mm

[Verse #2]
L-L-Love, your love was standing still
While mine (mine), kept on going but 
I could never imagine it would’ve ended like this (mmm)
But I’m so glad I lost you now

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause you used to own me (now, now, now)
But karma got you bad
Your goal was to make me feel like this
For the rest of my life

[Chorus]
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him simply by being mad
I needed to get out of it
Which was why I did what I had to do

[Verse #3]
Oh you (yeah you)
Got put in your place indefinitely
But I don’t know (why)
It took him many years to realize
But now, I’m no longer falling again
(No longer falling again)
‘Cause now, you are dead to me

[Outro]
Why?
Oh why? (no longer falling again)
Why? (why, why, why, why)
Why, why now?
[END]

© 2024 Fakhran Noorwala

falling again (CLEAN)

[Intro]
Her
Her
Her
Mmm
Him
Him
Him
Him (Let me look at you)

[Verse #1]
Dead in the eyes (dead in the eyes)
Emphasize, the glare in my disguise
Otherwise I’ll come and take what’s mine
Declined, just like your multiple face designs

[Pre-Chorus]
He’s seen better days
Without you chasing him in a blaze
(Wait, is this thing on?)
Something finally (finally) got you in a haze
Now it’s time to lower your (mm, your) gaze

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a has-been (never-was)
(Scrape your skin off, pull that hair down)
Everyone believes the petty one (him)
From the lies of your mentality coming un-done (him)
All that talk, in the end, you pulled none (him)
Daring, she’s deteriorating

[Verse #2]
I love playing the villain in your fantasy
I can be one if needed from you and that boy
I knew you’d be this gullible so I had to try
Are you going to be at it until you kneel on one knee?

[Pre-Chorus]
No-No I’ve seen better days
Without you in my life, failed telophase
(Stupid little lunatic, when you)
When you left me I low-key felt like (cryin’)
When I did it back I got you (dyin’)
To push my limits (to push my limits)
Got you lyin’ oh (I got you lyin’)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a “has-been” (never-was)
Tattoo me, think of me, paint me, and engrave me
Funny how you claimed I loved his fire
When you wrote a novel about one desire
Like mother like daughter in-sync (like a choir)
Honey (honey), she’s deteriorating

[Bridge]
“He thinks he’s better than everyone!”
“How can I make myself the victim here?”
“Is he done riding him yet?”
Oh, if it was true (it’s not)
Why do you care? (why?)
(Y’all always believe everything, the fuck?)
Lately, she’s fun when crazy (why, why, why, why, why, why)
You need to learn that the world never revolved around you
(Not everything’s about you, around you)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me
All you can do is talk about me
You’ve been the “never-was” from the start
Villain, villianize 
An accident like you could’ve won
From the lies from you, coming in one (unison)
Didn’t you fantasize for your V-card to be gone?
Oh, oh

[Outro]
You intended to ruin me
But you ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
[END]

© 2024 Fakhran Noorwala

the villain in your fantasy (deteriorating)

[Intro]
Her
Her
Her
Mmm
Him
Him
Him
Him (Let me look at you)

[Verse #1]
Dead in the eyes (dead in the eyes)
Emphasize, the glare in my disguise
Otherwise I’ll come and take what’s mine
Declined, just like your multiple face designs

[Pre-Chorus]
He’s seen better days
Without you chasing him in a blaze
(Wait, is this thing on?)
Something finally (finally) got you in a haze
Now it’s time to lower your (mm, your) gaze

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a has-been (never-was)
(Scrape your skin off, pull that hair down)
Everyone believes the petty one (him)
From the lies of your mentality coming un-done (him)
All that talk, in the end, you pulled none (him)
Daring, she’s deteriorating

[Verse #2]
I love playing the villain in your fantasy
I can be one if needed from you and that boy
I knew you’d be this gullible so I had to try
Are you going to be at it until you kneel on one knee?

[Pre-Chorus]
No-No I’ve seen better days
Without you in my life, failed telophase
(Stupid little lunatic, when you)
When you left me I low-key felt like (cryin’)
When I did it back I got you (dyin’)
To push my limits (to push my limits)
Got you lyin’ oh (I got you lyin’)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a “has-been” (never-was)
Tattoo me, think of me, paint me, and engrave me
Funny how you claimed I loved his fire
When you wrote a novel about one desire
Like mother like daughter in-sync (like a choir)
Honey (honey), she’s deteriorating

[Bridge]
“He thinks he’s better than everyone!”
“How can I make myself the victim here?”
“Is he done riding him yet?”
Oh, if it was true (it’s not)
Why do you care? (why?)
(Y’all always believe everything, the-)
Lately, she’s fun when crazy (why, why, why, why, why, why)
You need to learn that the world never revolved around you
(Not everything’s about you, around you)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me
All you can do is talk about me
You’ve been the “never-was” from the start
Villain, villianize 
An accident like you could’ve won
From the lies from you, coming in one (unison)
Didn’t you fantasize for your V-card to be gone?
Oh, oh

[Outro]
You intended to ruin me
But you ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
[END]

© 2024 Fakhran Noorwala

the villain in your fantasy (deteriorating) [CLEAN]

the first song off part 2 of “this stays between us” my debut EP is now yours! (my 19th bday gift) 🖤

STREAM THE SONG HERE: https://push.fm/fl/nineteenbleeds

[Intro]
Mm
Mm
Oh yeah (mm)

[Verse #1]
We’ve just turned nineteen and it was difficult for us 
To remember what it was like in our minor days
Is there a way to recollect our fading memories?
I’m terrified that we’re growing apart (growing apart)

[Pre-Chorus]
You imply that our bond is there but not far from “non-existent” 
Is that why we became so distant? (so distant)
We try to make one spiral into roundabouts (roundabouts)
I’m not sure how we’ll manage if this is our last drought

[Chorus]
I just want you to tell me if I’m going insane 
Insane for thinking you’d rather choose someone else instead of me (instead of me)
I know biologically we connect (we connect)
But you should be wary of someone who is willing to betray you (betray)

[Verse #2]
Please tell me if it was all for nothin’
Tell me if it was all worth somethin’
To fight for
Then let go
Repeating these haunting cycles again
How can I do a good deed?
When we fight ‘til one of us bleeds
We can’t sugarcoat anything underneath
What happens if we don’t fit ones needs?

[Pre-Chorus]
Our bond is there but not far from “non-existent” 
Is that why we became so distant?
We always one up one another (the persistence)
Why can’t we make up? (and confront its resistance)
Or should I just be adamant ‘bout the far distance?

[Chorus]
I just want you to tell me if I’m going insane 
Insane for thinking you’d rather choose to grow apart than get closer
I know when we tried clicking “once,” I broke it
I needed to see (see)
Assess (assess)
Then leave with the chapter closed

[Post-Chorus]
Mm (breathe)
Mm (bleeds)
Mm (underneath)
Ah (yeah)

[Outro]
Growing apart (nineteen bleeds)
Growing apart (nineteen bleeds)
Growing apart (nineteen bleeds)
Growing apart 
Growing apart 
Growing apart (nineteen)

nineteen bleeds

I CAN'T BELIEVE ITS FINALLY HERE!! This single means so so much to me, and it's about how I'm feeling towards fake friends. Fake friends have always impacted my life over the years because when you create a bond, you can't break it, and when they do, your life is basically crumbling down into pieces.

This Is It

19!

hey y'all, these songs are coming out soon and they mean a lot to me.

PART 1 OF MY DEBUT EP "this stays between us” IS FINALLY OUT EVERYWHERE NOW!!! GO STREAM ILYSM: https://push.fm/fl/thisstaysbetweenuspt1

FAKHRAN

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