payphone ft shinigami (p. recycleBin)

prod @recyclexBin
mixed + mastered by shinigami and justin spaulding.

redeye (prod. recycleBin + saint mike)

feel the way i feel (prod. recycleBin + nate2timez)

i dont think ill ever be happy again (prod. recycleBin)

why would i show real love to fake friends

fake friends ft CVLTE (prod. recycleBin)

ill live forever(prod. recycleBin)

makeup ft MADELLINE (prod. recycleBin)

you without me [sped up]

ive reached the upload limit on my main so im uploading here lol

produced by instagram.com/recyclexbin
mixed/mastered by instagram.com/unclejuspy

happy wife - i still think about it (prod. recycleBin)

produced by recycleBin
mixed/mastered by justin spaulding

lyrics:
i hate songs with guitar
cuz i cannot play the guitar
i hate when it gets hard
can we just skip to the good part
just like bright eyes said
id rather work than play the lottery
do this for my mama and my brother
make em proud of me
i feel like this my year
oh my god i guess it gotta be
its hard to see clear
i drank a lot
and smoked a lot of weed
now baby play this song before bed
yeah this a lullaby
i been down so long
it hurt so bad to see my father cry
know that theres some truth
but i know that theres a lot of lies
just do what i do
and pray to god that immortalized
i look in the mirror and i feel like bloody mary
all i got is fear honestly its very scary
can you just be clear
i dont think you really caring
cant you just be there
everything is sedentary
i know that you love it when i fit in with your friends
i know that you love it when he tells you it depends
i know that you hate it when i love it that you call
i know that you mean it when you say that its my fault
if you been praying on my downfall
then you won
i do this cuz i love it
but that dont mean that its fun
look everything is fine
i swear its perfect
im just dumb
i swear to god its worth it
i just need to get this done
look i been smoking too much
i been hating too much
we been beefin too much
think this might be too much
i said it cuz i mean that
addicted, where my fiends at
that shit is old i seen that
i hit it
then i lean back
look i swear to god i need a miracle
or maybe just a break
im getting slow and steady wins
but fuck man how long should this take
if you see my smiling see me flexing you should know that that shit fake
no matter what i fuckin do im always down
but thats just fate
you look down on me
yeah u clown to me
i got some real good friends
that hold it down for me
you got it out for me
i guess im down to leave
if this is how it ends
thats how its gotta be

(chorus)

happy wife - lullaby [prod. recycleBin]

wasted on you (ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE and KING CHRISTIAN)

your backyard

[VERSE 1]
When every thought brings so much pain.
It's hard to explain.
I don't wanna feel anything.
It's hard to explain.
I don't wanna change.
Something in my brain,
Telling me to hate.
All I ever say,
I don't wanna change.
Something In my brain,
Won't go away.

[CHORUS]
Far from home, where you'll find me,
made my bed and i'll finally lay in it.
Lay in it.
Far from home, where you'll find me,
made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it.
Ill lay in it.

[VERSE 2]
Backpacked on my own,
rather be fucked up all alone,
Airplane mode on my iPhone,
Running from a careless path I wish I'd never known,
But I know that...
Everyone that I believed in was holding me back,
Matter of fact,
I wasn't leaving because what I needed was space that I lacked,
I got off track,
Don't wanna do it by myself,
But I don't want no help,
The only way's to runaway
and write a story to tell.

[SPOKEN WORD]
Made a promise that I'd love myself
And a promise that I'd break it.
Made a promise that I'd get better 
And a promise that I'd fake it.
Promised myself that I'd give it up,
Give up everything you hated.
Made a promise that I'd enjoy my life, and a promise that I'd take it.

[CHORUS X3]

deathbed

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

baby it's alright with me
kill me here i'm on my knees
don't make me say pretty please
so fucked up lost everything

i'm feeling like a love lost fuck up
i know i never made much progress on us
i know i never fucking focus
i guess
i guess i'm just so fucking hopeless at best

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

bury my dreams beneath these screams
abandon hope and let me bleed
i called your phone
you called it off
you're at your peak
i'm at a loss
i was so weak
all along
i will admit though
i was wrong

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

bury my dreams, bury my dreams
just let me bleed, just let me bleed

baby it's alright with me
kill me here i'm on my knees
don't make me say pretty please
so fucked up lost everything

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

//
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bad mood, bad year

you’re telling me to
back down
go home
find another way out
but i know that is not what it’s really about
this town smoked out
got your head in the clouds
something’s got me feeling like we’re all going down

you wouldn’t like it if i was just like you
i don’t even like me and i’m nothing like you
i can’t just pretend
that this is time well spent

i try to sleep the day away and say i’m too busy for everything
and everyone cus i’m no fun
rather play roulette with a loaded gun

this is the town that stole my heart
this is the town that ripped it apart
these are the friends i won’t forget
even if they treat me like shit

you’re telling me to
back down
go home
find another way out
but i know that is not what it’s really about
this town washed out
got your head in the clouds
something’s got me feeling like we’re all going down

you wouldn’t like it if i was just like you
i don’t even like me and i’m nothing like you
i can’t just pretend
that this is time well spent
(repeat)

lights on
exposure burns
manipulated
by now i’ve learned
your words mean dirt
trading blows and now you’ll feel the hurt

tough luck
now you fucked up
put your hands up
shoot low
that’s a low blow
time to let go
tough luck
now you fucked up
call it tough love
put your hands up
let’s go
(repeat)

can’t bite the hand that feeds
when it beats out all your teeth
can’t bite the hand that feeds
when it beats out your teeth

yearbook (ft. Capstan)

@93feetofsmoke

i’m sorry that i always start shit
sorry that i seem so heartless
sorry i bled on the carpet
and sleep all day in your apartment
sorry, i’m sorry
(i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry)
sorry feels so empty now
(i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry)
sorry, i’m sorry
sorry, i feel so helpless now
i know you want someone i can’t be
you’ll always be someone i can’t please
sorry, i’m sorry i’m sorry
i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry

taste of these chemical veins
my intuition is lifted whenever i hit it or sip it
i got it, i get it till i am forgetting my name
what’s death but an option
i’m shit like my posture
feel like an imposter
live life like a monster
just sad that i lost her
now drown in the pain
of these chemical veins

See you down 
The bottom of barrels
I'm fishing in

Stomp me out 
Toss me like roaches 
Into the wind

At night the devil start speaking
Sews hate in my heart til I'm heated
I pull on the seams just to breathe in
Still pushing down urges still fiending

Float away
Into the clouds
Created by bullets

Throw away 
All of my feelings 
My brain says they're useless

Feel like my friends think I'm stupid
Nothin got good I'm not clueless 
Keep my eyes low in my hoodie 
Intuition left me bloody

taste of these chemical veins
my intuition is lifted whenever i hit it or sip it
i got it, i get it til i am forgetting my name
what’s death but an option
i’m shit like my posture
feel like an imposter
live life like a monster
just sad that i lost her
now drown in the pain
of these chemical veins

taste of these chemical veins
my intuition is lifted whenever i hit it or sip it
i got it, i get it til i am forgetting my name
what’s death but an option
i’m shit like my posture
feel like an imposter
live life like a monster
just sad that i lost her
now drown in the pain
of these chemical veins

chemical veins ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE

beautiful ghost

doctor, doctor ft. badXchannels

proud of me ft. shinigami

what's wrong with me

sunrise and my eyes hurt
i'll lie here on fire
won't cry
don't need help now
you're fine
somewhere else now

5am comes quick
how did it get this far
laying here
shedding tears in the dark
i'm divided in my mind now
should i make it right now
should i even try now
or should i let it white out
lay down on my stomach
cus i feel real sick
i've been a real dick
know i gotta change shit
i really hate that it's like this
hate that i'm like this
wish i could subside this
wish you were inside this bed
this bed

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

it was just you and me
in love at 17
you took my breath away
now i can barely breathe
i love to go without
and you love going out
but i'm still wondering
saying where are you now
oh baby, baby i love you like crazy
though i can't help you
i hope you can save me
oh baby, baby i need you like crazy
oh won't you save me
the distance, it pains me

see me in my dreams love
so i can sleep some
toss and turn all night cus you're not by my side, yeah
hate that it's like this
hate that i'm like this
wish i could subside this
wish you were inside this

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

wish you were inside this bed
wish you were inside this bed

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tG3y-BxoAWE

issues

this isn't over til I say it's over

somebody's watching me

could have been

love me again (ft. lil narnia)

mikey ft 93FEETOFSMOKE

dont miss me

never see you again

comfortable lie

wait for you in the dark

hell no (ft. fantasy camp)

mitchell
booking/contact: badghostinternet@gmail.com

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