It all started that day ,
 
it was a strange feeling when I met something unusual
 
, it was the one of best days I had before 
 
but now, it's all nothing but dust
 
Just Something in the long previous past
 
something can't be the same anymore
 
something got a Powerful drastic change
 
Since alot of things happened but it doesn't matter actually
 
what part is the worst if it , are what matters
 
as being side to side with my worst enemy
 
n the worst part that you Already know that these people are against me as always n you couldn't give damn fuck
 
like can't you just say it to me without making me find out n, traumatizing me
 
But I can't blame nobody of course
 
so it was all on me because I choose'd some decisions who created that drastic change into this (Something) but
 
I can't do anything except overthinking about it everyday in the morning
 
ngl it was an obsession to me n I still can't admit that it's not anymore, 
 
it is and unfortunately I can't get rid of it
 
it can't be loved or hated or Either Forgetten
 
it's just something different that I lost forever...
 
but oh well i always abandon alot of close people it could be almost a daily habit in me who knows?
 
but that's all I can say at the moment..
 
 
 
 
 
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 man I just wanna die
 
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