lyrics:
i was not mad, i just took sum off
running to the place that no one else can
i aint gonna lie, girl you just look off
still butterflies when you hold my hand
damn
i was tryna shake some off
you was tryna hide it from your friend

told everyone not involved
i was up late tryna sleep
fuck
you aint ever made one call
i yell til i can’t breathe
doctor telling me im insane
got way used to the pain

glass rain on my coat, im not cold
static,
clearing out my throat
im not sold
pray the sky gon start to burn,
watch it fold
moonlight shine on me, bitch i glow

bitch i glow
let is storm
you’ve been chasing evil, im staying reformed
bloodstain in the snow thats where the footprints start to fade
try to stitch my own wounds but they calling for my name

for my name for my name
they just want my name
(they want my)
call it out, we are not the same
(same)
in the dark, every voice can sound the same
i done dropped something that make me go in frame by frame

city lights hit my eyes, they blur and bend
have a conversation with you, loop again
and fucking spend,
sleeping through the day just to miss your call
speak so soft, but the silence crawl

glass rain on my coat, im not cold
static,
clearing out my throat
im not sold
pray the sky gon start to burn,
watch it fold
moonlight shine on me, bitch i glow

bitch i glow


static

lyrics:

im not sorry you dont trust me
reach out your hands and touch me
step too close, god damn im frozen
dont tell me why you love me

im on the edge, she just keep on pushing
im in the car, windows tint, theyre looking
everyone i know just needs their “something” 
im so afraid that ill amount to nothing


back in forth in our conversation
every single word was filled with fucking hatred
every attempt that i went to tell you
got way worse at communication 
saw you fall, said pull me closer
we’ll both be hurt when its over
i heard that some deaths are painless
ill be convinced when the grievings over

be convinced when the breathings slower
it doesnt take you just to calm me down
felt so safe that your hands were colder 
you got good at standing ground

and im around
youre always mad
and hows your dad?
i hope hes doing fine
 he was smart to run away
you and your mom project a certain kind of pain

im not sorry you dont trust me
youre gorgeous but youre ugly
you dont ever right your wrongs
you are fucking disgusting 
go ahead and bitch to your friends now 
i know they’d love to hate me
so are you better now? 
someone said you’re not crazy

back in forth in our conversation
every single word was filled with fucking hatred
every attempt that i went to tell you
got way worse at communication 
saw you fall, said pull me closer
we’ll both be hurt when its over
i heard that some deaths are painless
ill be convinced when the grievings over

[outro]

chess club

lyrics:

wait
somethings off and i can taste it
its poison in your floral fragrance 
vanilla on my fear of god shirt
it gives me headaches and i hate it

but theres something i just cant stand
god forbid i try to walk away
when you argue and my skin crawls
like youre the only person who has pain

so reassure me that you notice
you dont need a pill to help you focus
i  free myself from being open
watching people become hopeless 

night skies bleed
and october is the coldest 
leaves are a falling and the drugs get stronger
does it make you feel heard when you scream out
i think youre just an addiction i dont need now

night skies bleed
and october is the coldest 
black boots, overcoat, nd ur shot voice
does it make you feel heard when you scream out
i think youre just an addiction i dont need now


religion

lyrics:

breathe just like the ghost you are
tell me how i know you are
falling for granted
baby, im indifferent 
tell me if the liquor takes you farther than i can
baby im offended all the constant shit im meant to say

what u say?
getting close to my own limits every day
dont want the fame
without the pain
i think im fucking up cuz everything the same
 dont you ever be surprised 
whats yours is hardly mine
she wear jewelry just to shine
on inside she is blind

im not one to suffocate 
told me just to let it go
i know that youre hurting too
if you need me let me know

she said theres nothing i can do to prove that i am not enough for you
it was no one else around to blame and you were wrapped in cellophane

wake up put drugs on my tongue
im heart broke, no, not in love
im too old, but young enough
to disrespect you twice as much
i dont want to feel a thing 
i hope you can feel everything 
i want you to feel
im not lost 
but baby im in control

swerve i hit the ditch, my focus, baby,
 not in control
even if im the shit baby i got a problem accepting roles

i cant see the surface baby
riding in a tinted coupe
crash your car into my car
surprised i wasnt off the boot
red beam on star like satellite 
i see that boy i swear i shoot
my shoe size my toe my shoe
balenciaga faith religion true


breathe just like the ghost you are
tell me how i know you are
falling for granted
baby, im indifferent 
tell me if the liquor takes you farther than i can
baby im offended all the constant shit im meant to say 

what u say? x444

fallridden

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