So it starts when I awake, the slow burning, of years gone passed and the reminder of how nothing ever lasts

Never, Forever and Nothing, Nowhere 🖤🖤🖤

this song brings me back to a memory I dont even have.. and its heartbreaking..

i’ve been coming back to this song since 2019.

even though you used to call my name, 
i turned a cheek; i looked the other way
my hands are weak, my soul is laced with shame 
'cause i'm the only one whose left to blame 

it is what it is

There’s mascara on her face 
She’s been on a chase her whole life
I’m so prone to run away 
We were forced to stay our whole lives
We know actions speak louder than words
And so
Talking leave that for the birds
Feel like I’m cursed, i'm so prone to run away
But for you, you know I’ll stay
She has mascara on her face
I don’t know why but she’s so beautiful to me
We’re to deep to run away
Listen to you as I’m staring at my feet
I don’t want you to leave
I don’t want you to leave
(There’s mascara on her face)
I don’t want you to leave
I don’t want you to leave
(We’re too deep to run away)
I don’t want you to leave
You see me, outside I’m dressed like I should be on tv 
No vvs yet but we on cds next
Ben ten Rolex two toned I have to flex
Know in the best not to be cocky
They tried to knock me down
They tried to block me
They moving sloppy though
By Kawasaki
Know when I was 12 years old depression got me
Know when I was 12 years old depression got me
But I will never fold bae do you copy?

i'm so prone to run away
But for you, you know I’ll stay

She has mascara on her face
I don’t know why but she’s so beautiful to me
We’re too deep to run away
Listen to you as I’m staring at my feet
I don’t want you to leave
I don’t want you to leave
(There’s mascara on her face)
I don’t want you to leave
I don’t want you to leave
(We’re too deep to run away)
I don’t want you to leave

Mascara

weight of the wind (prod. oilcolor)

luna has risen

also available on:

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lying in the snow
so cold 
please dont leave me tomorrow
pressure on my shoulders
feels like boulders
i might crumble

be my sanctuary
you might save me
let the waves take me
on on on i wander
all alone
beneath the surface

watch me drift among
the stars and moon and sun
my journeys just begun
but all ive done is run
take away the pain
the silence of the rain
skin and bones remain
fragments of fragile remains


its time we stopped this pointless nonsense
pick yourself up its not worth it
they just wanna see you down
but miss you when youre not around

youre wasting all your time on this
thats all you do is overthink
i know you wish for this to end
i know you wish for this to end

i cant fucking stay this way
burn my body to a blaze
ash and skin and bone remain
lay me to rest in the rain x4

luna

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sanctuary pt. 2 🌠

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats

tothegood - "out of mind"
released on 27.05.2017
@lilxlotus @youngburial
free download: bit.ly/2qt1NyR
bandcamp: bit.ly/2qZktJW
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

lyrics:

LIL LOTUS 

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

I dont want you to see this
Maybe i miss you too much
I scream in my sleep
Do you hear me 
Or am i not screaming enough
Id give anything just to hear your heart beat and bring you back to life  
You have a grandson
He look just like you
I tell him all the time

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

fats'e

I know your just testing me 
I miss the way you would sit right next to me
And make up stories 
To pass the time 

I guess this is how it's supposed to be
Blood shot eyes keep me company
I want out
Of my head sometimes. 

This is how it's supposed to be.

out of mind

spotify

in silence (feat. LIL LOTUS & fats'e)

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ＳＡＮＧ　ＹＯＵＲ　ＳＯＮＧ？

i wanna thank every single one of you from the bottom of my heart for every single like, comment, message, etc. that you go out of your way to send to me. it's incredible to know you guys are out there. i know this is different from my usual direction, but bare with me. i love you guys.

peep the music video here
https://youtu.be/VoUc7Fp9rQU

//わたしは、あなたを愛しています//

♡

visuals

into the trees

i'd prefer an unmarked grave

twitter.com/falls_boii
twitter.com/nothingnowhere

i still remember it all ft. nothing,nowhere.

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

pulled up so late that i missed the whole party

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

I never felt as powerless as i did in the hospital room
every second and hour spent saying how much i love you
and I’m so sorry that I fucking lied
said I’ll protect you but I couldn’t this time
it doesn’t matter how hard I tried
how the hell do I say goodbye
i wanna be the way we were
but it just keeps getting worse
keep screaming at the nurse I’m sorry
watch them take away your body

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me
scream until you comeback
I need you please don’t go yet
give me one more day
why would they take you away from me
I’m staring at the sky 
and wonder if you’re behind with
a thousand eyes on you
sitting inside the blue it still doesn’t feel real yet
kneeling next to your bed and seeing you so damn cold
just tell me its all a fucking lie

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

keep screaming (prod. neek)

for bookings / mixing / mastering / inquiries
email: fallsboii@gmail.com

@coloring-book-mpls

i still remember it all ft. nothing,nowhere.

falls

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